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<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
#42<br />
#42 14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT<br />
fasi 50 TeTri<br />
tariel Wanturia<br />
wignidan:<br />
sait. umlo baraTi - 2<br />
2011<br />
axla poeti leqsebs aRar wers -<br />
zis, elodeba isic axal wels!<br />
warsul tkivilebs, damRlel tkivilebs<br />
es molodini TiTqmis aqarwylebs!<br />
magram gangeba rac mets vzeimobT,<br />
cxovrebas kidev ufro amkacrebs!<br />
vcdilobT, dRes mainc ar SevimCnioT -<br />
vsxedvarT, mivirTmevT luds da xamanwkebs!<br />
dakvirvebuli Tvali SeamCnevs<br />
dedis loyaze farul nakawrebs...<br />
me ar vfiqrob da nurc Tqven ifiqrebT -<br />
nu gavifuWebT am karg axal wels!<br />
Tvals mec varideb xalxis CoCqols da<br />
maRla SemarTul cisfer sakaces... -<br />
ar daminaxavs! ar gamigia!<br />
ver Cavimwareb imeds - axal wels!<br />
sufras mwvadebi Semoumates!<br />
axla `oesic~ albaT ar gvawyens!<br />
es gaumarjos sakacobrio<br />
gaugebrobas - ZveliT axal wels...<br />
ca, ca... /2/<br />
erTaderTi - ca! - ukvdavi!<br />
ca - maradi!<br />
ca - qebuli!<br />
ca - Tbilisis,<br />
ca - madridis,<br />
ca - parizis,<br />
ca - qabulis...<br />
ca - yovelTvis mogebuli!<br />
ca - yovelTvis wagebuli!<br />
ca - arasdros,<br />
ca - verasdros,<br />
ca - vervisgan gagebuli...<br />
TiTqos Cveni,<br />
TiTqos maTi -<br />
2011<br />
yvelas fexqveS gagebuli...<br />
mainc arsad,<br />
aravisgan,<br />
veravisgan gagebuli...<br />
yvela yvelgan wagebuli...<br />
yvela droSi wagebuli...<br />
erTaderTi mogebuli -<br />
ca - maradi...<br />
ca - qebuli...<br />
aTasjer vTqvi, kidev vityvi -<br />
miyvars, momwons me cis qeba...<br />
es ca - mxiblavs, es ca miyvars,<br />
es ca - mZuls da mezizReba...<br />
ca - dabali!<br />
ca - maRali!<br />
ca - boroti!<br />
ca - keTili!<br />
viTom Ria, magram SenTvis<br />
samudamod Caketili...<br />
nodar adeiSvili<br />
kargi dRe /2/<br />
adamiani, Zmao,<br />
bolos da bolos berdeba,<br />
da, xelebaweuli,<br />
tyved Tavis nebiT bardeba!<br />
didxans umReres amas<br />
poetebma da bardebma...<br />
verc is acdeba am gzas,<br />
vinc awi daibadeba...<br />
mec xelebaweuli<br />
erTi rigiTi tyve var...<br />
es dagvrCenia nugeSad:<br />
- auh, ra kargi dRea!<br />
- marTla magari qalia!<br />
- ras erCi, kai leqsia...<br />
...<br />
waval. Cavbarde unda...<br />
Tqven gaagrZeleT eg sia...<br />
IV-V<br />
II<br />
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besik xaranauli<br />
damaRamebine, gamaTenebine!<br />
dRe aris,<br />
RmerTo,<br />
damaRamebine!<br />
Ramea,<br />
RmerTo,<br />
gamaTenebine!<br />
nu momklav,<br />
sicocxle masmen-maWvretine,<br />
damaRamebine,<br />
gamaTenebine!<br />
nu usmen,<br />
rosme damakvnesebinebs,<br />
nu uWvret,<br />
rosme damaxeTqebinebs,<br />
nu ityvi<br />
_ ase kacs<br />
ra gaaZlebinebs,<br />
kmara mas sicocxle,<br />
davasvenebineb!<br />
ara, gexvewebi,<br />
sul damalevine<br />
rac pirze momyude<br />
da damamZlevine,<br />
ara, gexvewebi,<br />
damaRamebine,<br />
ara, gexvewebi,<br />
gamaTenebine!<br />
iyos es cxovreba,<br />
idinos Cems zeda,<br />
imis nabijebSi imdeni ramea,<br />
ifiqreb, viTarmed, wminda savanea,<br />
cxovreba kacisTvis arc ise mavnea,<br />
ros dReSi dRea da RameSi Ramea,<br />
ros zeca lurjia, balaxi mwvanea,<br />
kma!.. sxva ukeTesi raRa sagania...<br />
gascdi da idine,<br />
gza gaaxanea,<br />
xelT joxi ipyari,<br />
miiarganea...<br />
sicocxles<br />
Tavi ar SeaWmevine,<br />
sicocxles Tavi ar Seasmevine,<br />
_ ha, Zmano, etyodi,<br />
sisxli da xorci me,<br />
puri da Rvino me,<br />
gamomawvdevineT!<br />
RmerTma mogaxmaroT,<br />
rom damaklebineT,<br />
RmerTma mogaxmaroT<br />
rom damaclevineT,<br />
fiqri marTvevineT,<br />
cremli maRvrevineT<br />
damaRamebineT,<br />
gamaTenebineT...<br />
stumari ar Civis,<br />
Tu moalxinea,<br />
stumari iwyinebs,<br />
Tu moawyinea...<br />
RmerTo, siaveTa<br />
nu damaTvlevineb,<br />
momapyar joxi me,<br />
maarganebine,<br />
mRera ram sabralo<br />
damamTavrebine,<br />
nu momklav,<br />
sicocxle masmen-maWvretine,<br />
SigniT ar SemiSva,<br />
gareT macdevine,<br />
riTic rom daviwye,<br />
miT gamalevine,<br />
gind dafniT Semamke,<br />
gind qva maxlevine...<br />
damaRamebine,<br />
gamaTenebine!..
2 proza<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
beqa qurxuli<br />
ori mTvaris ambavi<br />
`RmerTo, jer sxvas mieci da mere me momecio...~<br />
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
papaCem firuz levaniC qurxulis naTqvami yovel diliT, roca<br />
avlabarSi eliaze sakuTar italiur ezoSi onkanze pirs ibanda.<br />
dRe ileoda. mTis civ da uZiro<br />
tbaSi savse mTvare irekleboda. wylis<br />
ayril talRebSi yviTlad nawil-nawil<br />
iZireboda mrgvali mTvaris aTina-<br />
Ti da sibneleSi, siRrmisken Camavali<br />
TandaTan bacdeboda.<br />
am aTinaTs mohyveboda ufskero<br />
tbis siciveSi gaToSili ali, mTvaris<br />
Suqze gasaTbobad da xvadi mglis gabmuli,<br />
yru CaxleCili ymuilis mosasmenad.<br />
TiTqos marto orSabaTobiT da<br />
savse mTvarobas unda gamoCeniliyo,<br />
magram sul umTvarobasac unaxavT da<br />
SabaTsac, TeTrad anaTebda Savi tbis<br />
zedapirze.<br />
adre tbis garSemo Turme Winkebsac<br />
ucxovriaT. Rumelze Semwvari komSisferi<br />
saxeebi hqoniaT, grZeli mklavebi<br />
miwaze dasTrevdaT, mokle dagrexili<br />
fexebiT daSliginobdnen jagebSi,<br />
miamtvrevdnen xavsze Camocvenil yvi-<br />
Tel foTlebze gaSlil xmel totebsa<br />
da fiCxs. dablebi iyvnen, didTavebi,<br />
SiSvlebi darbodnen, rZe hyvarebiaT<br />
magrad da RamRamobiT mglis lekvebs<br />
gudavdnen. mglebic Zalian emterebodnen,<br />
Tu sadme waiswrebdnen mouklavs<br />
ar uSvebdnen da bolos sul<br />
amowyvites.<br />
alebisa da Winkebis garda am tyeSi<br />
kudiani qarborbalebi da majlajunebic<br />
daSxuodnen, devebi da mfrinavi<br />
qoxmaxebi ki mogonilia an Zalian uxsovar<br />
dros ucxovriaT da aRarc kvali<br />
SemorCa, aRarc imaTi ambavi. erTaderTi<br />
acvenili kldis ZirSi tinze<br />
rom Rrmulia, wvimis wyali sadaca<br />
dgeba, im adgils eZaxian dRemde devis<br />
namuxlars. magari Seyvarebuli yofila<br />
Turme is devi da siyvarulisTvis<br />
rom veRar gauZlia, im acvenili kldis<br />
wverodan gadmofrenila da dabla<br />
tinebSi gaSxlarTula. dacemisas<br />
muxli im tinze dauxlia da imitom eZaxian<br />
devis namuxlarso.<br />
sxva aranairi kvali ar darCenila.<br />
an ra kvali unda darCeniliyo, egeT<br />
legendebsa da zRaprebs yvelgana hyvebian<br />
da romeli istorikosi da mematiane<br />
aRwerda devis Tavis mokvlis,<br />
kacisa da alis siyvarulis da mglebisa<br />
da Winkebis mtrobis ambavs, an sad<br />
ecalaT magisTvis, yovel cismare<br />
dRes su Tavze emxobodaT qveyana.<br />
vis ra emajlajuneboda...<br />
maSin TerTmeti saaTis Semdeg<br />
saburTalos quCaze marSutkebi aRar<br />
moZraobdnen, pekinamde unda Casuliyavi<br />
fexiT. Tu gqonda fuli xom<br />
kargi, Tu ara da gamouRebdi kars da<br />
etyodi: - `brat, fuli ar maqvs da<br />
rusTavelamde, nucubiZemde, veZisamde<br />
an ravi sadac midixar xo gamayolebo...~<br />
gagayolebda, aba, ras izamda, miT<br />
umetes Tu TvalebSi uyurebdi, Tumca<br />
umetesoba jigari iyo da TvalebSi<br />
yureba ar sWirdeboda. Tbilisi yovelTvis<br />
Tbilisi iyo da iqneba, ramdenjerac<br />
ar unda daangrio da gadaRebo.<br />
Tbilisi Cveni qalaqia da im dros<br />
perangi yovelTvis amoCaCuli gqonda,<br />
SuaRamisas saxlidan moulodnelad<br />
gadiodi da fexsacmelebis Tasmebsac<br />
ukve ezoSi mezoblis furgonze fex-<br />
Semodgmuli ikravdi. geCqareboda...<br />
axvidodi marSutkaSi, sul ukan<br />
gadaZvrebodi da iq moikecebodi, imitom,<br />
rom viwro skamebi iyo da ver<br />
eteodi. maSin marSutka yvelaze usafrTxo<br />
transporti iyo, aba, taqsidan<br />
erTi Svidjer mainc unda gadmoeTrie<br />
policielebs, Tavze iaraRi moedoT<br />
da guliTadad daeSmone. -`kai exla,<br />
saburTaloel biWs erTxelac ar<br />
gagiCxeria, to.. magiJeb boziSvili<br />
viyo..~ Zlivs giSvebdnen bolos egre<br />
gauCxerels da Sercxvenils. sad exsna<br />
axla amaTTvis, rom mTeli modgma<br />
egeTebi iyvnen, yvelafers zed imxobdnen,<br />
magram ar ikeTebdnen. ara sWirdebodaT<br />
da imitom. midioda mere mar-<br />
Sutka Tbilisis Cabnelebuli da saSi-<br />
Si quCebiT, alag-alag ganaTebuli da<br />
kidev ufro saSiSi rusTavelis prospeqtisaken.<br />
win yovelTvis ijda erTi<br />
magari mTvrali biZa da akimarebda,<br />
magram myarad ijda, msxvili wiTuri<br />
toriT saSviliSvilod CabRauWeboda<br />
wina skamis sazurges da marto Tavi<br />
ugoravda wriulad mxrebze, rogorc<br />
ruletkis Sariks ro gauSvebs krupie.<br />
marSutkis fanjridan uyurebdi nacnob<br />
da erTgul, TiTqos mimalul da<br />
Casafrebul, safrTxis molodinSi<br />
gatrunul quCebs, filarmoniis qveS<br />
Seyril da manqanis fanjrebSi Seyudebul<br />
bozebs. filarmoniidan zemelis<br />
gavliT, rusTavelis metromde, Ziri-<br />
Tadad wesieri, magram dagvianebuli<br />
moqalaqeebi moZraoben gaCqarebuli<br />
nabijebiT da gafacicebuli mzeriT.<br />
erTi suli aqvT am jojoxeTis cxra<br />
kariviT saSiS Rames saxlSi Seaswron,<br />
myudro, saimedo kedlebiT SemosazRvrul<br />
binaSi, sadac SeuZlia mSvidad<br />
datuqsos ojaxis wevrebi an ise, nebierad<br />
da umizezod ibuzRunos da<br />
amisTvis aravin ar aartyams yuris Zir-<br />
Si da arc ukanalSi daWrian `dametkili~<br />
daniT. magari miraJia kedlebi,<br />
ggonia, rom daculi xar...<br />
rusTavelis ZeglTan Zmakacs unda<br />
Sexvedroda – giorgis. giorgi ukve<br />
elodeboda. Sexvdnen. aqac mouwiaT<br />
policielebTan gasaubreba: - `aba kanonsawinaaRmdego<br />
ra gidevT..~ kremiani<br />
truboCka!.. am kanonsawinaaRmdego<br />
qalaqSi, sul kanonsawinaaRmdegoebi<br />
ar iyvnen.. giorgi axali gamosuli<br />
iyo. ZiriTadad gop-stopze CaliCobda,<br />
gvian RamiT gzaabneul moqalaqeebs<br />
ayenebda. Zarcvis erTob originaluri<br />
meTodi hqonda pativcemuls:<br />
- raki danis da miTumetes iaraRis tareba<br />
saSiSi iyo, axlomaxlo cariel<br />
boTls Seinaxavda da TviTonac iqve<br />
daeyudeboda, rogorc ki klients dainaxavda<br />
boTls qvafenils an xes miamtvrevda<br />
da moqalaqes kai fransua<br />
viioniviT zrdilobianad, magram mtkiced<br />
arTmevda rac ki ram ebada, Ziri-<br />
Tadad kurtkas an fuls, an orives er-<br />
Tad Tu kurtkaSi fulic ido, Zewkvic<br />
SeiZleboda, jvars ki aucileblad<br />
ukan daubrunebda patrons. saerTod<br />
ar yofila SemTxveva kaci daeWra, Tu<br />
vinme yoCaRi da TavzexelaRebuli Sexvdeboda<br />
da gaujiqdeboda: -`saRol,<br />
kaci yofilxar Zmao, wadi Sens gzas<br />
ewieo~- giorga etyoda, gadakocnida<br />
kidevac da cota dabneuls da saku-<br />
Tari TaviT Zalian kmayofil klients<br />
Tavis gzaze uSvebda. erTxel saerTod<br />
magari rame mouvida: aleqsandrovis<br />
baRSi vinme Tbiliseli rusi daiWira,<br />
boTls ki veRar miagno, daaviwyda, sad<br />
dado da daekarga. daaTrevda am russ<br />
da Tan boTls eZebda gamwarebuli. es<br />
rusic jigrianad gahyva: -`wamo, ha, aba,<br />
erTi ra ginda iuzgar, ras apirebo.~<br />
kai xnis Zebnis mere ipoves, magram aRar<br />
gamodiodao giorgam, Tan kai tipi gamodgao<br />
da cariel boTls Tavi gaanebes,<br />
iqve sadReRamiso jixurSi aryiT<br />
savse boTli daiTries, xeebSi Casxdnen,<br />
erTad gamocales da daiSalnen.<br />
CavardniT mTawmindaze Cavarda, baiTi<br />
gahqonda, daastukes da gamoekidnen.<br />
erTi viwro qvis kibe hqonda Segulebuli,<br />
im qvis kibeze Tu Caaswrebda Corni<br />
xodebiT gaZvreboda da daikargeboda.<br />
gamofrinda am qvis kibisken, mosdevdnen<br />
ginebiT. moaRwia, unda Cauxvios<br />
da pirdapir kuWisTaviT _ mziswnuls<br />
rom eZaxian, aaskda sibnele-<br />
Si, qvis kibis bnelSi gamoCril, rkinis<br />
wvetian moajirs. ise gavmwardio,<br />
giorgam, yvelaferi sulerTi gaxda,<br />
rom miWerdnen, rom mcemdnen, oRond<br />
erTi CamesunTqa da suli momeTqvao.<br />
daiWires. axlaxans gamovida. gamosvlis<br />
dResve magrad daTvrnen, giorga<br />
gagiJda, rusTavelis Zeglidan Tavisuflebis<br />
moednamde yvela nagvis urnas<br />
glejda da srul siCumeSi Sua prospeqtze<br />
isroda. es ukan moyveboda da<br />
siciliT kvdeboda. ravi, maSinac rogor<br />
gadarCnen...<br />
axla fxizlebi iyvnen da wesierad<br />
iqceodnen. Teatraluri sardafisken<br />
wavidnen. axlobelma dapatiJaT, dRes<br />
diskoTekaa da blomad gogoebi iqnebiano.<br />
midiodnen erTad. orive erTnairad<br />
maRali, Txeli da kafandara iyo.<br />
sibneleSi ufro hgavdnen erTmaneTs.<br />
Tan raRac ubeduri Zala mohyvebodaT.<br />
oRond giorgaSi ufro meti iyo xiSCnikuri.<br />
mTawmindaze, konservatoriis<br />
ukan italiur ezoSi idga da Tavis<br />
gogos eZaxda.<br />
- lenka!.. lenka!..<br />
meore sarTulze farda gadaiwia,<br />
fanjara gaiRo da grZel gaCeCilTmianma<br />
gogom gamoyo Tavi, xelSi baliSi<br />
hqonda ayudebuli.<br />
biWi mTvrali iyo. qanaobda...<br />
- baliSianad adeqi.. _ biWi suleliviT<br />
gakreWili idga da Tvalebi exuWeboda.<br />
- Sena xar – Cumad hkiTxa lenkam,<br />
Tan garSemo mezoblis Cabnelebuli<br />
fanjrebi moaTvaliera.<br />
- ara sxva var. axali...<br />
- isev mTvrali xar, biWo..<br />
- rogor mibedav – aRSfoTda biWi,<br />
– ver xedav, fexze Zlivs vdgavar!<br />
mTvralebi Sens kriSnaidebSi moikiTxe,<br />
ro zmuian xolme, stafilos WamiT<br />
sasomixdilebi.<br />
- debilo... sad iyavi<br />
- mivlinebaSi _ enis borZikiT upasuxa<br />
biWma, Tan wonasworobis Senar-<br />
Cunebas cdilobda, – xangrZliv mivlinebaSi.<br />
mZRols gamovatane diplomati,<br />
exla ro imas eZaxiT – keiss. ho,<br />
keisi gamovatane, eleqtrosaparsiT,<br />
pirsaxociT da ori wyvili TeTri<br />
faStanikiT. ar moutania..<br />
- ara ar moutania. rodis gamoatane<br />
kai faStanikebi iyo<br />
- su axali. isev baraxolkaze<br />
gaitanda gasayidad me magis dedas...<br />
unda movxsna.<br />
- kargi, gexvewebi, amodi, gaiRviZes<br />
mezoblebma. Tu ginda, am baliSs Camogigdeb<br />
da mand daiZine.<br />
- ara, ar minda aq daZineba. rogor<br />
amovide.. Camodi da gamiRe kari...<br />
amoZromis Tavi aRara maqvs, fexze<br />
Zlivs vdgavar, iseTi mZime mivlineba<br />
iyo.<br />
kibeze fexis xma gaisma. lenka bolo<br />
safexurebze waborZikda da kinaRam<br />
dagorda. `moitexa fexi am Cemisam~ -<br />
gaifiqra da gulSi Zalian didi siTbo<br />
CaeRvara. lenkam sadarbazos mZime kari<br />
gaaRo, idga maRal qoSebze, piJamo-<br />
Ti, baliSi isev gulze hqonda axutebuli<br />
da grZeli xuWuWa Tma saxeze mihkvroda.<br />
biWma uceb Zalian kargad igrZno<br />
Tavi _ grZeli saxifaTo Tare-<br />
Sidan cocxali da mTeli rom gamoaRwev,<br />
samSvidobos rom gamoxval, sadac<br />
SegiZlia fexi moirTxa da ramdenic<br />
ginda imdeni itrabaxo, ise...<br />
meore sarTulze avidnen.<br />
- nikuSa saxlSia<br />
- xo, Zinavs. ra iyo, biWo, ra aswavle<br />
es...<br />
- Cuu, ar gaaRviZo Torem zRaprebs<br />
momayolebs da me kidev Tavi ara maqvs.<br />
– mTeli xmiT iyvira biWma...<br />
- nu yviri, marTla ar gaaRviZo. –<br />
pirze xeli aafara lenkam.<br />
did lamaz oTaxSi Sevidnen, oTaxSi<br />
uzarmazari musikaluri centri, ganieri<br />
divani, savarZlebi da molberti<br />
idga. kedlebze naxatebi, xaliCebi, Teqebi<br />
da gobelenebi ekida. kidev induri<br />
girlandebi, budas, kriSnas, induisturi<br />
da budisturi taZrebis fotoebi.<br />
divanis win Jurnalebis magidaze<br />
areulad elaga mamardaSvilis, dalai-lamas,<br />
lao-Zis wignebi, kamasutra<br />
da me-20 saukunis rusi poetebis anTologia:<br />
zinaida gipiusiT, dimitri<br />
mereJkovskiT da ivan buniniT iwyeboda,<br />
mere esenini, maiakovski, da aleqsandre<br />
iaSiniT, guZenkoTi, galiCiTa<br />
da visockiT mTavrdeboda. aq roca<br />
iyo, sul am krebuls eZebda. ZiriTadad<br />
maiakovskis eseninisadmi miZRvnil<br />
leqss kiTxulobda _ ai, imas:<br />
`Íàäî âûðâàòü ðàäîñòü<br />
Ó ãðÿäóùèõ äíåè.<br />
Ïîìåðåòü â ýòîé æèçíè<br />
íå òðóäíî,<br />
ñîçäàòü æèçíü ãîðàçäî òðóäíåå…~<br />
da xuT weliwadSi TviTonac rom<br />
tyvia daixala safeTqelSi. kidev aleqsandre<br />
iaSinis `Îð¸ë~ da guZenkos _<br />
`Áóäü ïðîêëÿò òû ñîðîê ïåðâûé ãîä è<br />
âçìåðñøàÿ â ñíåãó ïåõîòà…~ da ra Tqma<br />
unda biZamiss – visockis. Tumca biWs<br />
axla wignebisTvis zedac ar dauxedavs.<br />
pirdapir divanze gaiSota...<br />
- lenka mSia. magrad mSia.<br />
- axlave gaWmev.<br />
- oRond Seni induri atrava ar momitano,<br />
Sig rom jadoebs miyri. xom xedav,<br />
ar Wris.<br />
- marTlaa – gamoajavra lenkam, –<br />
sulac ar Wris sul su erTi bewoTic<br />
- ara da verc gaWris imitom, rom<br />
alis STamomavali var, – moulodneli<br />
da sasacilo seriozulobiT gamoacxada<br />
biWma...<br />
- vaime, biWo, ra suleli xar. ra geSveleba..<br />
_ gulwrfelad Sewuxda lenka.<br />
- araferi, araferic ar meSveleba,<br />
– moiwyina biWma, – aq momitane ra saWmeli.<br />
- kargi.<br />
- wyalic.<br />
lenkam wyali da saWmeli moutana.<br />
biWma gamgelebulma daiwyo Wama.<br />
- sad daZrwodi – hkiTxa lenkam, _<br />
Senebma darekes. ras uxeTqav guls<br />
magari sazizRari xar.<br />
- Sen ggonia marTla Cemi dardi<br />
aqvT.. pirgamotenilma biWma calybad<br />
gaicina, – usaqmod arian, depresiaSi,<br />
batono, da erTobian. eg yvelaze ioli<br />
da idioturi gamosavalia – sxvisi<br />
cxovrebiT cxovreba. sad iyo visTan<br />
iyo.. sad wavida.. ra vqna, arsad ar<br />
wavide.. bronza gadavisxa da Zeglad<br />
davdge... saqme saqmeze rom midgeba,<br />
aravis ar enaRvlebi da amisTvis aTasi<br />
mizezi gauCndebaT, iseve rogorc<br />
manamde hqondaT aTasi mizezi imi-
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
sTvis, rom ukan edevnaT, saqme gaeWirebinaT,<br />
guli SeewuxebinaT da am paranoiisTvis<br />
zrunva daerqmiaT...<br />
- marTla magari sazizRari xar!..<br />
aseve SegiZlia, Tqva rom arc me<br />
vzrunav xo Senze..<br />
WamiT garTuli biWi aRSfoTebisagan<br />
Sexta.<br />
- SenRa makldi mzrunvelad. nikuSaze<br />
izrune Sen, me Cemi mzrunvelebic<br />
myofnian. aRar vici, sad<br />
gaveqce mamaZali...<br />
- marTla, biWo, is ra aswavle, pulipulio.<br />
ar ici ra dReSi vyavar. mTeli<br />
dRe darbis da kivis puli-puli pulipulio...<br />
- eg me ki ar vaswavle, plutom gvaswavla<br />
orives... uceb isev gabrazda, –<br />
age to, erTaderTi da sakuTari Svili<br />
rom TamaSobs da puli-pulis iZaxis,<br />
guli giwuxdeba da me ginda mzrunvelad<br />
damadge ara, e.. bebiaSenisam...<br />
lenka gverdiT miujda da miexuta.<br />
- marTla sad dadiodi ha, ra naxe..<br />
biWi uceb moxasiaTda, Cangali<br />
dado, wyali boTliT moiyuda da aybedda:<br />
- ee bebiaCemi marosi ar iyos - `ra<br />
maqvs nayuri...~ jer xom boTli ar gatyda.<br />
- ra boTli<br />
- Sampanuris, magram eg bolos iyo...<br />
manamde rusTavelis ZeglTan giorgas<br />
Sevxvdi. ai, Sen rom geSinia da ver itan<br />
imas. mere iyo rusTavelis prospeqti,<br />
ganaTebuli restornebiT, barebiT,<br />
kazinoebiT. yvelaferi quCaSia gamodgmuli<br />
– Sexval - restorania, gamoxval<br />
- bneli quCa, Sexval - kazino da<br />
bevri fulia, gamoxval - isev bneli da<br />
binZuri quCa, sadac SimSilisagan naxevrad<br />
Wkuidan SeSlili maTxovrebi<br />
jgrod dadian da xmamaRla, xelebis<br />
qneviT elaparakebian sakuTar Tavs. ise<br />
alalad daoben, namdvilad marTlebi<br />
arian. sawyali garekili marTlebi.<br />
bevrma gareka bolo wlebSi... da am yvelafers<br />
mxolod nabiji aSorebs erTmaneTisagan.<br />
Sexval iqa xar, gamoxval,<br />
aqa xar, Sexval-gamoxval, Sexvalgamoxval<br />
seec, paxac, seec, paxac...<br />
lenka uceb moSorda biWs. adga da<br />
gadajda. fanjrisken gaixeda.<br />
- magari cinikosi xar, cinikosi da<br />
sastiki... - Tqva lenkam fanjrisgan<br />
Tvalmoucileblad.<br />
- mee, to.. saidan, ra sisulelea –<br />
alalad iucxova biWma, – ho, mere modis<br />
ganaTebuli mTavrobis sasaxle<br />
xelketiani dacvis policielebiT.<br />
Tarsi adgilia eg mTavrobis sasaxle.<br />
kidev bevrs rasme izams, damijere beber<br />
buntovSCiks... pirdapir sibneleSi<br />
qaSveTis eklesia ilandeba, ar Cans,<br />
magram ici, iq aris, mere Tbilisis omis<br />
dros gadamwvari mxatvris saxlis magivrad,<br />
CxubSi Camogdebuli wina<br />
kbiliviT darCenili didi sicariele,<br />
murtali ormo, sarkeSi Caxedva da ga-<br />
Rimeba rom gitydeba, ubralod, ar<br />
unda gaixedo, iyos SemosazRvruli mag<br />
mwvane ficruli RobiT - `mimdinareobs<br />
samuSaoebi~ - morCa.. mere CavediT<br />
diskoTekaze da ravi... bolos boTli<br />
ar gatyda!<br />
- ra boTli.. - hkiTxa lenkam meqanikurad.<br />
isev fanjaras iyo miSterebuli<br />
da aRar usmenda.<br />
- Sampanuris. da gaficeb Sivas oTxmocdaSvidive<br />
xel-fexs, Wama macale.<br />
- Wame, – uTxra lenkam moulodneli<br />
gulgrilobiT.<br />
- wyali..<br />
- mand gidgas...<br />
- midi, hare kriSna CarTe...<br />
- ara, – uTxra lenkam mkacrad, – Sen<br />
Radaob. es locvaa. locvaze Radaoba<br />
ar SeiZleba. ginda, coi CavrToT –<br />
hkiTxa moulodneli siyvaruliT.<br />
- midi, – uTxra biWma, Tan isev gamalebiT<br />
Wamda.<br />
- grebenSCikovi xo ar girCevnia..<br />
- ara. ara maqvs magis kikinis Tavi.<br />
coi CaarTe.<br />
oTaxi cois daguduli xmiT gaivso:<br />
`Åñëè åñòü ïîðîõ, äàè îãíÿ...<br />
Ìîè ëàäîíü ïðåâðàòèëñÿ â êóëàê...~<br />
- e, daxate rame axali..<br />
- vxatav...<br />
- maCveneb..<br />
- ara, Zvelebi naxe.<br />
- ratom raki ver verkvevi - mxiaruli<br />
siciliT hkiTxa biWma...<br />
Suqi Caqra da coic ukan wavida.<br />
- davwveT, ar ginda – Tqva lenkam...<br />
saZinebelSi, ganier taxtze lenka<br />
da biWi iwvnen. taxtis win sarkian karadasTan<br />
maRal SandalSi sanTeli enTo.<br />
biWs ar uyvarda es saZinebeli. gansakuTrebiT,<br />
roca Suqi ar iyo. am<br />
sulel lenkasac oTxive kedelze vi-<br />
Raceebis fotoebi Camoekida, romlebzec<br />
sanTlis Suqi irekleboda<br />
_ giyvarvar - hkiTxa lenkam.<br />
biWi gaCumda.<br />
_ ar giyvarvar, – Tqva lenkam.<br />
_ rogor ar miyvarxar, _ Tqva bi-<br />
Wma.<br />
_ ara ar giyvarvar. siyvaruli ar<br />
arsebobs da arc sikvdili. sikvdili<br />
ar arsebobs, xo.. - lenka biWs mxarze<br />
mikroboda da aSkarad ver iyo. yovel-<br />
Tvis afrenda, magram axla aSkarad<br />
raRac sWirda, – xo ar arsebobs ar<br />
SeiZleba, RmerTi aseTi sastiki iyos...<br />
biWi iwva da Cabnelebul fanjaraSi<br />
iyureboda. fanjridan erTaderTi<br />
Zlivs mbJutavi varskvlavi Canda.<br />
_ miTxari, xom ar arsebobs sikvdili<br />
– lenka Cumad TiTqos TavisTvis<br />
laparakobda.<br />
`ro gamoiRos karadis ujra da<br />
mkvdris civi TeTri xeli gaiCiTos,<br />
mere saxec~ - biWs tanSi gascra da<br />
gaecina. Tavisi dana gaaxsenda da skamze<br />
gadakidebul Sarvals gaxeda. iq<br />
iyo. mere karadis ujrisaken gaapara<br />
Tvali. ujra TavisTvis iyo wynarad.<br />
- e, amoiRe ra xma, ras damunjdi. xom<br />
ar arsebobs.. - SeanjRria lenkam.<br />
- kargi ra, to, ra ubedurobaa loginSi<br />
amdeni Wkvianuri balamuti.<br />
ilaparake wesieri sisuleleebi an<br />
damaZine, Tore Tu giTaqe...<br />
- macale, – lenkam iqiT wauTaqa, –<br />
es ubralod tansacmlis gamocvlaa,<br />
rogor ar gesmis...<br />
- ar mesmis imitom, rom aracnobieri<br />
da arainteleqtualuri var. Sen Tvi-<br />
Ton ar miTxari<br />
- giTxari da Zalianac kargi. marTla<br />
arainteleqtualuri da aracnobieri<br />
xar da tyuilad maimunob,<br />
sikvdili marTla ar arsebobs... ubralod<br />
Sena xar Steri, Steri biWi, arafris<br />
gageba ar ginda, viTom kaifob...<br />
- gancda da cnobieri ara - fexebi,<br />
sikvdili ro arsebobs, egre araferi<br />
ar arsebobs, egre myarad da mudmivad.<br />
axla Sarvali ro Cavicva da fanjridan<br />
kisriT viskupo, ra viqnebi.. samosSecvlili<br />
reinkarnine... fu Seni,<br />
reinkarnaciis pontSi vambob. ara, mkvdari<br />
viqnebi. gaige mkvdari! da mor-<br />
Ci axla, ra mkvdrebze laparaki agityda,<br />
isedac kriSnebiTa da eSmakebiTa<br />
gaqvs saxli savse...<br />
- xo marTla ar arsebobs sikvdili<br />
– biWi lenkas saxes ver xedavda. guli<br />
cudad Seutokda.<br />
- ra gWirs gogo Sen<br />
- araferi, ubralod sikvdili ar<br />
arsebobs<br />
- aba, sasaflaoze cocxlebi wvanan<br />
- Sen RmerTi gwams<br />
- mwams, magram ar mesmis.<br />
lenka gaCumda.<br />
- eg yvelaferze uaresia, – Tqva mere<br />
Cumad.<br />
- Zalian bevri rame ar mesmis da arc<br />
magaTi Cortis ar meSinia, wavamtvrev<br />
im rqebs, _ biWma uceb igrZno, rogor<br />
aitana yovlismomcvelma SiSma da erTdroulad<br />
rogor gaeyina Tavi, guli<br />
da muxlebi. gaCumda. SeSinda sakuTar<br />
xmas ar gaeyida. mTeli sxeuli erTbaSad<br />
daucarielda. mere cali xeli sabnidan<br />
gayo, Sarvlis jibidan dana amoiRo,<br />
TiTebis Cveuli moZraobiT gaxsna<br />
da egreve xelukuRma gauqana<br />
sarkiani karadis kars. didi mZime<br />
`monkavSiri~ ZgaraniT gaerWo kars da<br />
aZagZagda. lenkam Sehkivla...<br />
- gagiJdi!. ra qeni..<br />
- kargi erTi...<br />
- dedaCemi ro mova, ra vuTxra..<br />
- mkvdrebi ajanydnen da danebis<br />
srola daiwyesTqo.<br />
- idioto, sarkes ro moxvedroda,<br />
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xo sul CamoifSvneboda. rogor gavakeTo<br />
eg kari<br />
- veRar gaakeTeb. eg axla mkvdari<br />
karadaa...<br />
lenka gulaRma iwva da sarkes cotaTi<br />
acdenil karadis karSi garWobil<br />
danas uyurebda. mere gadabrunda<br />
da atirda.<br />
`vaax!~ - gaifiqra biWma.<br />
- aRar moxvide, ra! aRar minda, rom<br />
moxvide, – Tqva lenkam.<br />
- kargi, aRar moval.<br />
- ratoma xar egeTi cxoveli, ra minda<br />
saerTod SenTan, ra kretini var! –<br />
akivlda lenka, – cxoveli xar! _ gaimeora<br />
isev. mere gaCumda da cxviri aasrutuna.<br />
- e, damaZine axla Torem magra gcem,<br />
– biWi marTla gaRizianda.<br />
- magis Tavic ara gaqvs, rom mcemo.<br />
Sen marto is SegiZlia, karadaSi danebi<br />
arWo. isic yovelTvis ara. araferi<br />
ar Segdis mag TavSi, Cveulebrivi daniani<br />
tupiaki xar...<br />
- ar aris egre, – Tqva biWma moulodnelad<br />
mSvidad, – ici, ro yovel<br />
dilas gaRviZebisa meSinia.. an minda,<br />
rom gaviRviZo da mTeli Cemi cxovreba<br />
erTi murtali, koSmaruli sizmari<br />
aRmoCndes. mere ra vqna.. vitiro Tu<br />
yulfSi gavyo Tavi.. Camomxsnian mere<br />
gafSekils da kisramde enagadmogdebuls.<br />
egre kide ar mawyobs. raRac<br />
Zalian araesTetiuria, rogorc Tqven<br />
ambobT. minda me kisramde gadmogdebuli<br />
ena.. isec xoSianad vgrZnob Tavs.<br />
gaige, rato var cxoveli am cxovrebaSi<br />
an cxoveli unda iyo, an kisramde<br />
enagadmogdebuli. me cxoveloba<br />
mirCevnia. viRaca, RmerTma suli<br />
gaunaTlos, Cemze ukeTesi aRmoCnda da<br />
sikvdili arCia. gaige, to.. da Seni<br />
deda vatire me, mainc malaparake<br />
sisuleleebi. axla gadabrundi<br />
daiZine da Seni xma aRar gavigo, Torem<br />
rom wagkrav wixls da gagisvri aqedan,<br />
mTeli Rame loginis qveSidan aRar<br />
amogaxedeb...<br />
- ici, sisxlis gaTeTreba aRmomaCnda,<br />
– Tqva lenkam da xma gaebzara, -<br />
aravisTvis ar miTqvams. marto Sen minda,<br />
rom icode. ici, rogor minda sicocxle..<br />
_ lenka isev atirda.<br />
biWi gaognda. veraferi ver gaigo.<br />
verc veraferi igrZno. ufro imitom<br />
gaognda, rom veraferi igrZno.<br />
- rodis giTxres<br />
- moskovSi, saavadmyofoSi rom viweqi<br />
xom gaxsovs<br />
- ki, dedaSenma miTxra.<br />
proza 3<br />
amdebi.<br />
- lenka, verafers ver vgrZnob<br />
ici..<br />
- vici, imitom, rom me TviTonac ver<br />
vgrZnob verafers. ubralod Zalian<br />
minda sicocxle da guli mwydeba.<br />
- nu geSinia, len, aqa var, to. Tan es<br />
dedaanafeTqebi sikvdili marTla ar<br />
arsebobs.<br />
- nikuSas xo daitoveb.. ar miatovo<br />
ra, kargi.. aravis ar dautovo, arc<br />
dedaCems, arc Cems Zmas, arc mamamiss.<br />
Sen waiyvane kargi..<br />
- kargi. waviyvan da davitoveb da<br />
gavzrdi. eg ki SemiZlia.<br />
nikuSa lenkas Svidi wlis biWi iyo.<br />
rolikebiT darboda, sicilis dros<br />
loyebi eCqvlirTeboda da Tavis sam<br />
lekvs dasdevda. axlac Tavis lekvebTan<br />
erTad eZina da aqedanve magrad xatavda<br />
dedamisiviT.<br />
- lekvebianad waiyvane, – gaicina<br />
lenkam, – da adeqi da wadi, Torem<br />
gaiRviZebs male...<br />
biWma loginSive Caicva Sarvali da<br />
axla Camjdari Tasmebs ikravda<br />
baTinkebze. mere Tavi aswia, danas mohkra<br />
Tvali da uceb gaaxsenda.<br />
- marTla, im roJam moitana fuli<br />
zakoa Tu viRaca...<br />
- ki.<br />
- naRdad dedas gaficeb...<br />
- dedas vficavar.<br />
- mainc unda vcemo.<br />
- Sen visi mcemeli xar, biWo, egre<br />
faratina.. - lenkam xeli wahkra – Sen<br />
mec mogerevi.<br />
- maSin veceminebi da eg iqneba.<br />
biWs yvelaze metad gamomSvidobeba<br />
ar uyvarda. miT umetes axla. guli<br />
cudad ucemda, erTi suli hqonda, saxlidan<br />
gaeRwia.<br />
- male moval, len...<br />
- ki, aba, male moxval...<br />
- marTla, erT kviraSi...<br />
- au, ra malea erTi kvira... moica,<br />
gagacileb. ar gSia<br />
- ara, ar mSia.<br />
biWs marSutkaSi eZina. naqsovi qudi<br />
Tvalebze Camoefxata da eZina.<br />
ZilSic lenkaze fiqrobda da imaze,<br />
rac lenkas sWirda. isev verafers ver<br />
grZnobda. lenka Zalian uyvarda, magram<br />
verafers grZnobda SimSilis, da-<br />
Rlilobis da cudi sicarielis garda.<br />
mere CaeZina da TavSi yvelaferi<br />
aeria. ZilSi ramdenjerme Sexta...<br />
pekinze Camovida. SuqniSani ar muSaobda.<br />
biWs Zalian eSinoda quCaze gadasvlis.<br />
or gamyof xazamde miaRwia.<br />
aqeT-iqiT moZravi manqanebi TiTqos<br />
sul ufro da ufro ematebodnen<br />
- maSin miTxres. ufro swored Cems<br />
daqals uTxres.<br />
- xo giTxari, Se Cema, amden sigarets<br />
nu ewevi meTqi, – biWi mixvda, rom sisulele<br />
Tqva. amis mere rac unda eTqva,<br />
yvelaferi sisulele iqneboda. cali<br />
xeliT gadaswvda lenka miizida da<br />
akoca.<br />
- marTla ar geSinia..<br />
- risi..<br />
- rom gadagedos...<br />
- iqiT arafers gadavedo, Torem me<br />
ra unda gadamedos.<br />
- Cemi trabaxa biWi, – Tqva lenkam<br />
da Tavze xeli gadausva, – Cemi trabaxa<br />
biWi. nu geSinia, marTla ar aris gaderTmaneTs.<br />
TiTqmis exebodnen. biWi toreadoriviT<br />
fexmoucvlelad idga da<br />
saiTac naklebi safrTxe igrZnoboda<br />
iqiT ixreboda. TiToeul manqanas afiqsirebda.<br />
uceb mixvda, rom manqanebs<br />
Tavs veRar aRwevda da yvelaferi daaviwyda.<br />
mere misken wamosuli `fordis~<br />
marSutkis did parprizSi mZRolis Si-<br />
Sisagan gafarToebuli Tvalebi dainaxa<br />
da igrZno, TviTonac rogor gaudidda<br />
aqamde moWutuli Tvalebi da<br />
gafiTrda: `sad modis es...~ gaifiqra<br />
da Waxani gaisma...<br />
tkivili igrZno Tu ara, ar vici.<br />
gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi
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poezia 14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
bedi ubedurTa<br />
bednieri var - vxedav!<br />
bednieri var - mesmis!<br />
bednieri var - miyvars!<br />
bednieri var - vwuxvar!<br />
bednieria yvela,<br />
vinac CemsaviT xedavs,<br />
visac CemsaviT esmis,<br />
visac CemsaviT uyvars...<br />
ubeduri var - vxedav,<br />
ramdeni ubeduria!<br />
miWirs, davlio wyali -<br />
vgrZnob, ra Zalian swyuriaT!<br />
bednieri xar, roca<br />
sxvac, yvela, bednieria!<br />
ubeduri xar, roca<br />
qveyana ubeduria...<br />
vTqvaT, yvela bednieria -<br />
yvela: mamric da mdedric;<br />
vTqvaT yvela bednieria -<br />
Savic, yviTelic, TeTric;<br />
bednieria mxedaric,<br />
cxenic bednier mxedris -<br />
Senc bednieri iqnebi<br />
im bednierTa gverdiT...<br />
varT dRes yvelani ase -<br />
dawyevlil-dalocvilebi! -<br />
dawyevlil dedamiwis<br />
bedukuRmarTi Svilebi...<br />
mainc sixaruls gvgvrian<br />
ulamazesi dilebi<br />
da ararsebul saswauls<br />
veliT xmagakmedilebi...<br />
sayovelTao dasasrulis simRera<br />
dro ise swrafad gadis...<br />
ismis simRera gedis...<br />
ucxo, mTlad ucxo sityva<br />
samoTxis msaxur gidis.<br />
dro ise swrafad midis...<br />
Txroba mTavrdeba miTis...<br />
Sexvedra... ganSoreba... -<br />
patarisa da didis...<br />
wasulic, darCenilic -<br />
aris suyvela codo!<br />
...godoc movida bolos,<br />
da bolo wava godo...<br />
***<br />
- vin migaswavlis gzas edemisas -<br />
idumal parols samoTxis klitis,<br />
samoTxis, sadac mgalobel Citebs -<br />
SaSvsa da bulbuls - ara aqvT sklinti...<br />
sadac aravin ar icnobs sityvebs -<br />
arc `Surs~ da `mtrobas~,<br />
arc `sesxs~ da arc `vals~...<br />
sadac momavlis mosavlisaTvis<br />
beRelSi arvin inaxavs marcvals...<br />
sadac aravin ar iTvlis groSebs,<br />
wlebsa da Tveebs, wuTebs da wamebs,<br />
sadac Ramea yoveli dRe da<br />
sadac dRe aris yoveli Rame...<br />
iq ar ician, ra aris Suri,<br />
iq ar ician, ra aris cili,<br />
iq ar ician, ra aris daRla,<br />
da, miT umetes, ra aris Zili...<br />
iq ar arsebobs saWiroeba<br />
gulisamrevi manWvis da grexis;<br />
iq ar ician ra aris princi,<br />
vin aris mona, grafi an glexi...<br />
magram - jalaTi mkvleli gamcemi -<br />
amis pasuxic aris advili:<br />
iq naZiralas, iq moRalates,<br />
iq mkvlels da codvils ar aqvs adgili...<br />
- an aq, miwaze yofna macaleT,<br />
an iqauri gza mimaswavleT!<br />
- ra Txovna ginda, Se kai kaco -<br />
aq yvela yvelas sikvdils aZalebs...<br />
iq<br />
imata Sarvliani qalebis ricxvma!<br />
iklo Sarvliani kacebis risxvam!<br />
gomoras ar ukvirs aRlumi geebis,<br />
garna gaaoca masStabma misma!<br />
aris Tu ara codvilic - codo! -<br />
ver gaurkvevia verafriT sodoms!<br />
rom aRar Camodis!. - Camosuliyo -<br />
iqneb raimeTi eSvela godos...<br />
mze avad acxunebs memfiss da aTens da<br />
enaCavardnil babilons - godols...<br />
tariel Wanturia<br />
wignidan: sait. umlo baraTi - 2<br />
***<br />
daadges Tvali mkvlelebma<br />
biWis momnusxvel Tvalebs...<br />
is biWi am dros arafrad<br />
agdebda sesxs da valebs -<br />
daatarebda kafedan<br />
kafeSi lamaz qalebs,<br />
xolo lamazi qalebi<br />
uJuJunebdnen Tvalebs<br />
biWs, romlisTvisac ar hqonda<br />
azri sesxsa da valebs.<br />
Tvlida is biWi mkerdze da<br />
yelze ucnaur xalebs.<br />
qalebmac kocnes is biWi<br />
da yavac bevri xales.<br />
veRarc cTunebebs gauZles<br />
da verc ucnaur valebs...<br />
Tvales lamazi qalebi,<br />
Tvales da ver daTvales,<br />
da bolos Tvali daadges<br />
im biWis lamaz Tvalebs...<br />
Suri Suria, da Suri<br />
verafriT ver damales,<br />
da is, rac moxda, momxdara<br />
Turme Zalian male -<br />
Tvali cremlebiT aevsoT<br />
qalaqis lamaz qalebs...<br />
miwa Wams axla im biWis<br />
xerxemlis rkinis malebs...<br />
monatrebuli mezoblis dabruneba<br />
- ise mejavreba metro,<br />
met ro ar SeiZleba!<br />
geCveneba - sul ivseba,<br />
arasdros ar icleba!<br />
om ro iyo, dagenacvle,<br />
damaCmores im wlebma,<br />
metro ise SemaZules,<br />
met ro ar SeiZleba!<br />
kide kargi, xaifaSi<br />
gamixsenes RviZlebma!<br />
kide kargi, Cemi xalxi<br />
arasodes icvleba!<br />
Tu samSoblo meorec gaqvs,<br />
aris naRdad miswreba!<br />
aseTi ram ara Tqvao,<br />
sara Cemi miwyreba!<br />
metroSi met laparakob,<br />
met axureb, met roSav!<br />
ar miyvars da, roca SevxvdiT,<br />
mainc SevxvdiT metroSi!<br />
yvelaferi Seicvala!<br />
mgoni metroc icvleba!<br />
metroc ise momenatra,<br />
met ro ar SeiZleba!<br />
***<br />
mTeli weli jibiT da<br />
sulac suliT vatare!<br />
rad mindoda, ra Wirad,<br />
amis dedac vatire!<br />
rac me vikamaTe da<br />
vidave da viSare -<br />
aris raRac, romelic<br />
verafriT moviSore...<br />
aris erTi! - ar iqna -<br />
verafriT moviSore...<br />
mevales - moiSoreb,<br />
metoqes - moiSoreb,<br />
prezidents - moiSoreb!<br />
imas - ver moiSoreb...<br />
***<br />
guli mtkiva me. guli gtkiva Sen. guli tkiva mas -<br />
guli tkiva yvelas...<br />
Svela minda me. Svela ginda Sen. Svela unda mas -<br />
yvelas unda Svela...<br />
cremlebi sdis qals. cremlebi sdis kacs.<br />
cremlebi gdiT Tqven.<br />
cremlebi sdiT maTac...<br />
mikvirs am xnis kacs, rom, marTali kaci<br />
ver poulobs kacs -<br />
masze ufro marTals...<br />
vinc qveyanas Slis, vinc qveyanas spobs,<br />
vinc qveyanas agebs<br />
da agebuls marTavs -<br />
ras gavigebT Cven, ras mivxvdebiT Cven,<br />
ras gavarCevT Cven<br />
mtyuansa da marTals...<br />
***<br />
poets vin ras ekiTxeba! -<br />
leqsis wera - bediswera:<br />
rembos wera!<br />
Traklis wera!<br />
galas wera!<br />
fetis wera...<br />
ras dawer da sad da rodis -<br />
Sen aravin gekiTxeba! -<br />
Sen ginda da - ar gamodis...<br />
ar ginda da - qe gidgeba...<br />
darRveuli balansis leqspromti<br />
adamianze raRaciT meti...<br />
givi ZnelaZe<br />
adamianze raRaciT mets da<br />
adamianze raRaciT naklebs -<br />
Cven sul vumowmebT adamianebs<br />
raRac Rirsebebs da raRac naklebs,<br />
da vaxarisxebT adamianebs! -<br />
aqeT - Tavmdablebs da iqeT - `naglebs~,<br />
da veguebiT bolos orives! -<br />
raRaciT - mets da raRaciT - naklebs!<br />
ra mniSvneloba aqvs Tumca amas<br />
bolos da bolos - saklebs da maklebs! -<br />
vgrialebT maTTan, pursa vWamT maTTan,<br />
vamSralebT yanwebs, fialebs, baklebs!<br />
xolo isini kvlav Zveleburad<br />
aCxrialeben cariel kaklebs...<br />
Cveni salami adamianze<br />
raRaciT mets da raRaciT naklebs...<br />
givi Zvirfaso! dRes sasTumalTan<br />
Seni leqsebis krebuli medo!<br />
gixsenebdi da salams giTvlidi,<br />
adamianze raRaciT meto!<br />
skefsisi<br />
gana marto sergoa da gana marto stalinia! -<br />
vinc viciT da vinc ar viciT - sxvebic eWvmitanilia...<br />
xan - erTi da xan meore! - xan - akaki, xan - ilia<br />
(aq Rimilic SeiZleba) - oriv eWvmitanilia!<br />
radiaciaze ar vTqvaT - mwvanili rom mwvanilia -<br />
kai mwvane oxraxuSi - egec eWvmitanilia...<br />
xvanWkara rom xvanWkaraa, tanini rom taninia,<br />
eniseli - miT umetes! - yvela eWvmitanilia!<br />
evropaa, aziaa, fijia Tu manilia... -<br />
mTlad planeta - juja Cveni -<br />
egec eWvmitanilia...<br />
saaRdgomo es sanTelic dneba, dneba, ganilia...<br />
samoTxe rom samoTxea - isic eWvmitanilia<br />
sicocxlea, sikvdilia -<br />
oriv eWvmitanilia...<br />
didi mkvlelebis xsovnisaTvis<br />
zogadsakacobrio damnaSave Zebnils<br />
yvelgan, yvela xis Ziras ratom udgas Zegli!<br />
...Tu sastumro mounda, mivardeba hiltons!<br />
jildo unda vinmesi - as kacs erTad daxvrets!<br />
Cven Rvino gvegoneba - sisxls Zmebisas daxvreps!<br />
wamouvlis - adgeba, aTas Sedevrs daxevs!<br />
unda - gazeTs daxuravs, unda - telearxebs!<br />
xan - biliards TamaSobs, xan - erToba kegliT!<br />
ara, yvela xis Ziras ratom udgas Zegli! -<br />
mizezs ubedurebis, tanjvis, sisaZaglis -<br />
yvelgan, yvela qalaqSi ratom udgas Zegli...<br />
aqa-iqa - gvirgvinic! - ra Tqma unda, ekliT...<br />
ar grcxveniaT - rad unda naZiralas Zegli!<br />
misnairi - netavi vinme mowamlavdes<br />
Taxsirs, nakiTx uniWos, gulqva moZalades...<br />
damnaSaves, romelic Svils erTaderTs giklavs,<br />
gulubryvilo regveno, gulSi rogor ikrav!<br />
erT dRes gadaasaxla stumar-maspinZeli!<br />
swored imaT daudges erTxel erTgan Zegli...<br />
wuxs moklulis dedmama:<br />
- ar aiRoT Zegli!<br />
oxravs nakatorRali:<br />
- ar aiRoT Zegli!<br />
brazobs dedamokluli:<br />
- ar aiRoT Zegli!<br />
yvelgan, yvela qalaqSi dgas jalaTis Zegli!..
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
***<br />
Cemi Tavisuflebis da simSvidis mZarcvelis,<br />
Cemi damamxobeli siyvarulis zars veli...<br />
miTqmamoTqmas, intrigebs, Worebsa da Sars veli -<br />
bolo siyvarulis da erTgulebis zars veli...<br />
jojoxeTSi rom miTxras, iqaca var wamsvleli...<br />
bebris wonasworobis damarRvevel zars veli...<br />
ris akaki, ris vaJa... rusTveli da zarzmeli...<br />
aRarc vinme, arc rame... im erTaderT zars veli...<br />
rigi<br />
eZRvneba yvelas<br />
rigi nela miiwevs win<br />
esaa yvelaze grZeli rigi<br />
albaT yvelaze grZeli rigi<br />
romelic odesme sadme vinmes unaxavs<br />
vin gindaT, am rigSi ar naxoT<br />
romeli erovnebis qali Tu kaci<br />
moxuci Tu axalgazrda<br />
rigi nela miiwevs win<br />
zogjer mainc auCqarebs fexs<br />
es rigi imiTacaa saintereso<br />
jer SemTxveva ar yofila<br />
rigSi mdgoms gawbilebuls daetovebinos rigi<br />
is ki ara da<br />
zogjer isini<br />
visac sxvebze metxans mouwiaT rigSi dgoma<br />
kmayofilebic ki arian imiT<br />
rom sxvaze meti xani dayves rigSi -<br />
imdeni saintereso ramis mosmena da naxva<br />
SeiZleba aq<br />
iseT vinmes dainaxav zogjer rigSi<br />
Tvalebs ar ujereb -<br />
TiTqmis yvela<br />
vinc cnobili saxis saxeliTaa cnobili<br />
SeiZleba aq dainaxo<br />
ra simRera ginda, aq ar waiRiRinon<br />
gonebamaxvilur xumrobebs vin moTvlis<br />
rigi mainc nela miiwevs win<br />
es opusic rigSi mdgoms ekuTvnis<br />
igi darwmunebulia rom misi rigi<br />
bolos da bolos<br />
movida<br />
rigi nela magram jiutad miiwevs win<br />
ra Tqma unda<br />
gulic bevrs SeRonebia rigSi<br />
maSinve CoCqoli atydeba<br />
vin wamals miaSvelebs gulSewuxebuls<br />
vin imedian sityvas Seawevs<br />
wakidebiTac xSirad wakidebian erTmaneTs<br />
rigSi mdgomni<br />
magram sabolood yvelaferi ase vTqvaT<br />
hefi endiT mTavrdeba -<br />
rogorc giTxariT<br />
sabolood yvela Tavisas iRebs<br />
rigi nela miiwevs win<br />
avtoric albaT male datovebs rigs<br />
magram es sulac ar gvris mas siamovnebas da<br />
ar aniWebs sixaruls<br />
ise sainteresoa am rigSi<br />
rigi nela miiwevs win<br />
ucnauri isaa -<br />
bevrma arc ki icis rigSi rom dgas<br />
bevri midis urigodac<br />
aravin icis kargia es Tu cudi<br />
***<br />
sisxli rom wagskdes - swored ise wamskda sityvebi...<br />
jer albaT mxolod pasuxebi... mxolod kiTxvebi...<br />
jer cda im Zveli braldebebis gabaTilebis...<br />
sityvebi, rogorc gabneuli TmaSi tilebi...<br />
sityvebi - gamoxedvaze rom uceb aldeba,<br />
sityva - tkivili, sityva - codva, sityva - braldeba...<br />
sityva - yovel dRes, yovel Tves da welsa da wams da<br />
cxovrebas mTels rom sinanulad aqcevs -<br />
mec wamskda...<br />
wamskda sisxliviT, da sisxls mere -<br />
wamskda cremliviT,<br />
da TviTon sityva - cocxal-mkvdari da mocelili -<br />
gdia piraRma, da sityvasac cremlebi waskda...<br />
cremli imdeni - eyofoda as cocxals, as mkvdars...<br />
sisxli rom wagskdes - swored ise wamskda sityvebi...<br />
Seni pasuxi jer ar vici...<br />
arc gekiTxebi...<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
poetis zRapari<br />
bevri iara Tu cota iara,<br />
iara bevri ergo da sixaruli cota...<br />
bevri iara Tu cota iara,<br />
bevr iarasTan erTad,<br />
moSurne bevri gauCnda, moyvare ki cota.<br />
bevri iara Tu cota iara,<br />
bevri iara wamebad eqca<br />
es iarebi ar iyo sasikvdilo,<br />
magram imdenad mZime ki gaxldaT,<br />
poetis cxovreba jojoxeTad eqcia.<br />
axla, oTxmocs mitanebulma,<br />
aRar icis, kidev bevri iaros unda Tu cota.<br />
arc is icis,<br />
es iarebi mouReben bolos,<br />
Tu bolos yvelaferi klasikuri hefi endiT<br />
dasruldeba...<br />
poeti saguldagulod malavda am iarebs,<br />
radgan sasiamovno arc iarebis cqeraa,<br />
arc naiarevebis...<br />
amitom moSurneni irwmunebian,<br />
araviTari iarebi magas ar hqonia da<br />
arc axla aqvso...<br />
Wiri aqa, lxini iqa...<br />
***<br />
eWviani leqsi<br />
wers, mowyenili, mosawyen wignebs<br />
da samoTxis gzebs, hgonia, ignebs!<br />
rac daijera - dideba sruli -<br />
ra viciT, sulac sworia iqneb!<br />
wers, mowyenili, mosawyen wignebs,<br />
verdaviwyebuls - bavSvobis sizmrebs,<br />
mamebs da dedebs, qurdebs da bozebs,<br />
maTxovrebs, giJebs, vaJkacebs, cisfrebs...<br />
wers, mowyenili, mosawyen wignebs,<br />
yvelas rom gvaxsovs - gimelebs, Jignebs;<br />
mdinaris piras gafenil karvebs;<br />
groSebisaTvis xelgawvdil cignebs...<br />
wers, mowyenili, mosawyen wignebs,<br />
xels uimedod arasdros iqnevs...<br />
rac daijera - dideba sruli -<br />
ra viciT - swori gamodges iqneb...<br />
***<br />
anderZi. varianti<br />
aTasjer movkvde, aTiaTasjer -<br />
saqarTvelodan fexs ar movicvli!<br />
sadac ar viyo, isev aq moval -<br />
sikvdilisagan roca movicli!<br />
ana, salome, Tamar-Tamuna -<br />
gaTxovdebiT da gvars gamoicvliT!<br />
Tqvens qorwilebSic moval namdvilad -<br />
sikvdilisagan roca movicli...<br />
Cemi aryofna nu dagaRonebT -<br />
maqvs ukvdavebis sando polisi...<br />
me ver movide - maSin Tqven modiT! -<br />
iciT, sadac maqvs akropolisi...<br />
leqspromti piriqiT<br />
siZulvilic ar iqneba,<br />
ar iqneba Zalada -<br />
siZulvili SeiZleba<br />
iqces trfobis alada! -<br />
gagagiJos, gaZebninos<br />
yvavilebis kalaTa! -<br />
siZulvilic ar iqneba,<br />
ar iqneba Zalada!<br />
giJi ar var, da arc jvalos<br />
ar vTvli Tumca Salada -<br />
erTad oris siyvaruli<br />
rad iTvleba Ralatad!<br />
rac im dRes da rac im Rames<br />
qalma kacs uRalata,<br />
rac im Rames da rac im dRes<br />
kacma qals uRalata -<br />
dRes erTmaneTs oriveni<br />
isev sulSi iZvrenen -<br />
ar iqneba, siZulvilic<br />
ar iqneba Zalada!<br />
bevri scado - es cxovreba<br />
ar dagtovebs calada!<br />
nurc Tqven nu gagikvirdebaT<br />
siZulvilis balada!<br />
rusTveli da ilia da akaki da vaJa da<br />
bodleri da goeTe da ronsari da gala da<br />
poezia 5<br />
yvela, visac yvarebia an kidev sZulebia,<br />
damTanxmdeba - siZulvilic ar iqneba Zalada...<br />
ukvirs, ratom moiyvana an rad wayva colada!<br />
ratom gvikvirs - siZulvilic ar iqneba Zalada...<br />
siyvaruli qoxs Raribuls gamoaCens zalada!<br />
rad ginda ra! siyvaruli ar iqneba Zalada!<br />
irmis mwvadad geCveneba Raribuli salaTa!<br />
diax! oRond siZulvilic ar iqneba Zalada...<br />
19 wlis tariel Wanturias - tarikos<br />
tariko-taro, Se Zvelo,<br />
bajaRlo oqros Semcvelo,<br />
aTasi welic vicocxlo -<br />
bolos Sen unda Semcvalo!<br />
swored Sen Tu ar miSvele,<br />
swored Sen Tu ar Semcvale,<br />
sxva vin mouvlis Cems ujrebs,<br />
vin gaistumrebs Cems valebs!<br />
yavis da Cais ostato<br />
da `sasiskebis~ Semwvelo,<br />
ar viqnebi Tu viqnebi,<br />
mainc Sen unda Semcvalo...<br />
replika poeziis alqimikoss<br />
iyo Sens sisxlSic albaT wveTi araqarTuli<br />
iyo SenSiac albaT nervi arapoetis<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, frangi rembos<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, ingliseli Selis<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, italieli petrarkas<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, rusi puSkinis<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, berZeni seferisis<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, poloneli Simborskas<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, sparseli xaiamis<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, espaneli ximenesis<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, nikaragueli<br />
ruben darios sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, amerikeli dikinsonis<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
riT aris cudi, magaliTad, Cineli bo Zi us<br />
sisxlis wveTi<br />
....................................................................................................................<br />
bednieri xar, Tu SegiZlia Tavmowoneba imiT,<br />
rom Sens ZarRvebSi brunavs yvela didi<br />
poetis sisxli -<br />
TiTo wveTi mainc!<br />
an ra aris satrabaxo imaSi, rom SenSi Zafi nervis ar aris<br />
arapoetebis -<br />
imave sokratesi,<br />
platonis, niutonis, paskalis,<br />
kopernikis,<br />
ainStainis,<br />
boris, bornis, plankis,<br />
froidis,<br />
norbert vineris...<br />
maestro! Sen TviTon anTologia xar sisxlebis -<br />
banki namdvili! -<br />
yvela geniosi Seni uSurveli donoria...<br />
sinTezi yvelafris, rac poetur kacobriobas<br />
Senamde Seuqmnia!<br />
da mainc, ra lamazad, ra didebuladaa naTqvami<br />
tyuili:<br />
`wveTi sisxlis ar aris CemSi araqarTuli,<br />
Zafi nervis ar aris CemSi arapoetis!~<br />
Seni alqimikosobac swored amaSia:<br />
rasac xels Seaxeb,<br />
yvelaferi oqrod iqceva...
6 proza<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
ormocdameTeqvsmetes aZinoCkaSi<br />
vijeqi, aTi Tve mqonda misjili da sul<br />
ori kvira mrCeboda iqidan zonaSi gamosvlamde.<br />
ai am dros gaiRo karmuSka, Sig<br />
zedamxedvelma makuxam Semoyo Tavi da<br />
Tavisi wkriala xmiT, Cemdagasakvirad<br />
„momaxara“: – SaSviaSvili-i-i sviSCami-ii!<br />
– jer vifiqre Cemi saknidan sakanSi gadayvana<br />
unda meTqi, mere isic vifiqre,<br />
SeiZleboda droze adre undodaT Cemi<br />
gamoSveba, magram aTiode wuTSi kari gaiRo<br />
da sakanSi „vaiskavoi nariadis“ meTauri,<br />
ufrosi praporSiki Jurba, metsaxelad<br />
„wixuSniki“ da depeenka anu koloniis<br />
ufrosis morige moadgile maiori karoli<br />
Semovidnen. ambobdnen, rom es maiori<br />
adre gvarad kroli iyo. mere Tavis gvars<br />
erTi aso Caumata da kroli karoli Seiqna.<br />
kroli Sinaur kurdRels – bocvers<br />
niSnavs. iyo kaci bocveri da erTi asos<br />
CamatebiT mefed iqca. eh, mefed ki iqca,<br />
magram vinc am degenerats, am simTvrale-<br />
Si gakeTebuls, am marTlacda pidarast<br />
viriSvils maioris wodeba misca, imis<br />
gvarSi da janSi erT did asos mec Cavamatebdi.<br />
karoli warmoudgeneli regveni<br />
iyo – dujerebeli. am kacze Sesabamisi<br />
warmodgenis Sesaqmnelad cota gverdze<br />
gadaxveva da erTi SemTxvevis moyolaa<br />
mizanSewonili:<br />
– erTxel zamTarSi, sayovelTao<br />
Semowmebis dros, karolma SeniSna, rom<br />
viRac Seciebuli patimari xelebs iqnevda<br />
da fexebs abakunebda. man es patimari<br />
TavisTan miixmo da hkiTxa mkacrad: – ratom<br />
iqnevT xelebs da ratom abakunebT<br />
fexebs moqalaqe msjavrdebulo! – patimarma<br />
eSmakurad gaiRima da upasuxa: –<br />
es Tqveni saqme sulac ar aris, Tu ratom<br />
viqnev me xelebs da ratom vabakuneb fexebs,<br />
moqalaqe maioro! – karoli gaSra,<br />
aRSfoTda da ayvirda: – rogor Tu Cemi<br />
saqme ar aris! rogor Tu Cemi saqme ar<br />
aris! iciT me vin var! me karoli var,<br />
maiori karoli! – mere ra, – upasuxa cbierad<br />
patimarma, me ki msjavrdebuli tuzi<br />
var! vin ufro metia – tuzi Tu karoli!<br />
rac Seexeba fexebis bakuns, imitom vabakuneb<br />
da imitom viqnev xelebs, rom<br />
msurs avfrinde da aqedan gavfrinde! –<br />
amis Semdeg tuzma mkerdze dakerebuli<br />
birka uCvena da provanseli aznauriviT<br />
gaukeTa reveransi. es kaci gvarad marTla<br />
tuzi iyo da birkazec, Sesabamisad,<br />
razmisa da brigadis nomrebTan erTad<br />
gvari „tuzic“ ewera. aseT SemTxvevaSi –<br />
aseTi damTxvevisa da aseTi xumrobisa –<br />
nebismieri normaluri adamiani (Tundac<br />
SSs-s TanamSromeli) gaiRimebda, gaicinebda<br />
an gadaixarxarebda, magram karoli<br />
ase ar moiqca, regveni iyo da iumoris<br />
grZnoba saidan unda hqonoda. man, gacecxlebulma<br />
praporSikebs tuzis izoliatorSi<br />
wayvana mosTxova da ocdaoTxsaa-<br />
Tiani, pirvelad „sadepeenko “ dadgenileba<br />
gamouwera karcerisTvis. amis Semdeg<br />
ki koloniis ufross dauwera pataki,<br />
imis Taobaze, rom ama wlis imadaim dRes<br />
imadaim saaTsa da wuTze msjavrdebulma<br />
tuzma daarRvia sareJimo wesdebiT dawesebuli<br />
wesebi: sayovelTao Semowmebis<br />
dros is iqnevda xelebs, abakunebda<br />
fexebs. is am saSualebiT cdilobda afreniliyo<br />
haerSi da gadafreniliyo SromagasworebiT<br />
dawesebulebis farglebs<br />
miRma. magram, msjavrdebuli tuzis boroti<br />
qmedeba droulad aRkveTil iqna maiori<br />
karolisa da „vaiskavoi nariadis“ mier.<br />
koloniis ufrosis morige TanaSemwis<br />
gadawyvetilebiT msjavrdebuli tuzi<br />
gadayvanilia sajarimo izolatorSi,<br />
koloniis ufrosis gankargulebamde. –<br />
koloniis ufrosma podpolkovnikma kazakovma<br />
pataki waikiTxa, magram ver gaigo<br />
Tu ra afrena-gafrenaSi sdebda brals<br />
karoli tuzs. karolic da tuzic erTad<br />
gamoiZaxa kabinetSi da roca „karolisa<br />
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
zurab leJava<br />
samantas Seusabamo poza<br />
da tuzis“ ambavi moismina, Turme bevri<br />
icina, tuzis izolatoridan gamoSveba<br />
brZana, xolo karols yvelas Tvalwin<br />
regveni da CerCeti uwoda. – „Sen karoli<br />
ki ara „Sestiorka xar“, uTqvams kazakovs<br />
karolisTvis da amis Semdeg SerCa am<br />
maiors es metsaxeli.<br />
maiori karoli cdilobda mkacri,<br />
saqmiani ufrosis imiji Seeqmna sakuTari<br />
TavisTvis da amitom yoveli umniSvnelo<br />
wvrilmanis gamo erT ambavs texda, riTac<br />
Tavs abezrebda aramarto patimrebs,<br />
aramed dawesebulebis TanamSromlebsac.<br />
gansakuTrebul Seupovrobas da mtrul<br />
damokidebulebas „Sestiorka“ pornografiuli<br />
fotoebisa da maTi mflobelebis<br />
mimarT avlenda ratomRac. Tu<br />
vinmes aseT fotos upovnida – mtrisas:<br />
Sav dRes daayrida. ise gagulisdeboda<br />
xolme, gegonebodaT am fotoebze viRac<br />
bozebi da Zuknebi ki ara, misi deda, debi,<br />
deidebi, meuRle an qaliSvilebi yofiliyvnen<br />
gamosaxulni. zogierTebi ambobdnen,<br />
albaT pidarastia da titvela qalis<br />
suraTebs rom xedavs, eWvianobso. da mar-<br />
Tlac, ise gagulisebiT, ise daundoblad<br />
xevda da fxrewda xolme aseT fotoebs,<br />
rogorc albaT, mxolod skolaSi, klasis<br />
Sinabera, nerviul damrigeblebs SeuZliaT<br />
dauxion mozardebs analogiuri fotoebi.<br />
me mqonda erTi Zveli plastmasis<br />
portsigari, romlis erT mxaresac, sigaretebis<br />
damWeri rezinis ukan vinaxavdi<br />
fotoebs, romlebsac periodulad mar-<br />
Tmevdnen an me TviTon vcvlidi sxva fotoebSi<br />
an ise vCuqnidi vinmes. am fotoebze<br />
gamosaxuli iyvnen sxvadasxva pozaSi<br />
myofi erTob banovani mandilosnebi TavianTi<br />
gadaflaSknili „botanikuri baRebiT“,<br />
CulqebiT trusikis gareSe an<br />
uCulqod da utrusikod „botanikuri<br />
baRebis“ anabara; rZis vedrosxela ZuZuebiT,<br />
sxeulSi umowyalod garWobili<br />
raime sagnebian an pirTan mitanili bananiseburi<br />
„mikrofonebiT“ xelSi. es pornografiis<br />
is SavTeTri Sedevrebi iyo,<br />
romlebsac odesRac yrumunjTa naxevradlegaluri<br />
artelebi avrcelebdnen matareblebSi<br />
da romlebsac ase emterebodnen<br />
ormocdameTeqvsmetes „didi<br />
moralisti“ Sestiorka da misnairni sxvani.<br />
portsigaris marcxena mxares ganlagebuli<br />
mandilosnebi, ase vTqvaT, Cemi<br />
droebiTi gatacebebi iyvnen, radgan,<br />
rogorc ukve vTqviT, drodadro marTmevdnen<br />
umowyalo da karolisebr eWviani,<br />
qalTmoZule zedamxedvelebi, zogierTebsac<br />
vCuqnidi an vcvlidi sxva, axal,<br />
analogiur fotoebze, roca Tavs momabezrebdnen.<br />
samagierod, ai plastmasis<br />
portsigaris marjvena mxares, o-o-o, iq<br />
vinaxavdi mudmiv siyvaruls – fotos,<br />
romelic aravisTvis gamicvlia da ar<br />
miTxovebia vinmesTvis. es iyo patara,<br />
lamazi, feradi kalendari zedgamosaxuli<br />
amerikuli fotomodeliT samanta<br />
foqsiT. samanta foqsi im wlebis cnobili<br />
fotomodeli gaxldaT da misi fotoebiT,<br />
rom ityvian, gadaWedili iyo „perestroikis“<br />
droindeli sabWoTa kavSiris<br />
sagazeTo jixurebi da patar-patara ma-<br />
Raziebi. sxvadasxva saintereso pozebSi<br />
warmoCenili samanta mudam gulRiad<br />
iRimeboda didi, patara, Tu saSualo zomis<br />
fotoebidan da – es aRsaniSnavia – arc<br />
erT fotoze ar iyo bolomde gaSiSvlebuli,<br />
anu miuxedavad pozisa trusi da<br />
lifi mainc yovelTvis ecva tanT.<br />
foto ese, iyo Cveulebrivi (arapornografiuli)<br />
kalendari, romelzedac<br />
cisfer sabanao kostumSi gamowyobil<br />
moxdenil gogona samanta foqss zRvis<br />
fonze, oqrosferqviSian napirze, palmas-<br />
Tan mdgoms RimiliT Semoewyo kefaze<br />
xelebi da cotaTi gaeCaCxa mzeze garujuli<br />
abreSumiviT barZayebi. me, Tqveni<br />
monamorCili, gaxldiT, albaT, pirveli<br />
an erT-erTi pirvelTagani, vinc ormocdameTeqvsmeteze<br />
flobda aseT kalendars.<br />
es axali tipis ram iyo, qarxnuli<br />
wesiT dabeWdili da vinaidan fotoze gamosaxuli<br />
gogona iyo genitaliebdafaruli,<br />
araviTar karols an misnair warmonaqmns<br />
ar hqonda ufleba, kanonier<br />
safuZvelze, misi warTmevisa.<br />
„sveSCami“ da „sveSCami“ – „aZinoCka-<br />
Si“ ra „veSCebi“ me unda mqonoda, ukve<br />
moxseniebuli portsigaris, plastmasis<br />
jamis, „emalis kruSkis“, ori wignisa da<br />
gisosze gasaSrobad Camokidebuli, Savi<br />
feris axlad garecxili, partizanuli,<br />
muxlebamde trusikis garda. es avladideba<br />
zogi xelSi, zogic jibeebSic ganviTavse,<br />
xolo Savi feris sveli trusi ki<br />
mklavze gadavikide xelsaxociviT,<br />
rogorc Zvelma oficiantebma icodnen<br />
xolme ise. erTi sityviT, saknidan sakan-<br />
Si gadasasvlelad movemzade, magram<br />
saqme Turme sxvagvarad iyo. sakanSi „depeenka“<br />
da „vaiskavoi“ Semovidnen:<br />
– eg yvelaferi datove da „kapwiorkidan“<br />
Seni „torba“ moitane. mere<br />
abanoSi waxval da daiban, oRond droze,<br />
droze, etapi Sen ar mogicdis! – momaxala<br />
axali ambavi „Seswiorkam“. – etapi –<br />
vikiTxe gaocebulma, ki magram sai magzavniT<br />
– iziaslavSi midixar SaSviaSvilo<br />
iziaslavSi, Semdgomi moRvaweobis gasagr-<br />
Zeleblad! – mipasuxa amjerad Jurbam. –<br />
ho magram, me or kviraSi mimTavrdeba „aZinoCka“<br />
da ra dros iziaslavia amxanagebi<br />
ar minaxavs, ra etapi! – daviCivle me. –<br />
arauSavs, – mipasuxa isev „wixuSnikma“, –<br />
amxanagebs etapSic naxav, ocdaxuTkaciani<br />
„kasiaki“ midis, zogsac iq gaicnob,<br />
iziaslavSi! droze, droze qeni, laparakis<br />
dro ar aris! aiRe Seni „torba“ da<br />
marS abanoSi! – raRas vizamdi, gavyevi<br />
makuxas kaptiorkaSi, CamoviRe Tarodan<br />
Cemi torba da davbrundi sakanSi. is iyo<br />
torbisTvis piri unda momexsna, rom,<br />
karolma SemaCera da daiwyo misTvis damaxasiaTebeli<br />
raRaceebi: – stop! – is<br />
vaiskavois da makuxas miubrunda, torbaze<br />
miuTiTa da hkiTxa: – es „gaSmoneT~!<br />
– ara! – upasuxa makuxam, Jurbam mxrebi<br />
aiCeCa. – mere, iqneb mauzeri udevs mag,<br />
„torbaSi“, ratom ar SmonavT! – jariskacebi<br />
xom mainc gaCxrikaven vaxtze, –<br />
gabrazda cotaTi Jurba. – jariskacebi<br />
gaCxrikaven Tu ara – me ar vici, imaT TavianTi<br />
samsaxuri aqvT, magram Sen aq xar<br />
valdebuli gaxCriko da gaCxrikav kidec!<br />
– am sityvebze korolma torba makuxas<br />
miugdo, xolo me maincdamainc gulis<br />
jibeSi Cadebul portsigarze wamatana<br />
xeli, amomacala da gaSala... me arc momifiqrebia<br />
portsigaris damalva, radgan<br />
rogorc ukve vTqvi, megona saknidan sakanSi<br />
gadavyavdi mxolod...<br />
ra-a- a-ris e-e-es, iebi-i-i-o-ma-aw-w-!!!<br />
– daibRavl-daiRriala karolma da plastmasis<br />
portsigari cxvirTan ise damitriala,<br />
TiTqos am sagnis Caxraxnvas apirebda<br />
Cems cxvirSi. – ra, aris e-e-es, iebi-i-io-ma-a-a-w-w-w!!!<br />
– miutriala portsigari<br />
axla makuxas da lamis imasac Caaxraxna<br />
sifaTSi. – blia-a-a-Z-Z-! ku-u-rrr-va-a-aa!!!<br />
a-a-a!!! – is gaxsnili portsigariT xelSi<br />
trialebda da am portsigars sifaT-<br />
Si gvaxraxnida me, makuxas da ufros<br />
praporSik Jurbas.<br />
pirveli Jurba moego gons:<br />
– ho ra iyo ra ari, qalia ra, qali ar<br />
ginaxavs!<br />
– es qalia! es qalebia! – aRrialda<br />
karoli!<br />
– qalebia aba kacebia! – ayvirda Jurbac.<br />
– mere titvlebi ratoa, ratom titvlebi!<br />
– ar cxreboda karoli.<br />
– titvela mxolod erTia! – CaverTe<br />
me.<br />
– me ra vici ratoa titvlebi, kargi<br />
trakebi aqvT da imitom! – daiRriala<br />
gagulisebulma Jurbam.<br />
es xnieri, magram metad cqviti da fizikurad<br />
erTob Zlieri, temperamentiani<br />
„vaiskavois“ ufrosi uwyinari metsaxelis<br />
„wixuSnikis“ miuxedavad, ver itanda roca<br />
mas uyvirodnen. aseT dros is ar epueboda<br />
wodebiT ufrosebs, epasuxeboda maT,<br />
xolo iseTi Steri ufrosi rogoric iyo<br />
maiori „Sestiorka“ cxel gulze SeiZleba<br />
ecema kidec. karolma Seatyo Jurbas<br />
siSmage, amitom praporSikebis mimarT<br />
wyromas mouklo da es wyroma axla me<br />
gadmomanTxia mTlianad. man gaSlili<br />
portsigari lamis Suaze gadatexa. – nono-no-no,<br />
o-o-o, moqalaqe maioro, no-nono-no-no!<br />
– avqoTqoTdi me gagulisebiT,<br />
– erTaderTi portsigars mimtvrevT!<br />
– portsigari Torem esec aris, ra!.. –<br />
warmoTqva karolma da cotaTi daioka<br />
brazi.<br />
is kanonis moyvaruli kaci, egreTwodebuli<br />
„zakonniki“ iyo da esmoda, rom<br />
portsigaris gatexvis ufleba ar hqonda.<br />
amitom portsigari zizRiT miugdo makuxas,<br />
fotoebze miuTiTa da ubrZana: – amoiRe<br />
es sazizRroba aqedan! – me es brZaneba<br />
ukanonod miviCnie da sityvierad<br />
gavaproteste, is ki arada makuxas lamis<br />
xelidan gamovtace Cemi portsigari, magram<br />
verafers gavxdi. portsigari isev<br />
karolis xelSi aRmoCnda. Cvens Soris ki<br />
aseTi dialogi gaimarTa:<br />
– moqalaqe msjavrdebulo, sabWoTa<br />
kavSiris Sroma-gasworebiTi sistemis<br />
dawesebulebebSi Tqven gekrZalebaT<br />
iqonioT pornografiuli fotoebi. – Seubera<br />
man.<br />
– maS Tqveni azriT es amazrzeni fotoebi<br />
pornografiuli araa! amas xilbostneuli<br />
mTlianad uCans da ambrazurac<br />
gauflaSknia! am meores ki marTalia,<br />
i-i-bio-maw, trusiki acvia, magram<br />
Tmebi boqvenze da sazardulSi aSkarad<br />
gauparsavs, axla, ie-bi-io-maw, misi oqrosferi<br />
(korolma ixmara rusuli sitvyva<br />
„zalawisti“) xuWuWa samkuTxedis ori<br />
mesamedi gamoCndeboda mag TiTqmis<br />
ararsebuli, samarcxvino trusikidan –<br />
trusikidan, romelic, albaT, im trusikebis<br />
nairsaxeobas miekuTvneba, romlebic<br />
winidan Tumc warmoadgenen qsovilis<br />
erTgvar samkuTxa naglejs, uknidan ki<br />
mxolod kanafebia trakSi amoCrili. iebi-io-maw!<br />
am maiors uyvarda zogjer, zogierT<br />
msjavrdebulTan an vinmesTan aseTi „inteleqtualuri“<br />
da „maRalfardovani“<br />
saubari, amitomac mec yovelnairad vcdilobdi<br />
ar avyolodi emociebs da ar gadavsuliyavi<br />
ginebaze. aseT SemTxvevaSi anu<br />
im SemTxvevaSi Tu Tavs ver Sevikavebdi<br />
da movrTavdi ginebasa da vaiuSvelebels,<br />
maiori Sewyvetda CemTan „inteleqtualur“<br />
saubars, daxevda fotoebs, me ki<br />
bevri laqlaqisTvis xeliskvriT, vinZlo<br />
ki ufro kinwiskvriT gamomapanRurebdnen<br />
„aZinoCkidan“ vaxtamde. amitom Zala<br />
movikribe da, rac SeiZleba seriozuli<br />
da marTali, Tumc gaugebrobiT odnav<br />
Secbunebuli kacis ieri miviRe, karols
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
gulRiad Cavxede TvalebSi da mivmarTe:<br />
– moqalaqe maioro, ai Tqven, profesiiT<br />
aRmzrdeli brZandebiT, magram<br />
rogorc Cans saTanadod mainc ver<br />
afasebT erotikis egzom qmediT rols<br />
sabWoTa msjavrdebulis esTetikur<br />
aRzrdaSi... – magram korolma saTqmelis<br />
bolomde damTavreba ar damacada, – me-e,<br />
ibi-io-ma-aw-w-w!... magram Tavis mxriv, arc<br />
Jurbam daacada karols laparaki, is<br />
makuxas miubrunda da Cemi portsigari<br />
isev mas miugdo:<br />
– voobSem, ar mcalia me laqlaqisaTvis,<br />
xil-bostneuliani, ambrazura<br />
rom uCans amoiRe da daxie, is meore feradi,<br />
trusikian-lifCikiani, bayvebiT –<br />
dautove; da morCa bazari!<br />
es gadawyvetileba arc me da arc<br />
karols ar mogvewona. Tumca Jurbam iseTnairad<br />
Tqva, rom mivxvdi davas azri aRar<br />
hqonda, karolma ki scada gadawyvetilebis<br />
gaprotesteba; is xom mainc, rac unda<br />
iyos, wodebiTac da TanamdebobiTac yvelaze<br />
ufrosi iyo.<br />
– mag trusikians Tmebi gaparsuli<br />
aqvs; Tmebi gaparsuli rom ar hqondes<br />
magasac gamouCndeboda xil-bostneuli,<br />
garda amisa, SexedeT magis ZuZuebs – es<br />
lifCikia! „sasokebi“, i-ibi-io-maw, sanaxevrod<br />
uCans, Tanac jiqani.. – daicaT ra<br />
amxanago maioro, nu gaaxureT saqme! mSvenieri<br />
jiqani aqvs mag gogos, Tanac es<br />
xom qarxnuli kalendaria –„kazionni“; me<br />
ra gamadidebeli SuSiT vuyuro, Tmebi<br />
fexebSoris gaparsuli aqvs Tu amowiwknuli!<br />
Cqara, dagvianda, aiRe saponi, pirsaxoci,<br />
rac gWirdeba da, marS abanoSi! –<br />
ayvirda Jurba.<br />
asec moviqeci, pirvel rigSi porstigars<br />
davavle xeli, aviRe rac saWiro iyo,<br />
gaviqeci izoliatoris abanoSi da kargadac<br />
vibanave, mere Sevirbine samorigeo-<br />
Si, sadac makuxas TandaswrebiT gamparsa<br />
zonis udaxvewilesma stilist-parikmaxerma<br />
monia axtelmanma. amis Semdeg momaCeCes<br />
Cemi „torba“, gamiyvanes vaxtaze,<br />
zereled gamxCrikes da Semagdes avtozek-<br />
Si, romelSic ukve isxdnen „riabCikebi“<br />
– CemsaviT saetapod gamzadebuli recidivistebi.<br />
sam saaTSi ukve xmelnickis cixeSi<br />
viyaviT, romelSic erTi Rame gavaTieT<br />
mxolod, meore diliT ki vagonzekiT<br />
gagvamgzavres kidec.<br />
kievSi TiTqmis saRamomde gastana<br />
Smonebma, boqsikebma, samedicino Semowmebebma<br />
da aseTma raRaceebma. bolos am<br />
yvelafers mohyva gvariani abano da didi,<br />
axladgaremontebuli, satranzito patimrebisTvis<br />
gankuTvnili sakani. Cai biWebs<br />
wamoeRoT, bevri kanfetebi, margarini da<br />
bublikebic hqondaT blomad, viRac<br />
„sledstvennebma“ ki „stolipinSi“ sala<br />
da kalbas-balabasebic mogvawodes.<br />
„paraSaze“ periodulad elavda Cefiris<br />
mosaduRebeli, naWrebisa da furclebad<br />
daxeuli Jurnalebisgan damzadebuli<br />
CiraRdnebi; gamurul „CefirbakSi“ TiTqmis<br />
gamudmebiT ixarSeboda Cefiri; mimdinareobda<br />
xmamaRali, mxiaruli saubari,<br />
anekdotebiTa da „prikolebiT“; yvelas<br />
gvecva sufTad, arvin gveria feTxumi; me<br />
jibeSi medo plastmasis portsigari –<br />
cal mxares filtriani sigaretebiT,<br />
xolo meore mxares samanta foqsiani kalendriT;<br />
viyavi ocdaSvidi wlis; vgrZnobdi<br />
Tavs mxned da araferi iyo amaze kargi.<br />
sul cal fexze mekida is, rom Zlevamosil<br />
sabWoTa saxelmwifos erTi sagi-<br />
JeTidan – ormocdameTeqvsmetedan gadavyavdi<br />
meore, aranakleb an kidev ufro<br />
uares sagiJeTSi – saqveynod cnobil<br />
iziaslavSi, sadac, rogorc ambobdnen,<br />
mSierma patimrebma, – es cotaTi albaT<br />
sazareli siciliT sasacilocaa, – patimari<br />
SeWames. es adre iyo, 15-20 wliT adre,<br />
magram iyo – marTla iyo: karcerSi isxdnen<br />
samni, RamiT mouvidaT Cxubi, orma<br />
cemaSi mokles mesame, mere mokluls<br />
xorcebi aaWres da aluminis jamSi Sewves<br />
moklulisve daxeuli tansacmliT damzadebul<br />
CiraRdnebze. Ramis moriges eca<br />
damwvari WinWebisa da Sewvari xorcis<br />
suni, ris gamoc gamoiZaxa „vaiskavoi nariadi“;<br />
roca „vaiskavoi nariadi“ saxeldaxelod<br />
dabarikadebul sakanSi SeiWra, maT<br />
sazareli suraTi daxvdaT: isedac naxevrad<br />
Cabnelebul sakanSi damwvari materiis<br />
myrali buRi idga, iatakze egdo<br />
xorceb da tansacmelaWrili micvalebuli,<br />
xolo ori sisxlSi moTxvrili da saxeSeSlili,<br />
vampiriuli tusaRi pirSi<br />
itenidnen adamianis naxevrad umi xorcis<br />
naWrebs.<br />
itenidnen da mere ra – es adre iyo,<br />
odesRac – samagierod, axla yvelaferi<br />
iyo kargi da yvelaferi iyo kargad: me<br />
viyavi axladnabanavebi da sufTad gapar-<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
suli, danayrebuli, darwmunebuli, Cefirdaleuli,<br />
mecva zonis mkerav „Sapkas“<br />
mier ubadlod gadakeTebuli, axalTaxali<br />
zoliani „roba“, Tavze mexura „Sapkas“<br />
mierve Sekerili, aseve zoliani, „qurduli“<br />
aerodromi, xelSi vaTamaSebdi megobris<br />
mier naCuqar ebonitis Tavisqalebian<br />
krialosans, jibeSi medo portsigari<br />
filtriani sigaretebiTa da samanta foqsiani<br />
feradi kalendriT da mxolod erTi<br />
ram uqmnida patara diskomforts Cems netarebas:<br />
„aZinoCka“ mqonda misjili aTi<br />
TviT, „aZinoCkis“ damTavrebamde mrCeboda<br />
orad-ori kvira da ar msurda ormocdameTeqvsmetedan<br />
etapiT misuls, mexexa<br />
ori kviriT, axla ukve iziaslavis „aZinoCka“.<br />
damatebiT „Smonebsa“ da uamrav<br />
zedmet gawamawias aucileblad mohyveboda<br />
isic, rom me droze adre movxvdebodi<br />
axali administraciis arasasurvel Tval-<br />
TaxedvaSi. imis gaTvaliswinebiT, rom win<br />
kidev TerTmeti grZeli mosaxdeli weli<br />
medo, es sulac ar iyo kargi. amis Sesaxeb<br />
biWebTagan zogierTebsac vuTxari da<br />
visac vuTxari yvelam kievis cixis lazareTSi<br />
„datormuzeba“ mirCia. kievis cixis<br />
lazareTSi „dasatormuzeblad“ ki maTi<br />
azriT (da Cemi azriTac) saWiro iyo „mastirka“.<br />
es sityva ramdenime mniSvnelobiT<br />
gamoiyeneba, Tumca pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT<br />
„mastirka“ raRacis raRacaSi<br />
Seyvana-SekeTebas, Sezelvas niSnavs. „mastirkebis“<br />
saSualebiT patimrebi zogjer<br />
romelime daavadebis imitacias iqmnian,<br />
zogjer ki marTla iavadeben Tavs. aris<br />
SedarebiT uwyinari, droebiTi mastirkebi,<br />
Tumca aris iseTi mastirkebic, romel-<br />
Ta „Semastirkebis“ Semdegac adamiani sabolood<br />
avaddeba an kvdeba. yvelaze ufro<br />
advili da swrafi kuW-nawlavis infeqciuri<br />
da veneriuli daavadebis „mastirkebia“.<br />
Tumca am advil da saxeldaxelo<br />
„mastirkebs“ Tavisi uaryofiTi Tvisebebic<br />
aqvT: kuWis xangrZlivi aSlilobis<br />
SemTxvevaSi Tqven SeiZleba dezinterianebis<br />
sakanSi migabrZanon, veneriuli<br />
daavadebebis imitaciisas ki didi Sansi<br />
geZlevaT moxvdeT Rrmadpativcemuli<br />
sifilisianebis anda metad darbaiseli<br />
triperianebis sakanSi. nu, „Rrmadpativcemulebisa“<br />
ra mogaxsenoT da „darbaislebTan“<br />
moxvedraze me piradad<br />
viyavi yabuls, radgan vTvlidi (da axlac<br />
vTvli) rom es daavadeba sxva veneriul<br />
da kanis daavadebebTan SedarebiT uwyinaria,<br />
is ar gadadis adamianidan adamianze<br />
sqesobrivi kavSiris gareSe da Sesabamisad<br />
„darbaislebTan“ erT sakanSi jdoma<br />
da maTTan erTi haeriT sunTqva saSiSi<br />
araa.<br />
erTi sityviT, saWiro iyo „mastirka“<br />
triperze, magram rogori isini xom aTasnairebia<br />
da yvela Taviseburad gaswavlis.<br />
Tumca, bedad aRmoCnda aq erTi kuWnawlavis,<br />
veneriuli da kanis, tuberkulozisa<br />
da qronikuli hipertoniis, saxsrebis<br />
daavadebebisa da amovardnilobebis,<br />
sicxis awevis an dawevis, mxedvelobisa<br />
Tu yurTasmenis daqveiTebis „mastirkebis“<br />
ubadlo ostat-patimari kartoSa-pratoSa.<br />
patimari kartoSa-pratoSa<br />
Cveni „kasiakiT“ moemgzavreboda; gvarad<br />
pratoSkins kartofilisebri cxviri hqonda,<br />
amitomac eZaxdnen ase. kartoSa-pratoSa<br />
tanad patara da cota sasacilo kaci<br />
iyo, mas mgoni swyinda, roca Semoklebuli<br />
metsaxeliT mimarTavdnen anu roca<br />
mxolod kartoSas an mxolod pratoSas<br />
eZaxdnen. samagierod Tu mTliani metsaxeliT<br />
kartoSa-pratoSaTi mimarTavda<br />
vinme, is siamayiT aRivseboda da mzadyofnas<br />
avlenda kartoSa-pratoSaTi mimmarTavisTvis<br />
gaewia raime samsaxuri.<br />
rogorc cnobilia, rusuli tradiciis<br />
Tanaxmad, adamians SeiZleba mimarTon<br />
mxolod saxeliT, mxolod mamis saxeliT<br />
an ufro meti mowiwebis gamosaxatavad<br />
erTdroulad saxeliTa da mamis saxeliT<br />
erTdroulad. es bolo varianti yvelaze<br />
meti pativiscemis gamomxatvelia. raRac<br />
msgavss hqonda adgili, roca kartoSas<br />
mTliani metsaxeliT mimarTavdnen: sCans<br />
mas am dros iseTi SegrZneba eufleboda,<br />
TiTqos saxeliTa da mamis saxeliT miemarTos<br />
vinmes.<br />
– kartoSa-pratoSa, – mivmarTe me<br />
metad dinjad, xelkavis gayriTa da gverdze<br />
gayvaniT am patimars, – unda maswavlo<br />
raime martivi „mastirka“ triperze,<br />
raTa SevZlo davtormuzde kievis lazareTSi<br />
oriode kviriT. es CemTvis metad<br />
mniSvnelovania, radgan, rogorc Sen ici,<br />
me „aZinoCkidan“ movdivar da Tu am<br />
dReebSi TqvenTan erTad wamoval<br />
etapiT, momiwevs iziaslavis aZinoCkaSi<br />
jdoma! – i-i-io-maio, magaze advili ra<br />
aris! – mipasuxa kartoSa-pratoSam sxartad<br />
– Sen gWirdeba mastirka triperze, a-<br />
a-a-, i-asna-a-a, „mastirka“ triperze bevrnairi<br />
arsebobs, magram es sruliad uvnebelia<br />
da iwvevs mxolod da mxolod droebiT,<br />
ramdenimedRian anTebas saSarde arx-<br />
Si. – mereda rogor, mereda rogor,<br />
rogor unda gakeTdes es uvnebeli „mastirka“,<br />
Zvirfaso kartoSa-pratoSa –<br />
rogor Tu rogor, rogor Tu rogor,<br />
rogor da ase: unda aiRo sayofacxovrebo<br />
sapnis (sayofacxovrebosi da ara romelime<br />
sxva sapnisa) patara marcvali, daasvelo,<br />
misce mas patara cilindris forma,<br />
Semdeg ki winaswari moSardvis Semdeg<br />
Seizilo saSarde arxSi. RamiT Tavi unda<br />
Seikavo Sardvisgan, raTa saponi ar gadmogivardes;<br />
aseve unda gauZlo arasasiamovno<br />
SegrZnebebsa da SesaZlo<br />
tkivilebs. diliT Cveulebrivad moSardav<br />
da Sardi sapons gamoitans gareT. amis<br />
Semdeg saSarde arxidan Segeqmneba lorwovani<br />
gamonadeni, romelic Zalian wagavs<br />
honoreiT anu triperiT gamowveul<br />
gamonadens. gagsinjaven da daavadebis<br />
dasadgenad gadagiyvanen lazareTSi, raTa<br />
Cagitaron laboratoriuli gamokvleva.<br />
amasobaSi gava ramdenime dRe da erT<br />
etaps gamotoveb, mere kidev raRacas<br />
moifiqreb da „aZinoCkis“ droca gagiva. –<br />
gmadlob Zvirfaso kartoSa-pratoSa, Sen<br />
namdvili megobari xar! – gadavuxade Cems<br />
maswavlebels madloba da CamovarTvi<br />
xeli. aranakleb gaxarebulma kartoSapratoSam<br />
– nasiamovnebma jer erTi imiT,<br />
rom mis mier gaweuli samsaxuri ase guliTadad<br />
(xelis CamorTmeviT) daafases da<br />
meorec: imis gamoc, rom mimarTes mas<br />
aramxolod kartoSaTi an mxolod prato-<br />
SaTi, aramed misi mTliani metsaxeliT. man<br />
magrad CamomarTva gawvdili xeli; da mar-<br />
Tali, Zlieri da pirdapiri adamianis mzeriT<br />
Camxeda TvalebSi. misi es mzera da<br />
misi qceva didwilad maimedebda, rom „mastirka“<br />
iqneboda kargi. mafiqrianebda mxolod<br />
is Tu rogor Seeteoda am patara<br />
WrilSi saponi. ar vici marTalia Tu ara,<br />
magram amboben, rom zogierTs saSarde<br />
arxi da Sesabamisad is organoc, romel-<br />
Sic es arxia ganTavsebuli, imdenad welvadi<br />
da elastiuri aqvs, rom eqimebi ken-<br />
Wis gavlis dros, hyofen „am arxSi xels<br />
da iq gaWedili kenWebi gamoaqvT. es Sei-<br />
Zleba marTalicaa, imitom rom me minaxavs<br />
„bibisis“ mier gadaRebuli samecniero<br />
popularuli filmi imaze, Tu rogor<br />
ylapavs erTibewva, TiTis simsxo gveli<br />
indauris kvercxs. mas xaxa eweleba, kvercxs<br />
garsSemoeWdoba da nel-nela ecmeva<br />
rezinis elastikuri miliviT, arada gvelis<br />
sxeulSi, gansakuTrebiT ki TavSi xom<br />
aris, Tundac umniSvnelo raodenobis<br />
tvini da Zvlebi: xom iweleba gvelis sxeuli<br />
da eWdoba mTlian kvercxs garedan.<br />
xom eteva da gadaadgildeba es kvercxi<br />
mis TiTissimsxo sxeulSi an TviT sxeuli<br />
gadaadgildeba kvercxze – ra mniSvneloba<br />
aqvs... maS ratomRa ar unda Seetios<br />
eqimis xeli mamakacis normalur<br />
asoSi, is xom TiTze gacilebiT msxvilia,<br />
uZvloa da Tanac „brZeni“ gvelisgan gansxvavebiT<br />
saerTod ara aqvs tvini. me mgoni,<br />
safuZvliani adgilobrivi anesTeziis<br />
Semdeg, xelis Seyofa iqiT iyos da adamianis<br />
janmrTelobisTvis Tavdadebuli<br />
romelime eqsperimentatori eqimi Sei-<br />
Zleba mTlianad SeuZvres avadmyofs<br />
saSarde milSi da gamoiRos iqidan qvebi,<br />
kenWebi, xreSi, lodebi, „buliJnikebi“ da<br />
RorRi. piradad me adamianTa modgmis sakeTildReod<br />
da sasjeliT gaTvaliswinebuli<br />
wlebis Semcirebis SemTxveva-<br />
Si davTanxmdebodi aseT eqsperimentze<br />
– Sevayofinebdi xelebs Cems saSarde arx-<br />
Si eqimebs da Tu Seeteodnen mTlianadac<br />
SevuSvebdi Sig. isini iq moawyobdnen laboratorias<br />
da daadgendnen Tu ra iwvevs<br />
adamianSi kenWebis dagrovebas. adamianebi<br />
erTxel da samudamod daisvenebdnen<br />
kenWis gavliT gamowveuli tkivilebisgan.<br />
madlieri kacobrioba ki Cems faloss<br />
daudgamda Zegls. raRa Tqma unda es iqneboda<br />
monumenturi skulpturuli ansambli:<br />
daaxloebiT ocdaaTmetriani, mefezarzaznisebr<br />
SemarTuli, brinjaos SaSa<br />
da mefe-zarbaznisve sabrZolo birTvebisdari<br />
yverebi. SaSaze midgmuli iqneboda<br />
Sesabamisi zomis brinjaos kibe,<br />
romelzedac idgebodnen an ukeT iTqvas,<br />
romliTac Camovidodnen Zirs samedicino<br />
„TeTr“ xalaTebSi gamowyobili axalgazrda<br />
mecnieri medikosebi – qali da mamakaci;<br />
mamrobiTi sqesis mecnieri idgeboda<br />
qalze ramdenime safexuriT dabla<br />
da iqneboda cotaTi Secbunebuli, radgan<br />
ancsa da daudgromel, virtuoz<br />
skulptors Tavisi niWis wyalobiT moulodnelad<br />
amoegdo uxilavi, TiTqosda,<br />
proza<br />
7<br />
qari – skulptoriviT anci. es „anci qari“<br />
odnav aufrialebda medikos qals samedicino<br />
„TeTri“ xalaTis qaTqaTa kalTebs<br />
da dauberavda mas bayvebSi – ubadlo<br />
bayvebSi, romelTakenac uneburad Tvali<br />
gaeqceoda aramarto ramdenime safexuriT<br />
qvemoT mdgom brinjaos eqims,<br />
aramed monumentis sanaxavad mosul<br />
uklebliv yvela araimpotent mamakacs.<br />
maTi mecnieruli saqmianobis xazgasasmelad.<br />
axalgazrda swavlulebs eWirebodaT<br />
xelSi kolbebi da sinjarebi. falosze<br />
ayudebuli kibidan ramdenime<br />
metrSi idgeboda didi zomis brinjaos<br />
„betonodrabilka“, romlis garSemoc<br />
ifusfusebdnen brinjaosave umcrosi<br />
mecnierTanamSromlebi da laborantebi;<br />
maT Tavze exurebodaT maRaroelTa CaCqanebis<br />
msgavsi samedicino muzaradebi,<br />
zed damontaJebuli farnebiT; erT-erTs<br />
mxarze eqneboda gadebuli pnevmaturi<br />
CaquCi, xolo meore (daRlili) daeyrdnoboda<br />
niCabs, mesame ki amasobaSi daclida<br />
Cemi saSarde arxidan amoRebuli qvebiT<br />
datvirTul urikas. mecnier-mkvlevarTa<br />
jgufis xelmZRvaneli, monumentis<br />
avtoris genialuri Canafiqris Tanaxmad,<br />
ganTavsdeboda falosis pikze da mxolod<br />
sanaxevrod iqneboda amomZvrali saSarde<br />
arxidan. es iqneboda sxvebiviT „TeTrsave“<br />
xalaTSi gamowyobili, asakovani, magram<br />
energiuli akademikosi moxdenili<br />
WaRara blanJeTi. cal xelSi mas eWireboda<br />
raime samedicino instrumenti, didi<br />
xrtilebis saWreli skalpelis garda<br />
(Cems SaSas aseTi raRaceebi ar uyvars)<br />
meoreSi ki RorRiT savse vedro. moqandakis<br />
virtuozulobis wyalobiT mecnieri<br />
iqneboda daRlili da „ofliani“,<br />
magram amavdroulad uaRresad kmayofili<br />
da amayi Tavisi saqmianobiT. is xarbad<br />
CaisunTqavda moqandakis mier Seqmnil<br />
„uxilav“ qars. ansamblis centrSi en-<br />
Teboda mudmivi cecxli, romlis gizgizsac<br />
daicavda sapatio yarauli – fsiqiatriuli<br />
saavadmyofodan mowveuli<br />
ori zorba sanitris saxiT. raRa Tqma<br />
unda, yarauli iqneboda, amjerad ukve<br />
namdvili anu cocxali da ara brinjaosi.<br />
Cemi anderZis yvelaze ufro kategoriuli<br />
moTxovnis Tanaxmad yvela adgilobriv<br />
„bomJs“ da Semoxetebul usaxlkaro<br />
da umuSevar mawanwalas miecemoda<br />
am cecxlTan gaTbobis, wamowolis,<br />
joxze Camokidebul qvabSi „sasiskebis“<br />
moxarSvisa da sveli „naskebis“ gaSrobis<br />
saSualeba – maTi ufleba ayrolebulobis<br />
nebismieri donis miuxedavad; garda<br />
amisa zemoT miTiTebuli kategoriis adamianebidan<br />
qronikuli prostatitiT daavadebulebs<br />
miecemodaT monumentis mimdebare<br />
teritoriaze moSardvis ufleba;<br />
Sesabamisad meteorizmiT daavadebulebs<br />
ki miecemodaT gakuebisa da gacuebis<br />
ufleba monumentTan axlos. igive uflebebiT<br />
isargeblebdnen samTavrobo pirebi,<br />
arasaparlamento opoziciuri partiebis<br />
liderebi da ucxoeli diplomatebi.<br />
Cemi falosis mefe-zarbaznisebri monumentis<br />
kvarcxlbekTan gafantulad eyreboda<br />
da lamazad ewyoboda umSvenieresi<br />
yvavilebi, Tumca kvarcxlbekze didi,<br />
moCuqurTmebuli asoebiT iqneboda<br />
amotvifruli oqroTi movarayebuli warwera:<br />
trakSi gaikeTeT Tqveni yvavilebi<br />
es yvelaferi unda momxdariyo da moxda<br />
kidevac momavalSi; maSin ki cixis arasasiamovnosunian<br />
derefanSi rigrigobiT<br />
iReboda „karmuSkebi“ da viRac daudevarxmiani<br />
ferSali zereled da ugulisyurod<br />
esalmeboda patimrebs, aZlevda
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proza 14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
maT vadagasul wamlebs, iwerda SeuZlod<br />
myofTa gvarebs, xuravda daudevrad karmuSkebs<br />
da daudevradve aRebda momdevnoebs;<br />
bolos gaiRo Cevnic.<br />
– i-i-i-gamarjobaT, avadmyofebi aris<br />
– SemoiZaxa man „karmuSkaSi“.<br />
– gvyavs, aris, aris, arian! – ayvirdnen<br />
„sanCastebisa“ da lazareTebis, „mastirkebisa“<br />
da „primoCkebis“ moyvaruli<br />
„karmuSkasTan“ ukve mogrovili recidivistebi.<br />
isini rigrigobiT SesCiodnen<br />
ferSals da sTxovdnen mas sxvadasxva<br />
wamlebs. ori maTgani eqimTanac Caewera<br />
saxvaliod. da ai Cemi jeric dadga:<br />
– gamarjobaT eqimo, – mivmarTe me<br />
ferSals karmuSkasTan Cacucqulma da<br />
sanam mivmarTavdi, winaswar momzadebulma<br />
miviRe metad seriozuli da amavdroulad<br />
gulisxmieri, metad keTilganwyobi-<br />
Ti ieri – ferSlis mimarT keTilganwyobiT.<br />
eqimic, rasakvirvelia, Segnebulad<br />
vuwode, radgan vicodi, rom ferSlebs,<br />
eqTnebsa da sanitrebs uyvarT, roca maT<br />
„eqimoTi“ mimarTaven. Semdeg, erTgvari,<br />
aRtacebiTi, Tumc imavdroulad SeSfoTebiTic,<br />
yalbi emociurobiT movaxsene,<br />
rom vgrZnobdi gaugebar qavilsa da<br />
tkivils saSarde arxSi; garda amisa, mqonda<br />
raRac gamonadenis magvaric. ferSalma<br />
amasTan dakavSirebiT daudevrada da<br />
zereled erTi ori kiTxva damisva, Semdeg<br />
ki eqimTan gasasinjTa siaSi Camwera<br />
saxvaliod.<br />
„mastirkis“ gakeTebas Ziliswin vgegmavdi.<br />
radgan eqimis mier Cemi gasinjva<br />
xvalisTvis iyo dagegmili, ar msurda Cemi<br />
TavisTvis, ukeT vTqvaT Cemi SaSasTvis<br />
zedmetad adre Seeqmna problemebi da<br />
diskomforti, magram kartoSa-pratoSa<br />
CemTan movida da miTxra, rom sjobda<br />
aRar gadamedo da ukve gamekeTebina „mastirka“,<br />
raTa saxvaliod ufro kargad<br />
Camoyalibebuliyo saSarde arxis anTeba.<br />
rogorc kartoSam mirCia, aviRe sayofacxovrebo<br />
saponi, frTxilad avacale<br />
daaxloebiT qiSmiSisodena marcvali, davarbile<br />
xelSi, avedi talCokze, romelic,<br />
kidev kargi, zRudeamoSenebuli da<br />
karebiani gaxldaT; movuSvi onkani davasvele<br />
da cotaTi kidev davarbile xelSi<br />
saponi, gavixseni Sarvlis Rilebi, amoviRe<br />
Cemi „instrumenti“ da Sevecade Sememastirkebina<br />
masSi saponi. es arc ise<br />
ioli aRmoCnda. „instrumentma“, rom<br />
ityvian, piri Sekra – swored ise, patara<br />
bavSvebma rom ician xolme: roca mSobeli<br />
awvdis kovziT bavSvs saWmels da cdilobs<br />
SeaWamos gemrieli lukma, bavSvs ki<br />
Wirveulad moumuwavs piri, Tavs jiutad<br />
iqnevs da miuxedavad didi xvewnisa, arafrisdidebiT<br />
ar surs lukmis gadasaylapad<br />
piris gaReba. mSobeli cotaTi brazobs<br />
kidec da lamis aris pirSi ZaliT<br />
CasCaros bavSvs saWmliani kovzi, magram<br />
roca mis umanko da miamit saxes xedavs<br />
xeli aRar emorCileba, amitom sTxovs, exveweba:<br />
– patarav, Cemo Cito, SeWame sul<br />
cota, Cemo sicocxlev, Cemo imedo... – ai,<br />
zustad ase vexvewebodi da vTxovdi, vevedrebodi<br />
me Cems „Citos“: – Cemo patarav,<br />
Cemo imedo, Cemo ia, Cemo vardo, Cemo en-<br />
Zela, mamikos xaTriT gadaylape rogorme<br />
es! es wamalia, gemrieli vitaminia! aba,<br />
gaaxare mamiko! – magram „Cito“ Wirveulobda,<br />
jiutad Tavs aqeT-iqiT iqnevda,<br />
xelidan gasxltomas lamobda da arafris<br />
didebiT ar surda gankuTvnili ulufis<br />
miReba. me ki aRar mqonda loliavis Tavi:<br />
ase iyo saWiro da morCa, marTla bavSvi<br />
xom ar iyo bolosdabolos – yle iyo, ra...<br />
– aviRe da kiseri movugrixe, Semdeg ki<br />
rogorc bebiaCemi opraqsi Sveboda<br />
xolme: simindis marcvlebs rom tenida<br />
pirSi Tavis utvino Wukebs, ise Cavtene<br />
me Cems utvinos sarecxis saponi pirSi da<br />
kargadac amovuglise is piri. – ai, egre!<br />
amis Semdeg, usaqmobis gamo, sadac SedarebiT<br />
didi kildimi iyo – karts Tama-<br />
Sobdnen da lazRandarobdnen – iq mivedi.<br />
Tumca TamaSis yureba da lazRandaroba<br />
didxans ar damcalda: „sanCastis“ Semovla<br />
damTavrda Tu ara, cota xanSi karic<br />
gaiRo. – SaSviaSvili vin aris – gamovides<br />
„bez veSCei“! – gamoacxada sarTulis<br />
morigem. gakvirvebiT mivixed-movixede<br />
da dabneulma kartoSas davuwye<br />
TvalebiT Zebna, Tumca roca davinaxe,<br />
misma mzeram araferi miTxra saimedo. kartoSas<br />
gamoxedva metyvelebda imaze, rom<br />
is Tavadac ver mimxvdariyo Tu ratom<br />
miZaxebdnen me ase adre. sarTulis<br />
morigis mier gaRebul karSi gavedi da<br />
aqve mdgomi ferSali davinaxe. ferSals<br />
emosa iseTive uniforma, rogorc sarTulis<br />
moriges, oRond samedicino emblemebiT,<br />
formis zevidan ki TeTri samedicino<br />
xalaTi. xelSi medikoss ekava xis<br />
wamlebiani yuTi – daaxloebiT iseTi,<br />
rogoriTac sargebloben xelosnebi. –<br />
oRond xelosnebisaze ufro didi. es kaci<br />
iyo momwiTuro – ai, Cofuras rom etyvian<br />
iseTi. ormociode wlisas Tmebi cota<br />
SeTxeleboda; iyo grZel warbeb-wamwama,<br />
hqonda swori cotaTi grZeli cxviri,<br />
romlis wveric bolovdeboda patara,<br />
xrtilovan-xorciani burTulaTi. es<br />
burTula zomiT, daaxloebiT, ping-pongis<br />
burTis naxevari iqneboda. is sasacilod<br />
ajda mis patrons cxviris wverze da<br />
imis gaTvaliswinebiT, rom samedicino<br />
samsaxuris praporSiki Zalian gavda mels,<br />
Sesabamisad burTula mis cxvirze mogagonebdaT<br />
„kalaboks“ – kvers, rusuli<br />
xalxuri, uaRresad Tbili da sayvareli<br />
zRapridan – roca Tavneba kverma ar<br />
daujera „ZeduSkas“ da „babuSkas“, tyeSi<br />
gaipara da simRerac ki moigona Tavis<br />
gambedaobasa da simamaceze. is tyeSi Tamamad<br />
daxtoda da Tavis simReras mtacebel<br />
cxovelebs umReroda. am simReriT kverma<br />
tura, mgeli da daTvi SeaSina, cbieri<br />
melis motyueba ki ver SeZlo. melma<br />
kvers simRera mouwona, magram Tavi yrud<br />
moisawyla da sTxova kvers, mis cxvirze<br />
daskupebuliyo, raTa ufro kargad<br />
moesmina misi xmatkbili simRera. kverma<br />
daujera da mels cxvirze daaskupda; melma<br />
ki is Seylapa.<br />
– ra gWirs mag Sens saSarde arxSi –<br />
mkiTxa me melma (pardon, ferSalma) ugergilod<br />
da ukmexad. me kidev erTxel<br />
guldasmiT CamovuTvale Cemi Civilebi.<br />
– wamodi, – miTxra ferSalma, nabiji ukan<br />
gadadga da maniSna, win iareo. wavedi win.<br />
is cotaTi ukan momdevda „mkanvoirebda“,<br />
ase vTqvaT. ase gamiyvana Cveni derefnidan<br />
meore derefanSi. Cven gavcdiT<br />
samorigeos da mivadeqiT im oTaxs, sadac<br />
„balandiorebs“ aluminis qvabebi, „bitonebi“<br />
da Termosebi, „vivarkebi“ da<br />
jamebi SeetanaT da sadac isini recxavdnen<br />
samzareuloSi wasaReb WurWels. fer-<br />
Salma „sabalandioros“ kari gamoaRo. iq<br />
ori „balandiori“ fusfusebda. ferSalma<br />
isini gareT gamoyara, Ria karSi Cadga<br />
da maniSna Sedio. roca Sevedi Tavadac<br />
Semovida da Tavisi wamlebiani yuTic Tan<br />
Semoitana. „balandiorebis“ oTaxi iyo<br />
ufanjro. Werze ekida SedarebiT patara<br />
naTura da amis gamo cotaTi bneloda.<br />
oTaxSi idga ramdenime didi, abazanisebri<br />
Cani, romlebSic daexvavebinaT gasarecxi<br />
WurWeli. ori Tu sami onkanidan TqrialiT<br />
modioda cxeli wyali, oTaxSi, amis<br />
gamo sakmaod Tbiloda, Tumca idga<br />
narecxebisa da saWmlis narCenebis<br />
sagrZnobi sunic. oTaxi iyo daorTqlili.<br />
ferSalma yuTi iatakze dadga, kari<br />
urduliviT didi SpingaletiT Caketa,<br />
TvalebSi gamomcdelad Camxeda, Semdeg<br />
mzera dabla, iq sadac Cemi sxeulis gasasinji<br />
nawili eguleboda, gadaitana da mzeris<br />
gausworeblad Tvalis erTgvari<br />
aridebiT, viTomda mkacrad miTxra: –amoiRe!<br />
cota gakvirvebulma aqeT-iqiT mivixed-movixede,<br />
radgan wesiTa da rigiT<br />
eqim venerologs unda gavesinje da ara<br />
Ramis morige ferSals, Tanac gasinjva<br />
rogorc wesi xdeboda saproceduroSi an<br />
eqimis kabinetSi da ara iq sadac balandiorebi<br />
recxaven aluminis qaSian jamebs,<br />
CamCebs da qvabebs. – amoviRo – vkiTxe<br />
me viTomda miamiti gaocebiT da „erTguli,<br />
vasaluri“ RimiliT. amiT msurda gamomexata<br />
is, rom me marTalia ver vxvdebodi<br />
Tu ra xdeboda, Tumc „sinioris“<br />
brZanebis Sesasruleblad viyavi mzad. –<br />
amoiRe, amoiRe-e-e! – gamimeora ferSalma<br />
mbrZaneblurad, samxedro yaidaze, –<br />
nu itmasnebi, aravin gxedavs! – me mxrebi<br />
aviCeCe imis saCveneblad, rom araferi<br />
mqonda amoRebis sawinaaRmdego, Sarvlis<br />
Rilebi Sevixseni da Cems „instruments“<br />
cotaTi amovayofine Tavi. – eg ar aris<br />
sakmarisi, kargad amoiRe da CuCac gadaiwie!<br />
– mibrZana mkurnalma. me kargad amoviRe<br />
da isedac sanaxevrod gadaweuli<br />
CuCa, brZanebis Tanaxmad, bolomde gadaviwie.<br />
praporSiki welSi moixara da CuCagadaweul<br />
faloss daacqerda: – raRac ar<br />
gavs, rom Sen rame gWirdes. – gamoitana<br />
man pirveladi daskvna. – rogor ara<br />
ufroso, meqaveba da dena maqvs! – Sevecade<br />
sapirispiros damtkicebas me. – aba,<br />
cotaTi mouWire xeli da gamoiwvele! –<br />
SemomTavaza man. movuWire da gamoviwvele,<br />
oRond, ra Tqma unda ise, rom<br />
saSarde arxidan saponi ar gadmomvardnoda.<br />
– e-e-e, egre ara; ai ase. – Tqva<br />
praporSikma da gamosawvelad xeli wamatana<br />
CuCagadaweul asoze da mTeli gulisyuriT<br />
dauwyo mas Seswavla-Tvaliereba.<br />
– verafers vxedav, ra sibnelea, naTura<br />
mainc gamoecvalaT! – am sityvebze is<br />
welSi moixara da Seswavlis obieqts daacqerda.<br />
is axla ukve orive xeliT misinjavda<br />
genitaliebs: SarvalSi majamde Seyofil<br />
marcxena xelSi eWira Cemi sazarbazne<br />
birTvebi, marjvenaTi ki mecnieruli<br />
skrupulozurobiT misinjavda da miwvelida<br />
utvinos. iyo Tavis droze erTi<br />
Tavisi saqmisadmi Tavgadadebuli mwvelavi,<br />
socialisturi Sromis gmiri naZeJda<br />
genkina, romelic Turme aTi litris<br />
magivrad Tormet litr rZes awvelineb-<br />
da Zroxebs da miuxedavad amisa, ZuZuebs<br />
ar stkenda, ise faqizad swvelida maT.<br />
magram praporSiks is, albaT mainc ver<br />
gaejibreboda sifaqizeSi. me rZe ar mqonda<br />
(im periodSi berwi viyavi), magram saponi<br />
ki gadmomivarda.<br />
– ra aris es – mkacrad ikiTxa fer-<br />
Salma, romelic, sxvaTa Soris, ukve<br />
Cacucquliyo Cems win da karga axlosac<br />
moCoCebuliyo. raRa meTqva vuTxari<br />
simarTle: vuTxari, rom es iyo „mastirka“<br />
triperze – sayofacxovrebo saponi,<br />
romelic me es wuTia Sevizile saSarde<br />
arxSi. am informaciam TiTqos gaaxara<br />
praporSiki, Tumca Sevatye cdilobda ar<br />
SeemCnia es. – gagiJdi! – miTxra man xmadabali<br />
mkacri xmiT, – droebiTi anTeba ki<br />
ara, amas gamorecxva sWirdeba, Torem<br />
dagiCirqdeba da mogaWrian mag baldas (es<br />
rusuli sityva ixmara praporSikma) Zir-<br />
Si. aba axla vin gamogirecxavs, saproceduroSi<br />
aRaravinaa. unda aucileblad<br />
gamoiwvelos! moica sinaTleze dadeqi...<br />
– amis Semdeg is Seudga gamowvelvas,<br />
raTa sapnis is nawilic gamoeRo, romelic,<br />
misi varaudiT, aucileblad, kidev<br />
iqneboda CarCenili. ferSals didi da Sesabamisad<br />
sakmaod Ronieri xelebi hqonda,<br />
magram akeTebda am yvelafers Tumc<br />
uaRresad mkacrad (TiTqmis pirquSad),<br />
magram, imavdroulad, nazad, umtkivneulod<br />
da albaT ar Sevcdebi Tu vityvi, alersiTac.<br />
rogor rogor da ai, patara,<br />
axladSebewvianebul, Tumfula baWias<br />
rom aiyvanen xelSi ise. ferSali Cems<br />
winaSe muxlebze, ra Tqma unda, ar dacemula,<br />
Tumca nel-nela momicucqda da me<br />
axla ukve, mapatieT da, WuWusTaviT<br />
vgrZnobdi mis sunTqvas. kargia, rom mamakacebs<br />
im adgilebSi ynosviTi organoebi<br />
ar gvaqvs ganTavsebuli. aseTi organo<br />
rom mqonoda, Cemi SegrZnebebiT ar viqnebodi<br />
kmayofili, radgan sunTqva prapor-<br />
Sikisa ar momagonebda vnebiani qalis<br />
sunTqvas, aramed sunTqva ese, iyo sunTqva<br />
garyvnili SobelZaRlisa, romelsac<br />
saRamos Semovlamde albaT erTi ormocdaaTi<br />
grami samedicino spirti Caertya<br />
salasTan, niorTan da Sav purTan er-<br />
Tad, grZnobebs miscemoda da axla cali<br />
xeliT yverebs misresda nazad, meoreTi<br />
ki „mikrofons“ mimowmebda, miwvelida da<br />
zed masunTqavda am mikrofonze. – ras,<br />
ras, ras – raz... – „praverka sviazi“.<br />
ar vici vis rogori SegrZneba daeufleboda<br />
aseT, modiT vTqvaT, araordinaruli<br />
situaciaSi. albaT reaqcia gansxvavebuli<br />
eqnebodaT gansxvavebul adamianebs<br />
– me ki, minda vaRiaro gulwrfelad:<br />
ar miyvars aseTi raRaceebi, magram, ra<br />
vqna, cotaTi amidga. am cvlilebam<br />
praporSiki gaaxara da kidev ufro aRagzno.<br />
is Cems SaSa-bombierus gauparsavi<br />
loyiT gaexaxuna motvlepil Tavze da<br />
kmayofili CurCuliT warmosTqva orad<br />
ori sasacilod gariTmuli sityva: – ui<br />
xui! – xui, xui! – davudasture me CurCuliTve.<br />
am waCurCulebam Zlier gamaxalisa,<br />
damamSvida, damaimeda da TiTqmis damarwmuna,<br />
rom es ferSali „Cveni kaci“ iyo da<br />
masTan „daaxloveba“ Rirda. Tumca misi<br />
ori dRis Tu dRenaxevris gauparsavi<br />
loyis gaxaxuneba ar mesiamovna, marTali<br />
giTxraT. anda vis esiamovneboda, Jangis<br />
saxexi foladis jagrisiviT hqonda wveri.<br />
amis gamo odnav ukan daxeva vcade, magram<br />
ver movaswari: Cems win Cacucquli, TiTqmis<br />
muxlebze mdgomi praporSiki,<br />
rogorc mondomebuli mangusti daswvdeba<br />
xolme gamobenteravebul gvels, ise<br />
daetana piriT Cems utvinos da namdvili<br />
virtuoziviT dauwyo wuwnva. msurs vTqva,<br />
akeTebda amas Seudarebeli ostatobiT<br />
da Tanac erTgvari TavdazRveviTac.<br />
TavdazRveva ki gamoixateboda kerZod<br />
imaSi, rom mas, am sityvebis sruli mniSvnelobiT,<br />
kbilebiT vyavdi dabmuli:<br />
praporSiki muSaobda eniTa da tuCebiT,<br />
magram kbilebi misi, iseTnairad mqonda<br />
moWerili, rom gawev-gamoweva an miTumetes<br />
gamoReba, ferSlis neba-survilis<br />
gareSe, iyo SeuZlebeli. misi kbilebi<br />
aramcdaaramc ar mtkendnen, magram es<br />
kbilebi magrZnobinebdnen, rom winaaRmdegobis<br />
gawevis SemTxvevaSi, SeswevdaT<br />
unari ekbinaT kidec, xolo bevri gaxurebis<br />
SemTxvevaSi, Cemi siamaye ubralod<br />
aRmoCndeboda „kalabokis“ anu kveris<br />
mdgomareobaSi. Tumca unda vaRiaro,<br />
winaaRmdegobis gawevas, maincdamainc,<br />
arc vapirebdi, radgan bolosdabolos,<br />
minets mikeTebda ara mikitasi aramed Sinagan<br />
saqmeTa saministros samedicino<br />
samsaxurs praporSiki da Tanac ara Tavisufal<br />
dros, aramed samsaxureobrivi movaleobebis<br />
Sesrulebisas. axla isic<br />
mkiTxeT batono Tu vinRa iyo es mikitasi.<br />
getyvi batono vinc iyo mikitasi: es<br />
iyo zonis oTxkuTxedTaviani pidarasti,<br />
romelic muSaobda asanizatorad, ris<br />
gamoc asdioda mZRneris suni. erTxel<br />
mikitasma „svidaniebis“ oTaxidan eleqtrosaparsis<br />
ukanonod gamotana scada:<br />
daujrebelia, magram man eleqtrosaparsi<br />
„xarkovis“ sakuTar anusSi damalva<br />
SeZlo da ase wavida Smonze. SmonSikebma<br />
icodnen, rom am msjavrdebuls axasiaTebda<br />
am saSualebiT „svidaniebis“<br />
oTaxidan raRaceebis gamotana. amitom<br />
gaaSiSvles da aiZules Cacucquliyo.<br />
ramdenjerme Cacucqebis Semdeg mikitass<br />
trakidan StefselSi SesaerTebeli „vilka“<br />
gadmouvarda. es „vilka“ ekida spiralur,<br />
izolirebul eleqtromavTulze<br />
da sasacilod qanaobda. eleqtrosaparsi<br />
ki iyo trakSi da SmonSikebi ver axerxebdnen<br />
mis gamoRebas. nu, iq mere kidev<br />
raRac sasaciloebi moxda: movida depeenka<br />
karoli da gabrazebulma „volka“ StefselSi<br />
CarTo. eleqtrosaparsi mikitasi<br />
sxeulSi amuSavda, ra vqna es moTxroba<br />
xom araa mikitasze. amas gamovaqveyneb da,<br />
Tu kritikam ar gamacamtvera, mikitasze<br />
mere davwer.<br />
– Tfu, ra aris es! – warmoTqva amasobaSi<br />
ferSalma da piridan zizRiT gamoiRo<br />
raRac. me ki Cemis mxriv erTgvari<br />
Sveba vigrZeni saSarde arxSi da maSinve<br />
mivxvdi, rom „mastirkis“ narCenma Cemi<br />
saSarde arxidan ferSalis piris RruSi<br />
gadainacvla. mkurnalma utvino piridan<br />
gamoiRo, Tumca xeli ar gauSvia. meore<br />
xelze ki nerwyviani sapnis marcvali<br />
daifurTxa. – ibi-io-maw, ra aris es! –<br />
gamimeora man SekiTxva da Tavisi Ronieri<br />
xeliT cotaTi gadamitriala utvino.. –<br />
eg mxoloddamxolod Tqvens mier gamoRebuli<br />
sapnis narCenebia, moqalaqe prapor-<br />
Siko! es ki minda Segaxseno, arc berketia
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
da arc satrialebeli reguliatori! –<br />
ugemuria! – Tqva praporSikma mkvaxed da<br />
cotaTi kidev gadamitriala „berketi“.<br />
mwifdeboda raRac mikro konfliqtis magvari,<br />
romelic ar mawyobda. – es imis bralia<br />
eqimo, rom Tqven aqamde meqanikurad<br />
mwvelidiT, axla ki avtomatikaze gadaerTeT.<br />
iqneb isev meqanikuri saSualebebi<br />
gvecada. – saSualebebs aq me virCev da<br />
me vaweseb! – Tqva ferSalma. amis Semdeg<br />
ki man gaakeTe iseTi ram, risi moyolac<br />
ase pirdapir msmenelis Seumzadeblad ar<br />
SemiZlia. imasac ki vfiqrobdi, es gamometovebina,<br />
radgan rasac vTxrob, isedac<br />
Zalian binZuria, magram rom ar movyve<br />
mTlianad rac moxda maSin, monaTxrobi<br />
aRar gamova srulfasovani. es yvelaferi<br />
Tu axla saTqmeladac Znelia, gana maSin<br />
roca es realurad xdeboda da roca me<br />
Tavad viyavi am yvelafris monawile ufro<br />
Zneli ar iyo. viRacas SeiZleba amis wakiTxva<br />
da mosmena uWirs, magram gana me ma-<br />
Sin ar miWirda amaSi monawileoba! ar mogwonT<br />
da nu waikiTxavT! Tumca ara, moismineT<br />
da waikiTxeT! waikiTxeT da moimineT,<br />
Tqveni... – kargi saponia, magram ugemuria!<br />
– Tqva man sarkastulad, gaicina<br />
da me mivxvdi, rom mikrokonfliqtis sa-<br />
SiSroebam Caiara. „ugemuriaze“ mec gamecina<br />
da moswrebuli pasuxic momivida<br />
TavSi: – ar vicodi ufroso, ase Tu moxdeboda,<br />
Torem sapnis magivrad xalvas da<br />
pavidlos „Sevimastirkebdi“ saSarde arx-<br />
Si. – Cemma pasuxma praporSiki kidev erTxel<br />
mwared gaacina. – ho, – Tqva man, – xalva<br />
da pavidlo ajobebda; saponi ki jobia<br />
iq SevamastirkoT sadac sapons wesiTa da<br />
rigiT „imastirkebs“ wesieri xalxi. – Tqva<br />
es, Sarvlis Rilebi Seixsna, Caiwia Sarvali,<br />
waikuza da piridan gamoRebuli saponi<br />
saCvenebeli TiTiT trakSi Seizila. me<br />
ar vici ratom gaakeTa man es; wamlebis<br />
yuTSi xom uamravi sacxi da kremi hqonda.<br />
– vazelinidan dawyebuli gvelis Sxamze<br />
damzadebuli welis tkivilis wamliT<br />
damTavrebuli. iqneb amas raRac simboluri<br />
datvirTva hqonda: raRac<br />
Zmadnaficobis magvari xom ar iyo es<br />
ficvercxli..<br />
is waikuza da didi zomis abazanisebr<br />
Cans daeyrdno xelebiT, mere ki rogor-<br />
Rac (rogor vixmaro es sityva) amayad<br />
moatriala Tavi da mbrZanebluri toniT,<br />
mkacrad gamomZaxa:<br />
– ha, modi, raRas ucdi – modi droze!<br />
mivedi, magram ar gamomivida. raRac ar<br />
mimivida guli. Jandarmis uniforma ecva,<br />
mwiTurbewviani sajdomi hqonda da, –<br />
dozana, – cotaTi uCanda yverebi. – ra<br />
iyo! – ikiTxa man momTxovnad da mkacrad.<br />
– ra vici, raRac ver Sedis ufroso...<br />
– vupasuxe me Sewuxebuli toniT. – eeex!<br />
– amoixvneSa man ukmayofilod da swrafi<br />
qeqviT amoiRo vazeliniani „wubiki“ Tavisi<br />
wamlebis yuTidan, swrafad gamoiwura<br />
TiTebze vazelini, amoiglisa traki da<br />
isev daeyrdno xelebiT WurWlis<br />
gasarecx Cans. me mivebjine xelaxla, magram<br />
kvlav TiTqmis araferi gamomivida.<br />
ar mepitnaveboda es Cemi axali „Seyvarebuli“<br />
Tavisi mwiTurbewviani trakiT da<br />
ra meqna<br />
ai, swored am dros gamaxsenda Cemi<br />
gaWirvebis talkvesi: Cemi samantafoqsiani<br />
portsigari da gulis fancqaliT amoviRe<br />
jibidan is. gavxseni, TiTebis<br />
kankaliT amoviRe kalendari da qveynierebac<br />
maSinve vardisfrad aliclicda.<br />
is rac aqamde ver mqonda kargad ayenebuli,<br />
axla Cinebulad amidga – mamapapurad;<br />
Ca-Ca-Ca, ju-ju!!! vebdRveni fer-<br />
Sals da kargadac gavuWede bairam-faTax-<br />
Si. ferSali moulodnelobisgan aRtkinda:<br />
is akvnesda, axvneSda da albaT ver gadavurCebodi<br />
dakbenas kisris motrialeba<br />
rom SesZleboda. magram, sabednierod,<br />
ar Seswevda mas maSin kisris bolomde<br />
motrialebis saSualeba, radgan me SevuzRude<br />
mas es unari.<br />
mTeli yuradReba koncentrirebuli<br />
mqonda samanta foqsze da vcdilobdi<br />
praporSikisTvis araTu zed ar meyurebina,<br />
aramed saerTd ar mefiqra masze.<br />
Tumca diskomforts miqmnida erTi<br />
TiTqosda umniSvnelo, magram sinamdvileSi<br />
erTob mniSvnelovani garemoeba:<br />
fotoze gamosaxuli samanta Tavzexeleb-<br />
Semowyobili da welSi gamarTuli idga<br />
pirisaxiT Cemsken, praporSiki ki piriqiT<br />
– Cemsken zurgiT idga da Tanac wakuzul<br />
mdgomareobaSi. am xarvezis nawilobriv<br />
mainc aRsakveTad praporSiks xelebis samantasaviT<br />
Tavze Semowyoba vTxove da am<br />
Semowyobil xelebSi samanta foqsis suraTic<br />
SevaCeCe. amgvarad misi poza cotaTi<br />
daemsgavsa samantasas. gansxvaveba<br />
axla mxolod imaSi iyo, rom samanta saxiT<br />
idga Cemsken, praporSiki ki zurgiT.<br />
nu, qalur xiblSic, TavisTavad cxadia,<br />
iyo erTgvari sxvaoba: zRvis napiras,<br />
oqrosfer plaJze, lamazi palmis qveS<br />
mdgomi, cisferbikiniani samanta, ra Tqma<br />
unda, sjabnida „balandiorebis“ bnel da<br />
orTqlian oTaxSi WurWlis sarecx CanTan<br />
wakuzul ferSals, magram egre iyo da...<br />
mere damTavrda yvelaferi da Cven<br />
erTad ganvicadeT orgazmi; Semdeg Sarvlebi<br />
aviwieT, praporSikma mklavze xeli<br />
momaWdo da iseTnairad Semomxeda,<br />
TiTqos undoda daertya CemTvis.<br />
– Sen albaT Tvli, rom me pidarasti<br />
var! – miTxra man mwared da Tvali Tval-<br />
Si gamiyara.<br />
me, rasakvirvelia, sul ar viyavi imis<br />
xasiaTze, misTvis memtkicebina Tu vin iyo<br />
Cems TvalSi is, miT umetes, rom kaci iyo<br />
aRgznebuli da saCxubrad ganwyobili. –<br />
ara ufroso, – vupasuxe me rac SeiZleba<br />
mSvidad, Semrigeblurad da mzera avaride,<br />
raTa kidev ufro ar gameRizianebina,<br />
– eg ra SuaSia, arc ifiqro magaze, ubralod<br />
cotaTi gaverTeT; meti araferi. – man<br />
jer undoblad Semomxeda, mere ki<br />
TiTqos damTanxmda: – ho gaverTeT, pidarasti<br />
ar var, magram, ratomRac, mindeba<br />
zogjer ase. aba Sen ici itlikine sakan-<br />
Si rom mixval da mTels cixes mosde<br />
samedicino praporSiki gavJimeo! – eg ra<br />
SuaSia ufroso, me erTi satranzito patimari<br />
var, dRes Tu xval etapiT zonaSi<br />
waval aqedan da, aba, raSi mWirdeba zedmeti<br />
tlikini. – ho, kargi, kargi, magasac<br />
vnaxavT! mere ki Cemi Wir-varami Sevapare.<br />
me vuTxari: – etapiT movdivar iziaslav-<br />
Si. maqvs „adinoCka“ misjili, romelic mi-<br />
Tavdeba or kviraSi. minda rogorme „davtormuzde“<br />
kievSi; damexmare amaSi, damtove<br />
rogorme sanCastSi da, jani gavardes,<br />
kidev gaverTobiT – xom aris kidev<br />
denTi Cvens sadenTeebSi. – ara! gamoscra<br />
ferSalma mkvaxed. – Sen me ar micnob, magram<br />
me pidarasti ar var. ubralod xandaxan,<br />
ratomRac, mindeba xolme ase, –<br />
Tanac Sen satranzito xar da sapnis „mastirkis“<br />
gamo lazareTSi aravin dagtovebs,<br />
raime seriozuli rom daiziano,<br />
ori kviris gulisTvis ar Rirs. wadi zonaSi<br />
da moixade rogorme is orkviriani<br />
sasjeli. mTeli cxovreba zixar da ori<br />
kvira ver mogiTmenia! ori kvira raRaa<br />
SenTvis wadi da, Tu SegiZlia, nu momixsenieb<br />
augad. gaxsovdes, rom adamiani var<br />
mec. – Cemze imoqmedes misma sityvebma<br />
raRacnairad, da, am adamianis mimarT erTgvari<br />
TanagrZnobiTac ki ganvimsWvale.<br />
Tanxmobis niSnad Tavi ramdenjerme davuqnie.<br />
aRaraferi miTqvams. – wamali xo<br />
ar ginda rame barem aqa var da Tu ginda<br />
mogcem. – miTxra man. – ra vici,<br />
teofedrinis saSualeba Tu gaqvs, gamouSvi.<br />
– vupasuxe me. – praporSikma yuTidan<br />
teofedrinis kolofi amoiRo da gamomiwoda:<br />
– aha, ai oTxi caliRaa da yvelas<br />
gaZlev. – me tabletebi gamovarTvi da<br />
madloba gadavuxade. amis Semdeg ferSalma<br />
didi, urdulisebri SpingaletiT daketili<br />
kari gaaRo da „sabalandiorodan~<br />
gamomiSva, TviTonac gamovida; kari gamoixura.<br />
mere sarTulis moriges dauZaxa<br />
da Cemi Tavi Caabara. – aba, iyav janmrTeli!<br />
– miTxra me man. – janmrTeli iyav! –<br />
vupasuxe mec.<br />
morigem ukan damabruna da sakanSi<br />
Camketa.<br />
pirvel rigSi mivedi onkanTan da<br />
davibane xelebi, amasobaSi kartoSa-pratoSa<br />
da ramdenime seirismoyvare „axlamoni“<br />
gars Semomertynen. – ar gamimarTla,<br />
– vuTxari me maT, – ferSalma gamsinja<br />
da gasinjvis dros saponi gadmomivarda.<br />
kartoSam odnav gaikvirva es da cota<br />
undoblad Semomxeda. mkiTxa: – ferSalma<br />
gagsinja wesiT ar unda gaesinje, eg<br />
magis movaleobaSi ar Sedis! sad gagsinja,<br />
pirdapir derefanSi! xeli mogkida<br />
„baldaze“, Tu rogor gadmogivarda –<br />
ara, – vuTxari me, – xeli „baldaze“ ar<br />
moukidia, „sabalandioroSi“ Semiyvana da<br />
maiZula CuCa gadamewia, am gadawevisas<br />
„mastirkac“ gadmomivarda. – kartoSam<br />
erTxel kidev gamoTqva sinanuli aseTi<br />
xelismocarvis gamo – asanTis ReriT<br />
Rrmad unda Segetena saponi arxSio. mere<br />
Cefirze damiZaxes da mec iq SevZveri, sadac<br />
kartis TamaSi, Cefiris sma da lazRandaroba<br />
mimdinareobda. rom ityvian, xeldamSvenebuli<br />
viyavi, Tan ferSlis mier<br />
naboZebi oTxi tableti teofedrini mqonda.<br />
am wamals adre astmatikebs aZlevdnen.<br />
is axla mgoni aRarc gamodis. efedrinis<br />
Semcvelia da miRebis SemTxvevaSi amxnevebs<br />
kacs. CefirTan kargad midis.<br />
„tefas“ moyvarulebma Tvalebi daaWyites,<br />
xolo oqroskbilebianma oxunjobis<br />
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proza<br />
9<br />
moyvarulma odeselma Jenia fruqtma,<br />
igive evgeni fruqtovma tabletebi oTxoTx<br />
nawilad daamtvria da iqmyofT<br />
Camouriga. mere TvalebSi gamomcdelad<br />
Camxeda da rasac hqvia „cvetSi gaartya“:<br />
– bidJo, xom ar gaJime Sen SemTxveviT is<br />
ferSali – man es ise, alalbedze, moigona<br />
da Tqva, radgan oTxi tableti<br />
teofedrinis mopoveba axladmosuli satranzito<br />
patimarisTvis ar iyo advili.<br />
me gameRima. ra Tqma unda, fruqti mixvda,<br />
rom me raRaciT movige ferSalis guli,<br />
magram riTi, fruqts ver gaego. „gaJimvis“<br />
ambavi romc meambna ar damijerebdnen,<br />
imitom, rom ase advilad ar iJimebodnen<br />
SSs-s praporSikebi. dasturic da<br />
uaric, am SemTxvevaSi, erTmaneTis tolfasi<br />
iyo. ubralod recidivistebs Radaoba<br />
surdaT:<br />
– bratva, ai vin cxovrobs ukrainaSi<br />
kargad! bidjo aTi wuTiT derefanSi gavida,<br />
Cveni ukraineli ferSali gaJima da<br />
oTxi „kaliki“ teofedrinic moitana! – ra<br />
unda meTqva aseTi replikis Semdeg rom<br />
damefica da meTqva ar yofila aseTi<br />
rameo, amiT SeiZleba marTla dameeWvebina<br />
vinme. amitom fruqts RadaobaSi<br />
avyevi da misive stilSi gaveci lazRandaruli<br />
pasuxi: – fruqt, – vuTxari me<br />
mas, – Sen ise Sewuxebuli laparakob, gegoneba<br />
is traki ferSlisa ki ara Seni iyo.<br />
didi ambavi Tuki siyvarulis niSnad cixis<br />
ferSals erTxel gauWedavs „aZinoCkidan“<br />
gamosuli kaci. – es rom moismina<br />
fruqtma „inamusa~ da miTxra: – ara Zmao,<br />
Sen oRond teofedrini moitane xolme da<br />
Tugind sammarTvelos ufrosic gagiJimia.<br />
Cefiris Semdeg mivedi Cems<br />
„SkonkasTan“, kanafze Camokidebuli, axladnaxmari,<br />
odnav notio pirsaxoci CamoviRe,<br />
torbidan ki amoviRe sufTa sacvali.<br />
mere „kipitokiT~ savse „baCokidan~<br />
litriani emalirebuli `kruSkiT~ amoviRe<br />
ori „kruSka“ cxeli wyali, Cavasxi<br />
tualetis Casarecx plastmasis „badiaSi“,<br />
avedi „talCokze“, mivixure kari, gavixade<br />
Sarvali da nagvis urnaSi movisrole<br />
gaWuWyianebuli sacvali. Tavs vgrZnobdi<br />
Zalian mouxerxeblad, radgan paraSis<br />
zRude da masze Camokidebuli patara kari<br />
mfaravda mxolod sanaxevrod; miCanda<br />
sxeulis zeda nawili da imis gaTvaliswinebiT,<br />
rom paraSa idga maRal kvarcxlbekze,<br />
vgavdi baRSi dadgmul kompozitoris<br />
Zegls, romelic aqeT-iqiT iyureba<br />
da raRaceebs ibans, arada damsveneblebi<br />
dadian baRSi da erTmaneTs ekiTxebian:<br />
„reebs ibans es `biusti“<br />
Cemi vaglaxis Semyure fruqtma kidev<br />
erTxel isrola replika:<br />
– bidJo, Sen reebs CaliCob mand! mar-<br />
Tla xom ar gaJime is ferSali! bratva<br />
naxeT, bidJom ferSali gaJima da axla<br />
„xuis“ ibans!!! – vimeoreb, Jenia fruqti<br />
Radaobda, magram mas azradac ar mosdioda<br />
am dros, rom misi bageni sinamdvileSi<br />
ki ar Radaobdnen, aramed RaRadebdnen<br />
srul simarTles. diax, me marTlac<br />
gavJime praporSiki da amis gamo axla mar-<br />
Tla vibandi „xuis“. Tumca es oxunjoba<br />
araferSi mepitnaveboda da mWirdeboda.<br />
amitom fruqts pirdapir paraSidan gamovZaxe:<br />
– kargi ra fruqt; ra, Sens fantazias<br />
sazRvari aRar aqvs! xom xedav, rom<br />
daviwvi da xeli momecara, „mastirka“ gadmomivarda.<br />
axla ukve triperzec veRar<br />
viCaliCeb, zonaSi momiwevs wamosvla.<br />
meSinia saSarde arxi tyvila ar gamiRiziandes<br />
da imitomac viban am oxers. egre<br />
Senzec amboben, rom balandiorebs Jimav,<br />
imitom, rom ori dRea jamSi, viTom SemTxveviT,<br />
xorcis naWrebs poulob. xalxs weliwadSi<br />
erTxel ar xvdebaT jamSi xorcis<br />
naWeri, Sen ki ukve zedized meored<br />
poulob xorcs. – xorcis ambavi simar-<br />
Tle iyo: fruqtma marTla ipova xorcis<br />
patara naWrebi Tavis supSi zedized orjer,<br />
ramac maSinve gamoiwvia xumrobebi<br />
recidivistebis mxridan, Jenia fruqtis<br />
mier balandiorebis gaJimvis Taobaze. es<br />
rom vuTxari, fruqtma oxunjoba Searbila<br />
da Sewyvita. – maSin modi me ferSals<br />
gavJimav, Sen ki balandiorebi gaJime. –<br />
miTxra man da daCumda.<br />
paraSaze Cacucqulma Zlivs, ris<br />
vaivaglaxiT Cavibane Cemi Seuracxyofili,<br />
gavazelinianebul-garaRacianebuli,<br />
sayofacxovrebo sapniT piramoglesili<br />
utvino da masTan axlos ganTavsebuli<br />
organoebi; gavimSrale, Cavicvi axali<br />
sacvali, Cavicvi Sarvali, gadmovedi<br />
paraSidan da isev kildims SevuerTdi.<br />
mere vivaxSmeT kievuri Svriis qaSiT“ –<br />
avios, ser!“-iT da Tan wamoRebuli Tevzis<br />
konservebiT, zed kipitoki da margariniani<br />
bublikebi davayoleT. mere daRamda<br />
kidec da mec daRlili da STabeWdilebebiT<br />
aRsavse Cems Skonkaze mivweqi. mivweqi<br />
da Cemszeda Skonkis liTonis „palasebsa“<br />
da viRacis leibs Soris SevCurTe Cemi<br />
samantafoqsiani kalendari. eh, „gamousworebeli<br />
cinikosi“ var da maSinac aseTi<br />
viyavi. viweqi „Skonkaze“, Sevyurebdi<br />
„Skonkis“, palasasa“ da viRacis leibs<br />
Soris SeCurTul patara kalendars da<br />
Cems gonebaSi vesaubrebodi samanta foqss.<br />
Zil-buranSi myofs azrebi gamirboda,<br />
Tumc ebonitis krialosans drodadro<br />
mainc vaCxakunebdi da usityvod da da-<br />
JinebiT vTxovdi samantas: – samanta, Cemo<br />
gogoni, erTi Txovna maqvs SenTan: – roca<br />
axali kalendrisTvis pozebs SeirCev,<br />
erTi foto, Cemi xaTriTac, gadaiRe<br />
swored ise, rogorc me minda: zRvis napiras,<br />
oqrosfer plaJze, lamazi palmis<br />
qveS dadeqi zurgSeqceviT, xelebi Seneburad<br />
kefaze Semoiwye, welSi moixare da<br />
cotaTi Cacucqdi. Tu am dros odnav Cemsken<br />
moixedav da gamiRimeb, xom mTlad<br />
ukeTesi. oRond erTsa gTxov Citunav:<br />
Zalianac ar moixedo, aramed sul odnav<br />
– ise TiTqos, gasagebi mizezis gamo, Tavis<br />
motrialeba giWirs...<br />
nabanavebi, tansacmelgamocvlili da<br />
sufTad gaparsuli, danayrebuli, darwyulebuli<br />
da Cefirdaleuli visvenebdi<br />
narze. mecva zonis mkerav „Sapkas“ mier<br />
ubadlod gadakeTebuli, axalTaxali zoliani<br />
roba; gverdze medo „Sapkas“ mierve<br />
Sekerili „qurduli“ aerodromi. xelSi<br />
vaTamaSebdi megobris mier naCuqar ebonitis<br />
Tavisqalebian krialosans, viyavi ocdaSvidi<br />
wlis da fexebze mekida TiTqos<br />
yvelaferi. meCveneboda, rom yvelaferi<br />
iyo kargad. sinamdvileSi ar iyo yvelaferi<br />
kargad da ar mekida fexebze yvelaferi.<br />
am moCvenebiT sikargeSi namdvili<br />
gansacdeli ikveTeboda. me seriozul<br />
gansacdelSi viyavi da uzomod ganvicdidi<br />
amas. utyuari alRoTi vgrZnobdi, rom<br />
win kidev ufro didi gansacdelebi meloda.<br />
magram, gulwrfelad vityvi, mainc<br />
madlieri viyavi am yvelafrisa – im gansacdelebisa,<br />
romlebic aqamde ganmecada<br />
da imaTic, romelTa movlinebasac momavalSi<br />
velodi. madlieri viyavi, radgan<br />
vgrZnobdi, rom mec da sxvebsac gveZleoda<br />
da gveZleva, mainc, yovelTvis imaze<br />
meti, vidre sinamdvileSi vimsaxurebT. me<br />
viyavi madlobeli imisa, rom gamaCnda unari<br />
Semefasebina da damefasebina es;<br />
agreTve mqonda rwmena da mqonda imedi<br />
imisa, rom odesme momecemoda is, rac ma-<br />
Sin maklda. madlobeli viyavi im unarisTvisac,<br />
romlis wyalobiTac gansacdelSiac<br />
vinarCunebdi madlierebis<br />
grZnobas; gansacdelSi myofi, madlobeli<br />
viyavi am gansacdeli movlenebisa. me<br />
mindobili viyavi masze da mis mier moni-<br />
Webuli grZnobis wyalobiT – grZnobisa,<br />
romelsac siyvaruli hqvia, me yvela da<br />
yvelaferi miyvarda qveynad: Cefiri da<br />
qafSia, kartoSa-pratoSa da „fruqti“ Jenia,<br />
maiori karoli da praporSiki Jurba,<br />
„balandiorebi“, oTaxi da ferSali – Cemi<br />
wamieri Tavdaviwyeba; me mikitasic ki miyvarda<br />
– dalaxvros is eSmakma. miyvarda<br />
cixec, romelic saxli iyo maSin Cemi da...<br />
samanta foqsic miyvarda, rasakvirvelia,<br />
Zalian.<br />
axlac miyvars... miyvars da meyvareba.
10 <strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
poezia 14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
maia sariSvili<br />
* * *<br />
veravin daeteva Turme aq –<br />
Sens tyavsa da xorcs Soris.<br />
sisxli ki dedasaviT gafacicebuli –<br />
rom ratomaa es Tovli,<br />
Tu ver CaaRwevso kapilarebamde.<br />
an ratom es avad gaxdoma,<br />
Tu Sensave Zvlebze ar iSli logins.<br />
axlos vundivar sisxls<br />
da ar icis,<br />
roca aravin,<br />
veravina gyavs<br />
cremliTa da ofliT naTesavi,<br />
es mainc unda moxdes,<br />
rom TiTqos firi gamJRavndao,<br />
amogilivlivdes xelisgulze<br />
erTi romelime Zveli megobari<br />
da sruliad uxmod amogxedos<br />
Senive tyaviT laminirebulma.<br />
isev igives gimeoreb:<br />
heliums rogorc ver Seiyvan_meTqi marmariloSi,<br />
asea Cemi ambebi SenTvis _<br />
ver SemiZlia gagxado sahaero...<br />
zecidan saaxalwlod Camoyrili Cveni mkvdrebic ki<br />
Tavqudmoglejilni daqrian,<br />
Tvals ver Seaswreb<br />
ra saqmeebs gvigvareben Taviseburad<br />
da aq jer ra azri aqvs _<br />
simarTles nuRar dauwyeb Zebnas.<br />
Cems xeebs xom<br />
mze ar sWirdebaT gasaxareblad,<br />
miwaSi, fesvebze isxamen nayofs,<br />
miwaSive Saqrdebian.<br />
* * *<br />
axal kedelTanac Cemi Savi suro _<br />
sul odnav amozrdili,<br />
dabali muqi kvamliviT,<br />
mokle ambaviviT, romelic axlaxan iTqva<br />
da ukve qreba.<br />
moSorebiT ki Cemi fxvieri megobrebi _<br />
mzea da yviTeli konturebiT _<br />
mxedaven,<br />
Tvalebi erRvevaT Zafebis burTebiviT.<br />
narRvevi Zafebi Cemsken moiklaknebian.<br />
me es ar maSinebs.<br />
miyvars, roca adgilidan ar iZvrian<br />
da mxolod Tvalebs agzavnian sxvadasxva formiT.<br />
amaT dRes Zafebad moindomes.<br />
vdgavar,<br />
vfiqrob, rom kargia calke.<br />
Cemi Zili taZariviT<br />
da sizmrebi freskebiviT imis kedelze,<br />
insulti<br />
safexuri. TiTebi. ixlarTeba. TariRi.<br />
simartove. suraTi. Tmena. maja. gavxaze.<br />
me beRura Citebma niskartebiT wamiRes<br />
da damtoves (sul marto) misi fanjris rafaze.<br />
viRacisTvis es leqsi mxolod paTetikaa,<br />
CemTvis - sisxlis Caqceva tvinSi, kvdoma nervebSi.<br />
sadac wvima iwvimebs, Cemi sisxlic iqaa<br />
daRvrili da ar axloT xeli! ara! SeeSviT!<br />
minda - ase daqceuls aridebdeT nabijebs,<br />
locva raRa locvaa - camde Tu ver avida.<br />
bindi. navsi. areva. garindeba. maxinji.<br />
xorci. damRa. mowamvla. ukan. dardi. Tavidan.<br />
Zveleburad. inTeba. ixateba da miRrens<br />
simartovis suraTi - moglejili anfasi.<br />
me beRura Citebma niskartebiT wamiRes<br />
da damtoves (sul marto) misi fanjris rafaze.<br />
gadarCenis alegoria<br />
`gugulis galoba amaod ismis,<br />
CvenSi poetebi aRar arian~<br />
macuo basio<br />
qeTus<br />
romelTanac Cemi dabali suro...<br />
ukve yvelas mivwere:<br />
,,rogorc urika erTaderT borbalze,<br />
ase mTeli sxeuliT var Semdgari gulze~,<br />
raRac maRali xeebi ki zecaSi msjeloben,<br />
iq uaryofen qvemoTa ambebs,<br />
grZeli aristokratuli fesvebiT<br />
uWiravT miwa<br />
da me isev iq vdgavar da vfiqrob,<br />
rom kargia calke...<br />
* * *<br />
xom SeiZleba<br />
nakverCxlisferi darCes nacaric<br />
magram sevda _<br />
molekulebis kideebze wonasworoba ekargebaT<br />
gauwvrTnel ferebs.<br />
davdivar, vambob, rom dabzarulTa mxaresa var,<br />
maTiani var.<br />
SualedebSi ki mxvdeba rZis tbebi _<br />
carieli palatebiviT.<br />
Sevdivar, vwvebi.<br />
aravin. araferi.<br />
simSvide _<br />
qalwuliviT unaklo, xeluxlebeli.<br />
rZe _ Cemi monazoni da...<br />
yuradRebas sulac ar vaqcev,<br />
magram aqac ismis simRera,<br />
rom ar momxdara jer yvelaferi:<br />
,,jer yvelaferi ar momxdara.<br />
Cven gavaCenT Toliis bartyebs.<br />
da safenebSic maT gavaxvevT.<br />
da akvnebSic maT CavakravT.<br />
ZuZusTavebic<br />
maTi mWreli niskartebiT dagvekvniteba.<br />
es sazareli Toxlo bartyebi<br />
SemaZrwuneblad akivldebian _<br />
maT moundebaT aSmorebul mdinareSi<br />
mkvdari Tevzebis gadasansvla.<br />
Cven ki vuyidiT<br />
Sampunebs da JRaruna burTebs.”<br />
* * *<br />
Ramis Tormet saaTze,<br />
metros bolo matarebelSi moxvedrilebi<br />
mTeli waRebuli qalaqiana mihqrian sadgur-sadgur<br />
da maTTanaa raRac iseTi gamaognebeli<br />
da gamaSeSebeli sinaTle,<br />
rogorc daumsaxurebeli samoTxe.<br />
sinamdvileSi ki simarTle Cvenskenaa _<br />
vinc ver mivuswariT bolo matarebels,<br />
visac cxvirwin dagvexura<br />
bolo vagonis bolo kari.<br />
vinc davrCiT qalaqgatanil usulo sadgurSi,<br />
sadac xmis amoRebasac rom ver mosTxov<br />
da CasasunTqadac rom ver gaimeteb,<br />
iseTi gadaqanculi Jangbadi dagvitoves...<br />
me ki fexsac ar movicvli<br />
aranairi bolo sadguridan.<br />
saswrafod viTxov,<br />
rom urigod gaataroT Cemi ambebi<br />
am metros, miwisa da zecis zemoT,<br />
sadac amindis ambebs wyveten,<br />
im adgilamde.<br />
rasac vatan, auxsnelia,<br />
zustad iseve,<br />
udabno rom Sevides kacSi<br />
da kacSi daxvdes xeivani, saCrdilobeli.<br />
amaT rigSi ver Caayeneb,<br />
ver auxsni miRebul wesebs.<br />
siTbosa da sicives vinc gvinawilebs,<br />
imasTan vuSveb.<br />
arc vikiTxav vinaa bolo.<br />
* * *<br />
sityvebs rom axalSobilebi,<br />
cocxali bavSvebi gamoezardoT ferdebze<br />
da frenisas eseni iqnion,<br />
xom ramxela Tavganwirvaa –<br />
gigzavniT sityvebs aseTi frTebiT.<br />
Tqven ki ggoniaT,<br />
mzesumziras rom gadaiyri muWidan _ muWSi,<br />
asoebic ase mSvidad gadmodian<br />
Cemidan _ Tqvenken.<br />
wawyvetili maqvs es sityvebi,<br />
rogorc Cliqebi _<br />
da axla ukve Cumad muSaobs,<br />
mZime najaxs ramdenime bgeraRa SerCa,<br />
danarCenebi daexocnen meomrebiviT.<br />
vin gierTgulebs _<br />
broweulebSic ki beberi kudianebi –<br />
marcvlebiviT miwyobilebi.<br />
gadaxleC – sxedan,<br />
Sav muxlebze uwyviaT<br />
ganieri xelisgulebi.<br />
jadov,<br />
ar amoqmedde,<br />
moiTmine, rom ise miyvars,<br />
tanidan tansacmelSic gadmomdis suli,<br />
da macvia aravisnairi,<br />
nasulari kabebi.<br />
da Ramis qalaqi<br />
gadaixaros Tugind marjvniv,<br />
an arsaiT,<br />
an miwas ascildes saxlebian-xeebianad,<br />
me mudama maqvs gadanaxuli<br />
erTi naTeli da carieli dRe,<br />
romelSic Cavayeneb visac minda.<br />
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nika CerqeziSvili<br />
Sen,<br />
ra Tqma unda,<br />
ar iqnebi kanonmorCili<br />
Sens xasiaTSi Strixebia feris xulignur,<br />
Sens siyvarulSi me movkali yvela mocile<br />
da maT mowamis saxelebi Camovurige.<br />
sadRac - TerTmeti cis miRmaa Seni samyaro,<br />
ufro martivad - dedamiwa aris foie,<br />
Sens majiscemas roca vusmen - droa sapyari<br />
da TiTebia - gadarCenis alegoria.<br />
me sxva quCaze vcxovrob<br />
xlarTavs intrigebs xoro,<br />
fafxurobs bare ori,<br />
me sxva quCaze vcxovrob,<br />
Cemidan gzaa Sori<br />
RmerTamde,<br />
hoda,<br />
Zmebo,<br />
gverdi uqcieT am gzas,<br />
rom ar dagemtvreT frTebi,<br />
rom yvelaferi rigze<br />
iyos<br />
da gana bevri,<br />
erTi Txovna maqvs mxolod -<br />
sxvagan eZebeT mteri,<br />
me sxva quCaze vcxovrob.<br />
dRes yvela Cems gzas Sens karebTan unda modgoma,<br />
vxedav - yovelwams erTi sunTqviT<br />
rogor vmokldebi,<br />
samaradisod gagrZeldeba es Semodgoma,<br />
roca movkvdebi.<br />
aRmosavleTiT<br />
axla Cvens Soris siSorea, sivrce, hamada,<br />
fanjris minebze - qarisa da wvimis pa-de-de,<br />
albaT, am nawers SuaRamis bodvas gavatan,<br />
radgan uSeno poezia sisxlsac adedebs<br />
da kabalurad Cems wil haers adebs tarifebs,<br />
Cems uSenobas me davarqvi - yofna xuruSi,<br />
axla Ramea, mobatone dReze xalifa,<br />
Cans caze mTvare, rogorc Turqis muWSi yuruSi<br />
da axla - isev menatreba, mogyve, geZio,<br />
minda cxovrebas mivaZaxo pirSi - me Seni...<br />
Seni TiTebiT Cavitaro tanze jen-Ziu,<br />
Seni Tvalebis sisvelidan Sevsva JenSeni,<br />
rom dedamiwam ver gabedos metad xaltura,<br />
Sens sufTa sisxlSi WuWyiani xelis faTuri,<br />
mainc mogZebni, manamde ki - iyos dasturad<br />
es leqsi, rogorc Tavganwirva suliT, naturiT.<br />
viRaca ityvis, rom Tovaa alogikuri,<br />
Sen,<br />
ra Tqma unda,<br />
Rimils moggvris msgavsi logika,<br />
Sen dedamiwa amrezili TvaliT giyurebs,<br />
rogorc SeSlili poetis cols,<br />
bolo mohikans.<br />
Semodgoma sikvdilis Semdeg<br />
Camoekida realoba SiSvel xeebze,<br />
iluziurad CamoexrCo - yovelTvis naRdi...<br />
moval, Cavicvam gayviTlebul foTlebs xelebze<br />
da tkivils gagxdi.
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
gamoxmaureba 11<br />
Tu vinme grZnobda pavle ingoroyvas<br />
sulier sidiades, Tu vinme Cawvdomoda<br />
misi gulis Rrma Sreebs, erTi upirvelesTagani<br />
valerian gafrindaSvilic,<br />
visi leqsic _ `pavle ingoroyvas~<br />
_ aramarto diTirambuli lirikis<br />
erTi saukeTeso nimuSTagania,<br />
aramed fsiqologiuri siluetic... da<br />
iseTi biografiuli realiebi da miniSnebanicaa<br />
gafantuli, karg masalas<br />
rom awvdis mkvlevars Cakirkitebuli<br />
msjelobisaTvis.<br />
is ki ara, jer marto am leqsis<br />
STagonebiT SeiZleba Semoixazos<br />
`giorgi merCulis~ Semoqmedis <strong>literaturuli</strong><br />
portreti.<br />
bavSvis Rimili, wmindanis cqerao...<br />
am striqonSi, oTxad oTx sityvaSi<br />
Cawurulia pavle ingoroyvas<br />
pirovnuli arsi, is zneobrivi birTvi,<br />
uromlisodac misi inteleqti, ganswavluloba<br />
da fanatizmi ukmari aRmoCndeboda<br />
qarTuli civilizaciis<br />
istoriis grandiozuli Senobis asagebad.<br />
aseT gamaognebel Rvawls usaTuod<br />
sWirdeba amgvari gatacebac, poeturi<br />
gancdiT gaTangva: met siyvaruliT<br />
giyvars Citebi, mogajadovebs maTi sim-<br />
Rera da lurj pepelas gaekidebio.<br />
da aseTi gaxelebac aucilebelia:<br />
iyavi albaT gakruli jvarze, rogorc<br />
yaCaRi da mTvareuli. da ocnebobdi<br />
sastik avdarze, maCablis mTvariT gadareulio.<br />
aseTi kacis ocneba sxva ra SeiZleba<br />
yofiliyo, Tu ara: TeTri mesia.<br />
eistur-kritikuli azrovnebis Cinebul<br />
nimuSTagania zogadesTetikuri<br />
TvalsazrisiTac, Torem valerian<br />
gafrindaSvilis poeturi metyvelebis<br />
Taviseburebebs iseTi daxvewilobi-<br />
Ta da siRrmiT warmoaCens, profesionalis<br />
kalams rom Sehferis. maxrostom<br />
CxeiZe<br />
damxobis Semdeg... da niSandoblivia,<br />
rom es lirikuli Txzuleba 1923 wlis<br />
25 TebervliTaa daTariRebuli _ sabediswero<br />
dRis gaxsenebiT, tragikul<br />
mijnad rom dadebuliyo rogorc qveynis<br />
cxovrebaSi, ise misi erTguli, Tavganwiruli<br />
Svilebis biografiaSi.<br />
da gaacocxle maradi danteo...<br />
am saxelis gamocxadebas valerian<br />
gafrindaSvilTan Tu ukidures<br />
tkivilTa, xorcis salmobisa Tu<br />
sulieri gvemis asociaciebi asazrdoebda,<br />
pavle ingoroyvas sxvagvaradac<br />
CaebeWdeboda Rrmad cnobiereba-<br />
Si es striqoni... da egeb TxzulebaTa<br />
Svidtomeulis I toms misi fotosura-<br />
Ti rom uZRvis da daxedvisTanave yvelas<br />
dantes mogvagonebs, uneblie<br />
damTxveva ki ara, savsebiT Segnebuli<br />
nabiji yofiliyos.<br />
sagangebod gadaeRos foto ise, im<br />
cnobil naxatze dante rogorc aRbe-<br />
Wdila, raTa maincdamainc es profili<br />
wamZRvareboda samecniero qmnileba-<br />
Ta mTel korpuss.<br />
cxadia, pozis msgavseba verafers<br />
uSvelida, marTla rom ar mogvagonebdes<br />
pavle ingoroyvas saxis nakvTebi<br />
dantes profils (pirgamexebulso, _<br />
marjved moiSveliebda am epiTets revaz<br />
TvaraZe), magram am msgavsebas Tvi-<br />
Tonve rom warmoaCens, gonebaSi gibe-<br />
Wdavs da qarTuli civilizaciis istoriis<br />
karibWis Semxsnelad Tavisi es<br />
saxeba eguleba, esec TvalnaTlivia.<br />
sagulisxmoa, zurab niJaraZe pavle<br />
ingoroyvas grafikul portrets<br />
rom Seqmnida, mis saxebas uSualod am<br />
fotosuraTidan gadaiRebda, rogorc<br />
realobasa da rogorc simbolos erT-<br />
bavSvis Rimili, wmindanis cqera!<br />
misi bedis dramatizmi da uCveuloba<br />
ki sxvas ras SeiZleba Sedareboda,<br />
Tu ara: axali eliazarisas.<br />
ramxela eqstaziT unda daweriliyo<br />
es leqsi, pavle ingoroyva lazares<br />
rom gaigiveboda, ieso qristes<br />
mier aRdgenils mkvdreTiT, ucnobi<br />
himnografi am bibliur personaJTan<br />
sulac qarTuli enis mkvdreTiT<br />
aRdgomas rom aTanabrebda. SemTxveviTi<br />
ara yofila, am himnografiuli<br />
Zeglis Semotana samecniero-literaturul<br />
da sazogadoebriv mimoqcevaSi<br />
swored pavle ingoroyvas saxels<br />
rom ukavSirdeba.<br />
da Tu mas `axlac amSvenebda bevri<br />
iara da im sivrceTa siandamate~, es<br />
imitom, rom `jojoxeTi mTlad gaevlo<br />
da gaecocxlebina maradi dante~.<br />
dante aligieris saxelis wamotivtiveba<br />
Zalauneburad gamoewvia jojoxeTis<br />
xsenebas, pavle ingoroyvas<br />
kidev erTxel TavdaRwevas mtanjveli<br />
sneulebisagan, im autaneli tkivilebisagan,<br />
fizikurs sulieric rom mimateboda<br />
Tbilisis dacemisa da<br />
saqarTvelos saxelmwifoebriobis<br />
sa da imave dros.<br />
pavle-ingoroyva-dante aligierma<br />
unda gagiwios megzuroba saqarTvelos<br />
dramatuli, xSirad tragizmiTac<br />
aRbeWdili istoriis uSoresi Jamisaken,<br />
romelsac naTelmxilvelis mzera<br />
Tu miwvdeboda.<br />
da kidev poetis.<br />
kidev bavSvis.<br />
kidev wmindanis.<br />
pavle ingoroyvas rom eZRvneba, imitomac<br />
xom ar vgulisxmob am leqss<br />
valerian gafrindaSvilis erT-erT<br />
ukeTes nimuSad<br />
albaT ara, rakiRa aseTi STambeWdavi<br />
da eqspresiuli leqsebi xSirad<br />
ar iwereba, da am poetis aTi saukeTeso<br />
lirikuli nimuSi rom gamomarCevina,<br />
`pavle ingoroyvas~ uTuod maT<br />
Soris mivuCendi adgils.<br />
xuT Sedevrs Soris rom movaxvedro,<br />
amisaTvis sxva leqsebTan Sedareba-Sepirispireba<br />
da argumentacia<br />
damWirdeba, xolo aT leqss Soris<br />
Casasmelad sabuTebis moxmoba zedmetic<br />
unda iyos, ise aSkarad sWarbobs<br />
aTeuls miRma darCenil nimuSebs siRrmiTac<br />
da mxatvruli ZaliTac.<br />
Turme... arc ise aSkarad.<br />
yovel SemTxvevaSi sadavo SeiZleba<br />
gaxdes, da sadavo ara aTeulSi moxvedra-armoxvedris<br />
TvalsazrisiT,<br />
aramed... aTjer aTeulisac.<br />
is, rac aT ukeTes leqss Soris meguleba,<br />
SesaZloa aseulis miRmac ki<br />
aRmoCndes.<br />
da aRmoCndes im pirovnebis gadawyvetilebiT,<br />
vis poetur SegrZnebas,<br />
kritikul alRosa da gemovnebas savsebiT<br />
vendobi.<br />
amitomac ramdenjerme gadavfurcle<br />
`inteleqtis~ gaxmaurebuli<br />
seriiT `100 leqsi~ gamocemuli valerian<br />
gafrindaSvilis poeturi krebuli<br />
_ xom SeiZleba uneburad gamomr-<br />
Cenoda da Tamaz vasaZes Sesaferisi<br />
adgili ar miekuTvnebina misTvis.<br />
arada, rac ar aris, saidan gaCndeboda.<br />
Semdgenlis Sesavali werili, sa-<br />
TauriT `sanatreli da realuri~, esvilgonivrul<br />
dakvirvebaTa wyeba xelSesaxebs<br />
xdis Sefarul niuansebs da<br />
axlebur sarkeSi areklavs am mxatvruli<br />
azrovnebis aqamde sruliad SeumCnevel<br />
anda naklebad gaanalizebul<br />
aspeqtebs.<br />
ise sarke xom valerian gafrindaSvilisaTvis<br />
erT-erTi yvelaze Zvirfasi<br />
saganicaa da poeturi xatic, gaorebul<br />
gancdaTa gamomwvevi _ Tan<br />
simyudrovis TavSesafari da Tan<br />
zvirTebian zRvad gardaqmnili, Tan<br />
netarebis sauflo da Tan aucileblad<br />
gasarRvevic monatrebul mzesTan<br />
gasaRwevad.<br />
maxvilgonivrul dakvirvebaTa wyebao...<br />
Tundac:<br />
_ aq sxva cisferyanwelebis lirikasTan<br />
SedarebiT metia miRmurTan<br />
Sexebis cdebi.<br />
anda:<br />
_ am rkalis leqsebSi, maRali ostatobiT<br />
da formis, enobrivi stilis<br />
elvarebiT rom aris Semkuli, gamoirCeva<br />
zogierTi, sadac poetis xma<br />
misi sulieri samyaros wrfeli pirvelsaTavidan<br />
moismis.<br />
an kidev:<br />
_ valerian gafrindaSvilis poeturi<br />
naturis sifaqizes mowmobs misi<br />
SemoqmedebiTi midrekileba, aRmoaCinos<br />
mSvenieri Tu arsebiTi raRac<br />
mcireSi, Znelad gamosarCevSi,<br />
araTvalismomWrelSi. es midrekileba<br />
mniSvnelovanwilad gansazRvravs<br />
valerian gafrindaSvilis poeziis individualur<br />
iers da gamZleobasac,<br />
ramdenadac uaxlesi poeturi<br />
azrovnebis ganviTarebis gezs Tanxvdeba.<br />
da miTufro dasanania krebulis<br />
qargidan pavle ingoroyvasadmi miZRvnili<br />
leqsis amokleba, leqsisa, romelic<br />
kritikosis msjelobaSic CaerTvoda<br />
kidec erT momxiblav detalad.<br />
vTqvaT, ar geCvenebaT, rom am lirikul<br />
nimuSSi poetis xma misi sulieri<br />
samyaros wrfeli pirvelsaTavidan<br />
moismis..<br />
***<br />
da esalmeba TviT poezia Sens dabrunebas<br />
saiqiodano, _ valerian gafrindaSvili<br />
aseT mimarTvas rom amjobinebs,<br />
SemTxveviTi sulac ar aris.<br />
diax, TviT poezia da ara poetTa<br />
erTi wre, rakiRa es pirovneba misTvis<br />
realurTan erTad simboluri saxebacaa.<br />
da rodesac 1922 wlis qarTuli<br />
poeziis dawurul, tevad mimoxilvas<br />
am sityvebiT amTavrebda: es weli Rirseulad<br />
daagvirgvina pavle ingoroyvam<br />
leqciebis cikliT rusTavelis<br />
Sesaxeb da es `rusTaveliana~ met sima-<br />
Rleze ayenebs Cvens poezias da mecnierebaso,<br />
_ darwmunebuli gaxldaT,<br />
rom amgvar aRmatebul Sefasebas mikerZoebaSi<br />
aravin CamoarTmevda, iseTi<br />
erTsulovani iyo ganaTlebuli sazogadoeba<br />
am leqciebis mimarT.<br />
Torem cisferyanwelebsac da piradad<br />
valerian gafrindaSvilsac pavle ingoroyva<br />
saxelTa magiaSic CaeweraT da<br />
axal miTologiaSic, uimisod rom ver<br />
warmoedgina TavianT saxelTa gazRapreba.<br />
`valerian gafrindaSvilis mraval<br />
leqsSia warmosaxuli realobisgan<br />
gamijnuli sulis `interieri~, masSi<br />
dadgmuli feeriuli warmodgenebi,<br />
romelTa personaJebi, poetTa da mis<br />
oreulTan erTad, miTologiuri da<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> gmirebis aCrdilebi<br />
arian~ _ wers Tamaz vasaZe da am mar-<br />
Tebul mosazrebas daemateba miTadqceul<br />
pirovnebaTa saxebanic, gadaWdobilni<br />
aCrdilebs, pavle ingoroyvasadmi<br />
miZRvnili leqsisa ar iyos.<br />
gafiTrebuli saxiT brundeboda<br />
axali eliazari ukuneTidan, simartoveSi<br />
TeTri mesiis molandeba rom<br />
unaTebda gzas... da Sveloda bavSvis<br />
Rimili da wmindanis cqera, mojadoeba<br />
Citebis simReriT da lurji peplis<br />
gamodevnebis survili.<br />
dante mainc ram moagonao, _<br />
ukvirda pavle ingoroyvas. da akvirdeboda<br />
sakuTar nakvTebs sarkeSi da<br />
profili raRac idumals mianiSnebda,<br />
vidre sabolood daibejiTebda: mgoni<br />
marTla vgavaro.<br />
***<br />
ra ucnaurad gaTeTrebuliyvnen<br />
eliazaric da mesiac.<br />
yofiTi realobac amas gamcnobda.<br />
poeturi sarkec amasve ireklavda.<br />
da dafarfatebda lurji pepela<br />
maT mijnaze, rogorc dafaruli saidumlos<br />
uCveulo gamosxiveba.
12 <strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
Canawerebi 14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
dasawyisi # 38-41<br />
jer sada xar<br />
2003 wlis 16 oqtombers Cemi patara<br />
SviliSvili im magididan gadavarda,<br />
romelzedac am striqonebs vwer, da<br />
marjvena mklavis Zvali gaebzara.<br />
rodesac saavadmyofoSi migvyavda,<br />
oTxi wlis biWma saocari fraza warmosTqva:<br />
`rogor mecodeba Cemi Tavio!~.<br />
nu Cqarob, Cemo vaxo! jer sada<br />
xar jer adrea! momavlisaTvis Seinaxe<br />
es oTxi sityva. samwuxarod, mere<br />
da mere ufro dagWirdeba da gamogadgeba.<br />
* * *<br />
oTxmociani wlebis dasawyisSi muxaTwyaroSi<br />
mwerlebs saagarako miwis<br />
nakveTebi gamogviyves. gasagebi<br />
mizezis gamo me mSeneblobis dawyeba<br />
damigvianda da Cems nakveTSi gareSe<br />
pirma – aramweralma wamoiwyo aSeneba,<br />
Tanac Zalian swrafad aSenebda. daxmarebisaTvis<br />
mivmarTe mweralTa kav-<br />
Siris Tavmjdomares da mdivans, nodar<br />
dumbaZes da jansuR Carkvians. isini<br />
operatiulad Caerivnen da SeaCerebines.<br />
nodarma mkiTxa: ramdenia aSenebulio<br />
me vupasuxe: mxolod pirveli<br />
sardafi-sarTuli-meTqi. e, biWo, davacadoT<br />
da mTlianad rom aaSenebs da<br />
gadaxuravs, mere davibrunoTo, –<br />
gamexumra nodari.<br />
77-42-81<br />
oTxmocdaaTiani wlebis dasawyis-<br />
Si xeliT sabeWdi manqana anu germanuli<br />
remingtoni `erika~ Cemi `JiguliT~<br />
mivitane avlabarSi ostatTan, romelsac<br />
absoluturad ar esmis. remingtonze<br />
darCenili iyo Zveli anabeWdi,<br />
sadac Cemi SviliSvilis saxeli ewera.<br />
ostatma `erika~ gaaswora da iqve sanimuSod<br />
ramdenime striqoni damibeWda:<br />
_ vaxtang javaxaZe gaxlavT saxelganTqmuli<br />
babua mariamisa, romelic<br />
agreTve Cemi SviliSvilis sexniac<br />
gamodga, Tumca me arc ise saxelovani<br />
pirovneba var. Tu isev aurios remingtonma,<br />
motaniT nu SewuxdebiT,<br />
damirekeT da binaze geaxlebiT. mar-<br />
Talia, ukve asakSi Sesulad viTvlebi,<br />
magram arc ise beberi var, rom Cemi<br />
klientebi gavawbilo. 77-42-81. anzor<br />
seleniZe.<br />
aseTi Canaweri aramarto telefonis<br />
nomris gamo unda Seinaxo, Tumca<br />
es nomeri xSirad damWirda. seleniZeebis<br />
ojaxSi vrekavdi da ostati<br />
ramdenimejer moviwvie agreTve gamomcemlobaSic<br />
da ana kalandaZis germanulsave<br />
remingtonTan.<br />
* * *<br />
veTanxmebi maiakovskis, rom leqsis<br />
Targmna SeuZlebelia. SeuZlebelia<br />
poeturi Sedevri iTargmnos danaklisis<br />
gareSe. magram aris gamonaklisebi,<br />
Zalian iSviaTi gamonaklisebi,<br />
roca ifiqreb, rom Targmani kongenialuria.<br />
isic ki mogeCveneba, rom<br />
Targmani originals aWarbebs. sanimu-<br />
Sod SemiZlia davasaxelo daviT<br />
weredianis viioni da marSakis mier<br />
Targmnili bernsis erTstrofiani –<br />
`Çàçäðàâíûé òîñò~:<br />
Ó êîòîðûõ åñòü, ÷òî åñòü,<br />
òå ïîä÷àñ íå ìîãóò åñòü,<br />
À äðóãèå ìîãóò åñòü, äà ñèäÿò áåç õëåáà.<br />
À ó íàñ òóò åñòü, ÷òî åñòü,<br />
äà ïðè ýòîì åñòü, ÷åì åñòü, -<br />
Çíà÷èò, íàì áëàãîäàðèòü îñòàåòñÿ íåáî!<br />
ori oTar WilaZe<br />
2003 wels `mnaTobSi~ oTaris ramdenime<br />
axali leqsi wavikiTxe da<br />
Zalian momewona. es arc moulodnelia<br />
da arc gasakvirveli. magram, samwuxarod,<br />
oTari leqsebs epizodurad<br />
wers da aseT dros yovel publikacias<br />
daeWvebiT kiTxulob. amjerad ki erTxel<br />
kidev damwyda guli: ramdenad dazaralda<br />
qarTuli poezia, Tumca aseve<br />
didad moigo qarTulma prozam. vin<br />
awonos es zarali-sargebeli yvelafers<br />
sjobda, ori oTar WilaZe gvyoloda:<br />
erTi leqsebs werdes da meore<br />
– romanebs.<br />
* * *<br />
metad Taviseburia murman lebaniZis<br />
leqsebis grafika. amitom misi poezia<br />
wakiTxvisas kidev ufro sainteresoa.<br />
saerTod ki am Temaze vrceli<br />
saubaria saWiro.<br />
`solomoni wers!~<br />
prozaikosi solomon TavaZe xSirad<br />
isvenebda qviSxeTSi. finur kotej-<br />
Si cxovrobda da werda. solomonis<br />
cols ki xelSi wkepla eWira da kotejis<br />
maxloblad daseirnobda. Tuki<br />
ezoSi bavSvebi axmaurdebodnen, mwerlis<br />
meuRle awynarebda, emuqreboda<br />
da afrTxilebda:<br />
_ solomoni wers!<br />
axla, rodesac meuRle xandaxan<br />
saojaxo saqmeSi waxmarebas mTxovs da<br />
ar mexaliseba, veubnebi:<br />
_ solomoni wers!<br />
moparuli gamarjveba<br />
aleqsandre makedonelis meomrebi<br />
moulodnelad mdinare tigris napiras<br />
dabanakebul dariosis armiis banaks<br />
waadgnen Tavs: Rame iyo da vrcel<br />
mindorze uTvalavi koconi enTo.<br />
sparselebis simravliT Sefiqrianebuli<br />
mxedarTmTavrebi aleqsandres eaxlnen<br />
da sTxoves, esargeblaT sibneliT,<br />
romelic ricxobriv gansxvavebas<br />
dafaravda da exlave SeetiaT.<br />
_ me gamarjvebebs ar viparav! _<br />
upasuxa makedonelma da daavala dilisTvis<br />
momzadebuliyvnen.<br />
arada, gamarjvebebis enciklopedia<br />
rom SevadginoT, moparuli gamarjvebebis<br />
aSkara upiratesobas maSin<br />
naxavT!<br />
javaxi da javaxa<br />
2005 wlis 8 noembers nodar tabiZis<br />
meuRlis fiqria zandukelis qelexis<br />
sufraze Cemma universitetis<br />
Tanakurselma leila javaxiZem<br />
(fiqriac Cveni Tanakurseli iyo) miambo:<br />
Cemi winaprebisagan gamigonia: CveerTxel<br />
kidev maxsendeba dekabristebis<br />
colebi da Cveni oTar kandelaki<br />
da misi meuRle margo, romelic gadasaxlebaSi<br />
gahyva saqmros da iq daiweres<br />
jvari.<br />
biWebi<br />
_ biWebi unda gavanebivroT, isini<br />
SeiZleba omSi aRmoCndnen. – Caiwera<br />
marina cvetaevam da, samwuxarod, es<br />
sityvebi cudad auxda: misi erTader-<br />
Ti biWi omSi daiRupa, Tumca, sabednierod,<br />
marina am dRes ver moeswro: manamde<br />
CamoixrCo Tavi!<br />
* * *<br />
_ miZRvnebi saWiro araa! miZRvnebi<br />
leqss amiweben! _ rogorc<br />
yovelTvis amjeradac camdis marTalia<br />
marina cvetaeva, romelsac ioseb<br />
brodski meoce saukunis pirvel rus<br />
poetad Tvlida da romelsac mec veTanxmebi.<br />
* * *<br />
_ ZaRlurad cxovrobs adamiani,<br />
roca ZaRlis ayvana ar SeuZliao, – ambobda<br />
ilia erenburgi, romelic<br />
rogorc Cans, ZaRlis didi moyvaruli<br />
iyo da albaT – mepatronec.<br />
sainteresoa<br />
ariadna efronma – marina cvetaevas<br />
qaliSvilma – moigona, Tu rogor<br />
gaicno 1957 wlis ianvarSi, peredelkinoSi,<br />
pasternakis agarakze, ana axmatova<br />
da:<br />
_ livanovi icinoda da ise gaixsena<br />
didixnis winandeli qarTuli poeziis<br />
saRamo: boris pasternaki saSinlad<br />
xarxarebda, ana axmatova ki mokrZalebiT<br />
da Semwynareblurad iRimeboda.<br />
drodadro yvelas pirSi misCereboda<br />
da dabejiTebiT iRimeboda wesieri<br />
ymawvili andriuSa.<br />
vaxtang javaxaZe<br />
leqs idanamde<br />
ni gvaris winaparma berik javaxma pirveli<br />
Ramis uflebis darRvevis gamo<br />
Tavisi batoni mokla da mesxeT-javaxeTidan<br />
imereTSi gamoiqca. erTi misi<br />
memkvidre zemo imereTSi – WiaTuris<br />
raionSi dasaxlda da daerqvaT javaxiZeebi,<br />
meore memkvidre ki qvemo imereTSi<br />
quTaisTan axlos (qvitiri, maRlaki)<br />
dasaxlda da javaxaZeebad iwodebiano.<br />
mesxeT-javaxeTSi Cveni winaprebi<br />
mebrZol mxedrionebad iyvnen cnobilnio.<br />
etyoba, zemo imereTSi ufrosi Zma<br />
dasaxlda _ javaxi (javaxiZe), qvemo<br />
imereTSi ki umcrosi – javaxa (javaxaZe),<br />
radgan a-xmovani qarTulSi kninobiTis<br />
aRmniSvnelia.<br />
meore saukunis armazis bilingvaSi<br />
moxseniebulia qarTlis pitiaxSi javaxi<br />
(Zevax) da misi asuli serafiti,<br />
romelic 21 wlisa gardaicvala. mcxe-<br />
Tis gaTxrebisas mamakacis samarxSi aRmoCnda<br />
beWedi, romelzec amotvifrulia<br />
mamakacis saxe da warwera: `javax,<br />
Cemo sicocxleo!~ (es beWedi colma<br />
– karpakma Caatana saflavSi meuRles).<br />
maSasadame, javaxiSvilebisa, javaxiZeebisa<br />
da javaxaZeebis gvari meore<br />
saukunidan modis.<br />
saSiSi samyaro<br />
_ wignebis samyaro – saSiSi samyaroao.<br />
– ambobs cveigi. saocaria, amas<br />
germaneli ambobs da misi azri emTxveva<br />
germaneli faSistebis azrs, romlebmac<br />
wignebis koconebi daanTes 1932<br />
wels berlinis quCebSi.<br />
qalebi<br />
varlam Salamovi, romelmac cxovrebis<br />
umetesi nawili gadasaxlebaSi<br />
gaatara, wers:<br />
_ qalebi ufro patiosnebi da ufro<br />
erTgulebi arian. kolimaze ar yofila<br />
SemTxveva, qmari rom Camosuliyo<br />
colTan, qalebi ki xSirad Camodiodneno.<br />
sainteresoa, ra moxda aseTi<br />
sasacilo qarTuli poeziis saRamoze,<br />
razedac icinian da xarxareben rusi<br />
poetebi – pasternaki, axmatova da<br />
voznesenski, maSin, rodesac iq ar imyofebian<br />
boris pasternakis megobari<br />
qarTveli mwerlebi – peredelkinos<br />
xSiri stumrebi!<br />
Tbilisi – samoTxe<br />
rodesac parizidan sabWoTa kav-<br />
SirSi dabrunebas apirebda, marina<br />
cvetaevas moskovi aRar moswonda: niuiorks<br />
daemsgavsao. 1936 wlis 29 marts<br />
ana teskovas miswera Tavisi qmris ganzraxvis<br />
Sesaxeb:<br />
_ sergei iakovleviCi mTavazobs<br />
tifliss (samoTxes). me me – saiTac<br />
mimiTiTeben. me didixania Cemi qveynis<br />
vali maqvs.<br />
diax, yoveli rusis warmodgenaSi<br />
saqarTvelo samoTxea da amitomac ver<br />
elevian samoTxes. ise, marina cvetaevas<br />
qmrisTvis sergei efronisaTvis<br />
rom daejerebina da TbilisSi Camosuliyo,<br />
SeiZleba Tavic ar moekla.<br />
yovel SemTxvevaSi, aq aucileblad iSovnida<br />
sasadilos WurWlis mrecxavis<br />
samuSaos, razedac evakuaciaSi uari<br />
uTxres TviTmkvlelobamde ramdenime<br />
dRiT adre.<br />
parnasis misamarTi<br />
2005 wlis 22 aprils gamovida gazeT<br />
`parnasis~ mexuTe nomeri, romlis redaqtoric<br />
amieridan irakli vaxtangis<br />
Ze javaxaZea. gadavaTvaliere gaze-<br />
Ti da redaqciis misamarTi ar aweria.<br />
redaqcias calke ofisi arca aqvs, ibe-<br />
Wdeba levan TiTmerias stambaSi – gamomcemloba<br />
`saaris~ stambaSi. me iraklis<br />
gavexumre: uxerxulia, miawere<br />
gazeTs redaqciis misamarTi-meTqi:<br />
`parnasis~ misamarTia: mTawmindis aRmarTi,<br />
mamadaviTis ezo.<br />
ratomac ara!<br />
CubCikas palitraSi sanTliT saZebaria<br />
aSkara TeTri, xolo rodesac<br />
waawydebi, Tvali gaixarebs. gikvirs:<br />
ratom ase iSviaTad ratomac ara,<br />
swored iSviaTad da Zunwad, rom moyvarul<br />
Tvals moenatros, Zalian moenatros<br />
da, rodesac waawydeba, erTbaSad<br />
gaixaros, ufro gaixaros!<br />
vin wers da vis sweren<br />
ukanasknel TveebSi emzar kvitaiSvilis<br />
piradi biblioTekidan, romlis<br />
erTguli da aqtiuri wevri var ager<br />
TiTqmis oci weliwadia, marina cvetaevas<br />
qaliSvilis – ariadna efronis<br />
piradi werilebis ori krebuli wavikiTxe:<br />
I _ boris pasternakisadmi da II<br />
– olga ivinskaiasa da misi qaliSvilis<br />
– irina emelianovasadmi. cxadia,<br />
pirveli ufro sainteresoa, magram<br />
amave dros ufro maRalmxatvrulicaa,<br />
WeSmarit prozasTan wilnayari.<br />
gansxvaveba imdenad aSkaraa, rom ori<br />
sxvadasxva avtori gegoneba. etyoba:<br />
adresatsac didi mniSvneloba aqvs: ara<br />
marto imas – vin wers, aramed imasac –<br />
vis sweren.<br />
biZina ivanaSvilis Zegli<br />
ukanasknel aTwleulSi, rodesac<br />
televizoris ekranidan da presis<br />
furclebidan Tavs gvabezreben politikuri<br />
da ara marto politikuri Janris<br />
sifaTebi, saqarTveloSi gaCnda<br />
erTi ucnauri interesi: gamoCnda<br />
(ukacravad – daimala) kaci, romlis<br />
pirovnebamac mTeli qveyana daainteresa.<br />
es gaxlavT Zveli gadamwerlebisa<br />
da freskis mxatvrebis Rirseuli STamomavali:<br />
visac biZina ivanaSvilis gacnoba<br />
ainteresebs, yuradRebiT<br />
daaTvalieros ganaxlebuli rusTavelis<br />
Teatri rusTavelis prospeqtze,<br />
aRdgenili marjaniSvilis Teatri<br />
marjaniSvilis quCaze, gadarCenili<br />
ilias saxl-muzeumi da veeberTela<br />
karmidamo saguramoSi da ase Semdeg da<br />
ase Semdeg... amis Semdeg ki Tvalebi<br />
daxuWos da, rasac warmoidgens da ixilavs,<br />
swored is iqneba biZina ivanaSvilis<br />
Zegli, romelic mTels saqarTveloSi<br />
dgas da yoveli mxridan erTnairad<br />
ikiTxeba, TandaTan ixveweba da<br />
maRldeba. piradad CemTvis imdenad<br />
STambeWdavia es Zegli, arc ki visurvebdi<br />
biZina ivanaSvilis gacnobas,<br />
radgan WeSmariti Zegli yovelTvis<br />
aRemateba Cveulebrivi mokvdavis<br />
xatebas.<br />
erTi dRis SiSi<br />
1931 Tu 1932 wels mixeil javaxiSvilma<br />
TavisTvis CainiSna:<br />
_ erTi dRisa meSinia: dro mova da<br />
Cemi binis win Savi baldaxini gaCerdeba.<br />
samwuxarod, aseTi saSiSi dRec ki<br />
ar aRirses mwerals.<br />
Sexvedra<br />
imave wlebSi mixeil javaxiSvilma<br />
Caiwera:<br />
- dedakacis suni: axlad gaTibuli<br />
damWknari balaxi, fiWvi da sxv.<br />
ormocdaori wlis Semdeg, 1973<br />
wels, murman lebaniZem dawera:<br />
marekebi Slidnen banaks,<br />
qari CamiCumiT hqroda,<br />
viweq, romeliRac balaxs<br />
ucbad – qalis suni hqonda.<br />
ra Tqma unda, poets prozaikosis<br />
Canaweri wakiTxuli ar hqonda!<br />
yvelaze patiosani<br />
kaci, romelic Ramis samisnaxevarze<br />
wiTel svetaforTan manqanas<br />
gaaCerebs.<br />
`biblioTeka _ samoTxe~<br />
es metafora ekuTvnis xorxe luis<br />
borxess, romelic adre dabrmavda da<br />
mogvianebiT argentinis nacionaluri<br />
biblioTekis direqtorad daniSnes.<br />
borxesma dawera ormocstriqoniani<br />
leqsi – `saCuqrebis poema~, sadac biblioTekas<br />
samoTxe uwoda: RmerTma<br />
wyvdiadTan erTad wignebic maCuqa da<br />
sibrmavec SemiZlia saCuqrad CavTvaloo,<br />
_ radgan borxesze adre am biblioTekis<br />
direqtorad muSaobda aseve<br />
brma mwerali – pol grusaki (1848-1929),<br />
romelmac borxesis azriT udidesi<br />
gavlena moaxdina mTels argentinul
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
literaturaze. rogorc borxesma<br />
gvian Seityo, amave biblioTekis direqtorad<br />
muSaobda aseve brma argentineli<br />
mwerali – xose marmoli (1817-<br />
1871).<br />
aTeistebi<br />
fizikosebi upiratesad aTeistebi<br />
arian. miuxedavad amisa, albert ain-<br />
Stainma, asakSi rom Sevida, ganacxada:<br />
ar megona, RmerTi Tu kamaTels agorebdao.<br />
xolo nils borma, roca daberda,<br />
aRiara: raRac unda iyoso.<br />
ukmayofilo rusTaveli<br />
ukmayofileba _ yoveli normaluri<br />
adamianis Tandayolili<br />
Tvisebaa. TviT rusTavelic ki albaT<br />
ukmayofilo wavida am qveynidan. arada,<br />
ratom ar unda yofiliyo sruliad<br />
bednieri `vefxistyaosnis~ avtori<br />
Tundac imitom, rom meore `vefxistyaosani~<br />
ver dawera!<br />
dunkanisa da niJinskis memkvidre<br />
erTxel niu-iorkSi rixard Strausma<br />
didi sufra gauSala aisedora dunkansa<br />
da vaclav niJinskis. sufraze<br />
aisedoram vaclavs Seaxsena:<br />
_ Tu gaxsovT, didixnis winaT, veneciaSi<br />
me SemogTavazeT gagveCina bavSvi.<br />
warmogidgeniaT, rogori mocekvave<br />
mogvevlineboda! maSin am ideam<br />
ar dagainteresaT. axla, vatyob, SeicvaleT<br />
da ufro mowyale TvalebiT<br />
SehyurebT qalebs.<br />
sufraze uxerxuli siCume Camovarda.<br />
_ me ar Sevcvlilvar, iseve miyvars<br />
yvela, rogorc qristes uyvarda, –<br />
upasuxa vaclavma.<br />
cxadia, genia genebiT ar gadaicema<br />
da mainc saintereso iqneboda virtuozi-mocekvave<br />
dunkanisa da virtuozi-mocekvave<br />
niJinskis memkvidre.<br />
aisedora TerTmeti wliT ufrosi<br />
iyo vaclavze!<br />
antiCexovi<br />
Cexovi ambobda: yvelafers vwerdi<br />
– garda danosebisao.<br />
Cvens gamomcemlobaSi – `wignis<br />
sasaxleSi~ ki `muSaobs~ erTi uwignuri,<br />
romelsac arafris dawera ar Seu-<br />
Zlia, garda danosisa.<br />
dResac Tvalwin midgas<br />
5-6 wlisa viqnebodi. quTaisSi, Cvens<br />
quCaze, sarajiSvilis quCaze, elda<br />
meca: iaraRmomarjvebul miliciels<br />
win qamarSexsnili patimari miuZRoda<br />
cixisaken, romelic axlos iyo. damna-<br />
SavesaviT gavSeSdi. Semebrala ganwiruli<br />
ucnobi. Cems TvalSi igi camde<br />
marTali iyo da mTeli qveyana – damna-<br />
Save. im Rames Zalian cudad meZina.<br />
ramdenime dRe im patimarze vfiqrobdi<br />
da dResac Tvalwin midgas.<br />
* * *<br />
almanax `saunjeSi~ rom Cems mier<br />
Targmnili maiakovskis `Sarvliani<br />
Rrubeli~ ibeWdeboda, redaqtorma<br />
konstantine lorTqifaniZem miTxra:<br />
boris pasternaki ambobda, rodesac<br />
leqss vTargmni, sami striqoni avtoriseulia,<br />
erTi ki Cemio (cxadia, gariTmul<br />
leqss gulisxmobda).<br />
Cemi azriT, pasternaki am Sefardebas<br />
Tavis sasargeblod arRvevda da<br />
sworadac iqceoda, Tumca, klasikas<br />
roca Targmnida, ufro axlos iyo<br />
originalTan.<br />
Cemi Targmanis momzadebisas redaqtorma<br />
iseTi SeniSvnebi SemomTavaza,<br />
gamikvirda da momewona kidec. batoni<br />
konstantine xom axalgazrdobaSi da<br />
zogjer – sibereSic leqsebs werda!<br />
saWiro Tu moulodneli<br />
saWiro sityva – saWiro adgilas, –<br />
ase ganmartaven xolme klasikur<br />
stils da am ganmartebas mxatvrul<br />
literaturasac miusadageben xolme.<br />
igi ufro misaRebia filosofosebisaTvis,<br />
sxvadasxva dargis mecnierebebisaTvis,<br />
Tundac – friadosani moswavleebisaTvis.<br />
mxatvrul literaturas<br />
ki, gansakuTrebiT – poezias, ase-<br />
Ti ganmarteba ufro Seesabameba: moulodneli<br />
sityva – saWiro adgilas.<br />
* * *<br />
Turme nobelis premiis pirvel<br />
raundSi yovelwliurad eqvsi aTasamde<br />
kandidati ganixileba, ukanasknel<br />
raundSi ki rCeba – asormocdaaTi.<br />
amaze didi konkursi warmoudgenelia<br />
da Sesabamisad – amaze Rirseuli jildoc!<br />
`geniosebis premia~<br />
1981 wels StatebSi ioseb brodskis<br />
mianiWes egreTwodebuli `geniosebis<br />
premia~ – xuTwliani stipendia _<br />
yovelwliurad 40 aTasi dolari.<br />
es premia-stipendia daaarsa makarturebis<br />
fondma. premiis raodenoba<br />
laureatis asakis mixedviT ganisazRvreba.<br />
yovel weliwadSi emateba<br />
8 aTasi dolari. im weliwads yvelaze<br />
axalgazrdam - 21 wlis fizikosma –<br />
stiven volframma miiRo 24 aTasi<br />
dolari, xolo yvelaze asakovanma - 76<br />
wlis mweralma robert uorenma - 60<br />
aTasi dolari.<br />
brodski maSin 41 wlisa iyo.<br />
eRirseba ki odesme saqarTvelos<br />
aseTi premia-stipendiebi – Tundac<br />
ufro mokrZalebuli saxelobisa da<br />
raodenobisa<br />
ra icoda<br />
1987 wlis 21 ianvars brodskim uari<br />
ganacxada amerikis xelovnebis akademiis<br />
wevrobaze, radgan akademiis<br />
wevrad airCies evtuSenko. brodskim<br />
Tavisi gadawyvetileba presaSi gamoacxada,<br />
volkovTan saubarSi ki faqtebiT<br />
adasturebs, rom evtuSenko<br />
kagebes agenti iyo.<br />
sxvaTaSoris, 1964 wels sartrim<br />
nobelze ganacxada uari, radgan premiebis<br />
komiteti politikur mosazrebaTa<br />
gamo tendenciurobaSi daadana-<br />
Saula. erTi wlis Semdeg ki sabWoTa<br />
kavSiris umaRlesi sabWos prezidiumis<br />
Tavmjdomares miqoians gaugzavna<br />
werili da maSin sruliad ucnobi poetis<br />
- brodskis patimrobidan gan-<br />
Tavisufleba sTxova.<br />
ra icoda, rom momaval nobeliants<br />
gamoeqomaga!<br />
iaponuri literaturis saZiebeli<br />
akutagava riunoske (1892-1927) -<br />
Tavi moiwamla.<br />
arisima takeo (1878-1923) - Tavi CamoixrCo.<br />
daZai iosamu (1909-1948) - Tavi<br />
daixrCo.<br />
kavabata iausunari (1899-1972) - Tavi<br />
moiwamla gaziT.<br />
masima iukio (1925-1970) - Tavi moikla<br />
xarakiriT.<br />
kobo abe (1924-1993) - Tavi Seikava.<br />
TavSekavebulis aRsareba<br />
ormocdacameti weliwadi `wignis<br />
sasaxleSi~ gavatare (1956-2009).<br />
profesorma ivane qavTaraZem universitetis<br />
aspirantoba SemomTavaza<br />
da Tavi Sevikave.<br />
profesorma giorgi abzianiZem<br />
literaturis institutis aspirantoba<br />
SemomTavaza da Tavi Sevikave.<br />
simon Ciqovanma `mnaTobSi~ mimiwvia<br />
da Tavi Sevikave.<br />
xuta berulavam jer `nakadulSi~<br />
mimiwvia, mere – `ciskarSi~ da orivejer<br />
Tavi Sevikave.<br />
luka xundaZem `meranSi~ mimiwvia da<br />
Tavi Sevikave.<br />
rezi TvaraZem `literaturul<br />
saqarTveloSi~ mimiwvia da Tavi Sevikave.<br />
ormocdacameti weliwadi gamomcemlobaSi<br />
viTanamSromle. icvleboda<br />
gamomcemlobis saxelwodeba (`saxelgami~,<br />
`sabWoTa saqarTvelo~,<br />
`saqarTvelo~, `axali saqarTvelo~)<br />
da icvleboda Cemi Tanamdebobac (redaqtori,<br />
ufrosi redaqtori, redaqciis<br />
gamge, mTavari redaqtoris<br />
moadgile, mTavari redaqtori, direqtori).<br />
axla `wignis sasaxle~ auqcionze<br />
iyideba da, etyoba `wignis sasaxlis~<br />
istoria da Cemi kariera erTad dasruldeba<br />
(sasaxle 70 wlisaa, me - 77<br />
wlisa).<br />
samwuxaro SekiTxva<br />
2007 wlis 1 oqtombers gamomcemlobis<br />
koridorSi lamazi qalbatoni Semomxvda.<br />
Tvali ucnobisaken gameqca.<br />
ucnobma gamiRima da, iciT, ra mkiTxa<br />
_ ukacravad, aq tualeti sad<br />
aris<br />
esec Sen, Cemo bebero Tavo!<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
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2007 wlis 18 dekembers didubis pan-<br />
TeonSi dakrZales 87 wlis oTar CxeiZe.<br />
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ramdenime antisabWoTa romani dawera<br />
da dabeWda da cixeSi erTi dRec ar<br />
mjdara.<br />
namdvili bedisweraa! _ ori WeSmaritad<br />
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qelexis sufras Tamadobda jansuR<br />
korZaias vaJiSvili – eqimi kaci. misi<br />
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imaTi xsovnisa, romlebsac momxseniebeli<br />
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giorgi leoniZis romani<br />
giorgi leoniZe `natvris xis~ winasityvaSi<br />
wers:<br />
`xelCqarad momixda am wignis wera.<br />
sul ramdenime TveSi!<br />
Rolos uTqvams: netavi Cems patrons<br />
aTi wlis unaxavi Zma mouvides,<br />
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me vinatrebdi: netavi Cems gamomcemels<br />
qaRaldis mosvlam Seugvianos<br />
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miTxra: vapireb davwero romani Cems<br />
uiRblo romanze aristokrat qalbatonTano.<br />
axla vfiqrob: me rom saTanado Tanamdeboba<br />
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da dameZalebina, iqneb giorgi leoniZis<br />
romansac exila mzis sinaTle magram,<br />
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nawerebis tomma ixila mzis sinaTle!<br />
1966 wlis `ciskris~ pirvel nomer-<br />
Si daibeWda saubari giorgi leoniZesTan,<br />
romelmac ganacxada:<br />
_ `natvris xis~ weris dros me daviwye<br />
romani. sam Tabaxze meti davwere,<br />
magram mere Tavi davanebe. jer erTi,<br />
ara maqvs imedi, gavuZRve mas im masStabiT,<br />
rogorc mqonda ganzraxuli, meore<br />
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dro, mraval sazogadoebriv saqmianobaSi<br />
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poetma ar ganacxada, ra Temaze iwereboda<br />
romani. iqneb angariSgasawev<br />
axlobel pirovnebas – meuRles – moerida<br />
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sakalbases~ eZaxdnen.<br />
erTxel sarajiSvilis 49 nomer saxlTan<br />
– oficrebis samsarTulian SenobasTan<br />
– vTamaSobdiT (Cveni ezo 47<br />
nomeri iyo). iagoram Camoiara. me gavbede<br />
da mivaZaxe, mere Cveulebrivad gavagrZele<br />
TamaSi. uceb SemTxveviT mivixede<br />
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etli gauCerebia, xelSi maTraxi<br />
uWiravs da mZime nabijebiT Cemsken moemarTeba.<br />
sxva ra gza mqonda, sakmaod<br />
maRali samsarTuliani saxlis sadarbazoSi<br />
Sevvardi, kibeebze avirbine da<br />
meore sarTulidan gadmovxede: iagora<br />
qoSiniT amouyva kibes. mesame<br />
sarTulze aviWeri da mere sxvenze aRmovCndi.<br />
vinaidan qoSini TandaTan miaxlovdeboda,<br />
saxuravze gavedi da<br />
buxris koSks amovefare. meetle sxven-<br />
Sic amovida da saxuravis jixurSi<br />
gamohyo Tavi, magram meti veRar gabeda,<br />
sakuTari tanis simZimem ar amouSva.<br />
miixed-moixeda, erTic amoixvneSa<br />
da mwared Seigina. Sevyovndi da kargaxnis<br />
Semdeg saxuravidan davinaxe,<br />
rogor gavida quCaSi da rogor<br />
daubrunda sakuTar etls.<br />
1992 wels patara leqsi davwere:<br />
Canawerebi<br />
13<br />
mogoneba ZvelisZveli _<br />
bevri gamimetebia,<br />
magram am erTs ver vimeteb:<br />
Cemi quCis etlebia!<br />
Cemi `mersedesebia~,<br />
Cemi `toiotebia~,<br />
sxva quCaze dahqrian da<br />
samudamod mSordebian!<br />
erTxel kidev Caiare<br />
da kvlav aRar gagabrazeb,<br />
erTxel, Tqveno brwyinvalebav,<br />
iagora sakalbase!<br />
es epizodi gamaxsena giorgi leoniZis<br />
`natvris xis~ erTma patara<br />
moTxrobam `meetle iagora~: iagora<br />
soflidan gaiqca da Tbilisis quCebSi<br />
mierekeboda cxenebs. ormoci wlis Semdeg<br />
`miwam moakiTxa~ da sofels<br />
daubrunda. magram qalaqis nostalgias<br />
veRar gauZlo da Tavi CamoixrCo.<br />
ase Sexvdnen erTmaneTs giorgi leoniZis<br />
iagora da Cemi iagora. cxadia,<br />
giorgi leoniZe ar icnobda quTaisel<br />
meetles da es albaT saxelebis SemTxveviTi<br />
damTxvevaa. erTi ki danamdvilebiT<br />
SemiZlia daviCemo: Cemi iagora<br />
Tavis CamomxrCobi namdvilad ar<br />
iyo.<br />
poetebis qveyana _ 2008<br />
pekinis quCaze wignebis maRaziaSi<br />
qaliSvili Taroebs aTvalierebs. gadmoiRo<br />
wigni, gadaSala da umal gvelnakbeniviT<br />
gaagdo xelidan:<br />
- ui! leqsebi yofila!<br />
oqtomberi-noemberi-dekemberi<br />
1935 wlis meoTxe kvartalSi rusuli<br />
literaturis istoriaSi sami mniSvnelovani<br />
movlena moxda:<br />
oqtomberSi daapatimres ana axmatovas<br />
qmari da vaJiSvili. boris pasternakma<br />
werili gaugzavna stalins:<br />
Tqven erTxel misayvedureT, ratom ar<br />
gamoesarCle Sens megobar poets – osip<br />
mandelStamso. amitom amjerad gTxovT,<br />
Cemi uaxloesi pirovnebis ojaxis<br />
wevrebi gaaTavisufloTo. ori dRis<br />
Semdeg nikoloz punini da lev gumiliovi<br />
gamouSves.<br />
noemberSi lilia brikma stalins<br />
miswera, vladimer maiakovskis<br />
Rirseulad ar afasebeno. stalinma<br />
werils mkacri rezolucia daado da<br />
eJovs gaugzavna: maiakovski iyo da<br />
aris sabWoTa epoqis uniWieresi poeti<br />
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pirveli naxevari teqsti<br />
Cemi skolis fasadzec ki iyo amotvifruli<br />
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Cemze adre maiakovski swavlobda).<br />
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madloba gadauxada ana axmatovas<br />
qmar-Svilis ganTavisuflebisaTvis.<br />
Semdeg auwya: didixania,<br />
TqvenTvis mokrZalebuli saCuqris<br />
morTmevas vapirebdi. `qarTveli lirikosebi~<br />
susti da warumatebeli<br />
wignia da Tuki mosawoni ram gaaCnia,<br />
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maiakovskis gamo. maiakovski miyvars<br />
da mas mTeli wigni mivuZRveni.<br />
Tqvenma gamosarClebam gadamarCina:<br />
mas Semdeg, rac Tqven maiakovski pirvel<br />
adgilze daayeneT, braldebasaviT<br />
momexsna gadaWarbebuli warmodgena<br />
Cems poeziaze, rac dasavleTis gavlenam<br />
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mSvidad vicxovro da<br />
vimuSaoo.<br />
boris pasternakma qarTuli ar<br />
icoda da metad subieqturi warmodgena<br />
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erTi leqsisa – `cisa fers~) da amis<br />
Sesaxeb xSirad laparakobda. arc imas<br />
malavda, rom es Targmanebi finansuri<br />
dainteresebis Sedegs warmoadgenda.<br />
1941 wels dramaturgma aleqsandre<br />
gladkovma Caiwera pasternakis sityvebi:<br />
- Seqspiri TiTqmis arafers ma-<br />
Zlevs, qarTveli poetebi ki – weliwadnaxevaria<br />
purs maWmeven.<br />
gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi
14 interviu<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
givi Sahnazari:<br />
mTargmneli<br />
`uflis nebiTaa yovelive~<br />
rogorc vambobT xolme – tradiciul ojaxSi davibade... sulierebis<br />
cneba, albaT, didedisa da dedis iavnanaTi, maT mier monaTxrobi zRaprebiTa<br />
da miTiuri ambebiT, adgilis dedis madliT, Cemi bavSvobis "uflis ezoTi"<br />
da kidev, arc vici, ra sikeTiT moxda, an iqneb - tkiviliTac!..<br />
skola da umaRlesi qarTuli rom davamTavre, amas isedac xvdebiT.<br />
skolaSi gansakuTrebuli warmatebiT maTematikur da humanitarul<br />
sagnebs vswavlobdi. ase rom, arCevani `fizikasa da lirikas~ Soris unda<br />
gamekeTebina...<br />
lirikam `imarjva...~<br />
es aris da es! viTom..<br />
_ Tqvens mier Targmnili erTerTi<br />
avtoris Sesaxeb ambobT, `ufunqcio,<br />
enis moCleqiT~ aJRerebuli<br />
leqsis uarmyofelad mogvevlinao.<br />
TqvenTvis, pirvel rigSi rogorc<br />
mkiTxvelisTvis, albaT arasaintereso<br />
da miuRebelia arafrismTqmeli,<br />
`gapranWuli~ poezia; vfiqrob<br />
saTargmnelad amgvar leqss arasodes<br />
airCevT...<br />
_ diax, `ufunqcio, enis moCleqiT~<br />
aJRerebuli leqsis uarmyofeli es<br />
poeti somxur poeziaSi meoce saukunis<br />
ormocian wlebSi gamoCnda da amis<br />
gamo bevri mteric siyrmidanve gaiCina...<br />
es avtori samyaros nebismieri qveynis<br />
mkiTxvelisaTvis gasageb, xSir<br />
SemTxvevaSi, sulisSemZvrel gancdebze<br />
`gvesaubreboda~ da sulac ar<br />
dagidevdaT istoriuli bedukuRmar-<br />
TobiT gamowveuli usagno versifikaciuli<br />
mdinarebebis `mravalsaxeobas~<br />
Tu socrealizmis marwuxeb-<br />
Si moqceuli egreTwodebuli `paravozis~<br />
kivils... xolo, rac Seexeba Cems<br />
arCevans, mTargmneli am mxriv TiTqmis<br />
Tavisufalia, mas veravin aiZulebs,<br />
maincdamainc ama Tu im avtoris Targmnas...<br />
es `TiTqmis~ ki imas gulisxmobs,<br />
rom TargmniT ki Targmnidi mavansa da<br />
mavan avtors, magram dabeWdviT Cven-<br />
Tan ver dabeWdavdi, radgan isini `socrealizmis<br />
dauZinebel mtrebad~ miiCneodnen<br />
da oficialurad `centridan~<br />
ikrZalebodnen. Tumca, isic unda<br />
davadasturo, rom Cven, arc, Tu iSviaTad,<br />
am opuss ar vepuebodiT da aseTi<br />
`ucxo frinvelebis~ Cvens sivrceSi<br />
`kriminalur Semoparebazec~ ar vambobdiT<br />
uars.<br />
_ Tqvens mier Targmnil avtorebs,<br />
miuxedavad imisa, rom isini sxvadasxva<br />
epoqaSi cxovrobdnen, erTi<br />
ram aerTianebT – maTi fiqri, maTi sityva<br />
samSoblos farglebs, sazRvrebs<br />
gacdenilia, Zalian masStaburad azrovneben,<br />
zogadsakacobrio problemebs,<br />
Tematikas exebian da amitom,<br />
maTi poezia gasagebi da axlobelia<br />
nebismieri erovnebis mkiTxvelisa-<br />
Tvis. amave dros, isini Zalian erovnul<br />
poetebad rCebian. swored am<br />
saocari sinTezis gamo, maTi Semoqmedeba<br />
dros uZlebs...<br />
_ Tqveni am SekiTxvis pasuxad, Cems<br />
erT principul Sexedulebasac<br />
getyviT: `striqonTa gamravlebis~<br />
mimdevari arasodes vyofilvar;<br />
yovelTvis imas vcdilobdi, saTargmni<br />
iseTnairad SemerCia da ise meTargmna,<br />
rom Cvens cocxal literaturul<br />
process `gerad~ ar mieCnia; mTargmnelis<br />
`ambiciac~ swored amas gulisxmobs!<br />
roca amas vambob, yovelTvis<br />
erTi `mkrexeluri~ Sesaxsenebelic<br />
meZaleba, rom Cveni klasikuri literaturis<br />
araerTi da ori warmomadgeneli<br />
mxolod TiTo leqsiTaa istoriis<br />
kuTvnilebad damsaxurebulad miCneuli...<br />
ase rom, niWieri mTargmnelis wyalobiT,<br />
Cveni literaturis istoriis<br />
`RviZl Svilad~ qcevis Sansi araerT<br />
ucxoel Semoqmedsac eZleva...<br />
_ amis Semdeg, albaT bunebrivia<br />
paruir sevakze, gasuli saukunis<br />
udides avtorze visaubroT... igi<br />
erT-erTia im SemoqmedTagan, romlis<br />
teqstebze muSaobac, rogorc mTargmnels,<br />
vfiqrob, Zalian gizidavT,<br />
gainteresebT; sevaks Tqvens literaturul<br />
cxovrebaSi sakmaod didi adgili<br />
uWiravs. miambeT masTan Tqvens<br />
pirvel `Sexvedraze~, `urTierTobebze~...<br />
- paruir sevaki ise wavida am qveynidan,<br />
rom moSurneTa, mabezRarTa da<br />
bogano `ZlierTa ama qveynisaTa~ Tvali<br />
da yuri arasodes moSorebia. misi<br />
yoveli nabiji da yoveli striqoni<br />
`iCxrikeboda~. mere, rogorc wesi,<br />
yovelive es iq iyrida Tavs, sadac `jer<br />
ars~ da, rom vera da ver `moaTvinieres~<br />
es `pirwavardnili poeti-disidenti~,<br />
rom uzenaesTa navSi bolos misi `Cajdoma~<br />
gadawyvites. mweralTa kavSiris<br />
mdivnadac airCies, `did dedaqalaqs~<br />
sakavSiro yrilobaTa delegatadac ki<br />
awvies, magram misi guli mainc verafriT<br />
moiges. erTxel giJis perangis<br />
Cacmac ki moundomes... ai, am `specmkurnalTagan~<br />
neli menaRariSvilma<br />
ixsna, misma meuRlem. sevaks maSin ara<br />
mxolod Tavis samSoblosa da mTel<br />
sabWoTa sivrceSi icnobdnen, aramed<br />
mis sazRvrebs gareTac. vinc icis, ZalmomreobiT<br />
Tavs moxveuli misi<br />
biografiuli labirinTebisa, man isic<br />
kargad icis, `iqmenin naTelis~ damamkvidrebeli<br />
rom iyo, raRa Tqma unda,<br />
ufliT... CvenSi, albaT, Znelad Tu warmoidgens<br />
vinme, rom mweralTa kavSiris<br />
nebismieri mdivnis axlad dabeWdili<br />
wignis mTeli tiraJi stambis ezoSi<br />
gamoetanaT da saqveynod daewvaT! es<br />
iyo paruir sevakis bolo wigni – `iqmenin<br />
naTeli~.<br />
Cems mier Targmnili es poeturi<br />
krebuli orjer gamovida; pirvelad<br />
gasuli saukunis samocdaaTian wleb-<br />
Si, mxatvruli Targmanisa da literaturul<br />
urTierTobaTa mTavari saredaqcio<br />
kolegiis mier – proeqtiT<br />
`somxuri literaturis biblioTeka~,<br />
meored _ kavkasiuri saxlis kulturis<br />
centris xeldasmiT, ufro sruli,<br />
Sevsebuli. me, ZiriTadad, periodikas<br />
`vekuTvni~ da ar SemiZlia, naira gelaSvili<br />
am mowadinebisaTvis madlierebiT<br />
ar movixsenio. aqve isic<br />
unda aRvniSno, rom mTargmnelobiT<br />
kolegias msgavsi proeqtebi sxvac bevri<br />
hqonda, magram principulad ar iviwyebda<br />
karis mezobelTa kulturas.<br />
`maRali sinjiT~ ase Semovidnen<br />
qarTul mTargmnelobiT literaturaSi<br />
paruir sevaki da hrant maTevosiani,<br />
xolo mTargmnelebma zezva medulaSvilma<br />
da Tqvenma mona-morCilma<br />
ivane maCablisa da eRiSe Carencis premiebi<br />
daimsaxures. sevakis Sesaxeb imdeni<br />
ram vici da imdeni ram aris<br />
saTqmeli, rom SesaZloa, kiTxva-pasuxis<br />
aseT formatSi iqneb bevri ram gamomrCes<br />
kidec...<br />
gacnobiT ki CvenTan, erovnul biblioTekaSi,<br />
erT-erT somxur literaturul<br />
JurnalSi gavicani... pirvelive<br />
STabeWdileba didi iyo. is iyo da<br />
is, mas mere arc misi xelidan gamosuli<br />
gamomrCenia rame da arc masze arsebuli<br />
literatura. CemTvis es iyo<br />
sruliad gamorCeuli xmis Semoqmedi,<br />
ar moveridebi da vityvi – didi poeti<br />
da moazrovne. piradad, samwuxarod,<br />
gacnoba verc movaswari, erTi es ki<br />
unda vTqva, rom poetsa da mTargmnels<br />
Soris erTi keTilmosurne qarTveli<br />
qalbatoni, literatori neli menaRaraSvili<br />
idga, romelic Tavis<br />
meuRles yovelTvis uziarebda, Tu<br />
rogor TandaTanobiT ibadeboda<br />
`qarTveli poeti paruir sevaki...~<br />
wignis gamocemas ver moeswrnen.<br />
sul male avtokatastrofam Seiwira<br />
col-qmari.<br />
bavSvebi, armeni da koriuni, gadarCnen.<br />
dakrZalvas sulze Cavuswari.<br />
im zRva xalxSi trialebda azri,<br />
TiTqos es mowyobili katastrofa iyo.<br />
_ saiaTnova... Tqvens mier Targmnil<br />
leqsTa krebulis winasityvaoba-<br />
Si werT: `misi poeturi kultura,<br />
misi teqnika mTels somxur poeziaSi<br />
miuRweveli mwvervaliao~. aseTi rangis<br />
poetis Targmna rTuli ar aris<br />
- namdvilad asea. marTalia, misi<br />
leqsebi tfilisuri somxuri dialeqtiT<br />
iqmneboda, magram mis teqnikur<br />
jadoqrobas es sulac ar uSlida<br />
xels. swored amgvari siZnelisa gamoa,<br />
saiaTnovas somxuri leqsebi am mcire<br />
krebulSi srulad rom ar aris warmodgenili.<br />
_ is rom saiaTnova namdvilad<br />
saxalxo poetia da mis leqss dRemde<br />
ar eleva motrfialeni, imazec<br />
metyvelebs, rom Tqveni Targmani meored<br />
ise gamoica (Tan sakmaod didi<br />
tiraJiT), rom amis Sesaxeb arc ki<br />
icodiT...<br />
- saiaTnova rom marTlac saxalxo<br />
poetia, es sayovelTaod cnobilia,<br />
misi saxalxooba rom somxeTs,<br />
saqarTvelosa da azerbaijans moicavs,<br />
esec gasagebia, magram misi saxelis<br />
gamqveynebeli kidev is somxuri<br />
saTemoebic aris, romlebic istoriuli<br />
Znelbedobebis gamo qveynierebas<br />
aris modebuli.<br />
TbilisSic, maisis Tvis bolo kvira<br />
dRes, meidanSi, wminda giorgis saxelobis<br />
somxuri samociqulo marTlmadidebeli<br />
eklesiis ezoSi, am didi<br />
vardbulbulianelis pativsacemad<br />
~erTi vardis dResaswaulad~ saxeldebul<br />
poeziis dReze uamravi stumari<br />
Tu maspinZeli iyris Tavs. es dRe<br />
tradiciulia da misi mesafuZvleni<br />
saukunis win Cveni klasikosebi iyvnen...<br />
ovanes Tumaniani da gevorg baSinjaRiani...<br />
ioseb griSaSvili da giorgi leoniZe...<br />
ioseb imedaSvili da konstantine<br />
gamsaxurdia...<br />
erT-erT aseT dResaswaulze, gorgaslis<br />
moedanze gamarTul tribunaze<br />
Cems gverdiT mdgarma moris focxiSvilma,<br />
vigrZeni, jibeSi `Cumad~ raRac<br />
Camido... es `aRmoCnda~ saiaTnovas<br />
somxuri leqsebis Cemeuli Targmanis<br />
meore gamocema, Cveni megobari mxatvris,<br />
gogi wereTlis (pirveli gamocemis<br />
mxatvari koka ignatovi iyo) xeliT<br />
damSvenebuli; morisi gamomcemloba<br />
`nakadulis~ direqtori iyo da<br />
mis kacurkacobaze es faqti rogor<br />
metyvelebs, marto Cemi gansasjeli ar<br />
aris! yovelgvari Txovnisa da gegmis<br />
gareSe aseT feSqaSs, albaT, erTi daSxoSiani<br />
sityva Tu mouxdeba: aferum!..<br />
_ maxsovs, `<strong>literaturuli</strong> gaze-<br />
Tis~ furclebze XIII-XIV saukuneebis<br />
somexi avtoris nahapet quCakis<br />
Tqveneuli Targmanebi daibeWda. misi<br />
poezia, marTlac, saocrad `miwieria<br />
da amave dros zeciuric~...<br />
- nahapet quCakis es brwyinvale lirika<br />
qarTul periodikaSi ramodenime<br />
aTeuli welia periodulad Cndeboda<br />
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
xolme. ramdenadac vici, mkiTxvelis<br />
mowonebac daimsaxura. misma hairenebma<br />
(saleqso formaa aseTi) imdenad<br />
qarTuli forma da Sinaarsi miiRo,<br />
rom qarTuli xalxuri poeziis axladaRmoCenil<br />
nimuSebs daemsgavsa da<br />
erT-erTi <strong>gazeTi</strong>s redaqciaSi naxevrad<br />
seriozulad isic ki miTxres, es<br />
imdenad ar hgavs Targmnils, rom, mgoni,<br />
raRac sakuTaris `Semoparebas~<br />
gvipirebo. sxvadasxva dros aseve `Semovapare~<br />
rusuli poeziidan puSkinis<br />
`me Tqven miyvardiT~, belis `martooba~,<br />
pasternakis `zamTris Rame~, rom<br />
araferi meTqva somxuri poeziis mTel<br />
saanTologio saukeTeso CamonaTvalze...<br />
_ Tavis droze TbilisSi arsebobda<br />
unikaluri dawesebuleba _ mxatvruli<br />
Targmanisa da <strong>literaturuli</strong><br />
urTierTobebis kolegia.<br />
rogorc vici, am kolegiis wvlilicaa,<br />
rom aseTi maRali reitingis mTargmnelobiTi<br />
skola gvaqvs...<br />
_ poeti-mTargmnelis ostatoba<br />
msaxiobisas hgavs. gardasaxvis didi<br />
unari Tu ara gaqvs, amaod Caivlis Seni<br />
garja. gansxvaveba `mxolod~ arCevan-<br />
Sia... Sen da mxolod Sen irCev `personaJs~<br />
da yovelnairad unda ecado (aq<br />
RmerTis xelia aucilebeli!..) ise gardaisaxo<br />
masSi, rom Sengan, SeZlebisdagvarad,<br />
`bolomde~ gaTavisuflde...<br />
sxvadasxva epoqis erTmaneTisagan gansxvavebuli<br />
sxvadasxva poetebi `saku-<br />
Tari~ saxiT mxolod ase Tu warmoCindebian<br />
Sens mSobliur enaze.<br />
saqarTveloSi niWieri mTargmnelebis<br />
nakleboba rom yofiliyo, ver<br />
gaCndeboda (sulac, mgoni, mxolod<br />
mTel sabWoTa sivrceSi!) iseTi dawesebuleba,<br />
rogoric mxatvruli Targmanisa<br />
da literaturul urTierTobaTa<br />
mTavari saredaqcio kolegia iyo. es,<br />
imdroisaTvis (gasuli saukunis<br />
samocdaaTiani wlebia!) `ucxo sxeuli~<br />
SobisTanave kremls rom ar moeSTo,<br />
mweralTa kavSirTan arsebulad gamoacxades...<br />
maSin respublikebs amgvari<br />
fufunebis ufleba sastikad ekrZalebodaT!<br />
arada, `sakuTari~ dafinansebiTa<br />
da StatebiT damoukidebeli es<br />
samsaxuri arsebobis pirvelive dRidan<br />
iSva rogorc oazisi. saqmeSi Caer-<br />
To mTeli Cveni <strong>literaturuli</strong> Zalebi...<br />
sul cota xanSi kolegiam iseTi<br />
saxeli daigdo, rom masTan TanamSromlobis<br />
survils ara erTi ucxo qveynis<br />
warmomadgenelic gamoxatavda. aqve<br />
oTar nodia rom ar vaxseno, Cemi mxridan<br />
mkrexeloba iqneboda, radgan am<br />
saqmis ideis avtorica da Tavis damdgmelic<br />
pirvelyovlisa is iyo. kolegias<br />
Cemze ukeTesi TanamSromeli ar<br />
aklda, magram niSnis mogebiT, raRa<br />
Tqma unda, xumrobiT `vamayobdi~<br />
xolme, rom saStato erTeulis `nomer<br />
pirveli~ brZaneba me mergo-meTqi. vai,<br />
rom am marTlac Tavankara wyaros madli<br />
didxans ver SeiSvnes Sin da gareT<br />
da maTi nebsiT Tu uneblie Secdomebis<br />
wyalobiT male aimRvra am uCveulo<br />
dawesebulebis SemoqmedebiTi cxovreba.<br />
marTalia, `mas nuRar vstiriT, rac<br />
dakargulao~, ki gvirCevs Cveni didi<br />
winapari, magram zogzogTa avismqneloba<br />
gana advili mosanelebelia!<br />
erTi sityviT, ase iyo Tu ise, mxatvruli<br />
Targmanis kulturaze kolegiam<br />
didi dadebiTi roli mainc iTamaSa,<br />
rom ara is `oqros xana~, mTargmnelobiTi<br />
skola dRes ase kargad<br />
Znelad Tu gaitanda Tavs; mixaria, am<br />
urTulesi <strong>literaturuli</strong> Janris mimdevarni<br />
ase Rirseulad rom inar-<br />
Cuneben winamavalTa maRal dones.<br />
_ Tu aris teqsti, romlis Targmnac<br />
TqvenTvis dRemde ocnebad rCeba<br />
_ mTeli cxovrebis manZilze erTi<br />
profesiis mimdevars survilsa da ocnebas<br />
ra mouSlis! aseTi, CemTvis, albaT<br />
X saukunis didi poetisa da sasuliero<br />
piris, grigor narekacis<br />
`godebaTa matianea.~ es umZimesi `sajildao<br />
qvaa~... adrec momisinjavs adgilidan<br />
misi `daZvra~. vnaxoT. uflis<br />
nebiTaa yovelive.<br />
esaubra Tamar Juruli
14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
interviu<br />
15<br />
poeti<br />
lela samniaSvili:<br />
`emocia gzas TviTon poulobs~<br />
lela samniaSvilis pirveli poeturi krebuli "foto-abebi" gamomcemloba "meranSi" daibeWda oTxmocdaaTian<br />
wlebSi, im mZime periodSi, roca adamianebi cdilobdnen Tavi gadaerCinaT,ise rogorc maT esmodaT da "SeeZloT".<br />
studenti lela samniaSvilisTvis pirveli poeturi krebuli aRmoCnda SemoqmedebiTi arsebobis stimuli. Tumca,<br />
igi, bavSvobidan werda da aqveynebda leqsebs. "foto-abebis" Semdeg iyo "gvelis weliwadi" da"mudmivi tatu". swored<br />
am gzis gavliT mivida poeti "fraqtalebamde." rogorc avtori Tavad ambobs:"adamianebic fraqtalebs vgavarT,<br />
oRond droSi gagrZelebulebs." lelas leqsebic fraqtalebiviT erTmaneTs agrZeleben da avseben. poeti Tanabrad<br />
flobs verlibrsa da konvenciur leqss. amis dasturad gamodgeba misi bolodroindeli krebuli, sadac igi Tavisuflad,<br />
misTvis Cveuli sisadaviT gadmogvcems saTqmels. rogorc erTi kritikosi aRniSnavs: "vinc lela samniaSvilis<br />
poetur krebulebs da publikaciebs icnobs da moelis, igi kidev erTxel aRmoaCens, rogor icvleba da mravalferovandeba<br />
lela samniaSvilis Semoqmedeba."<br />
_ `ase TandaTan garTuldeba<br />
saswaulebi, me da Sen erTad gaoceba<br />
unda viswavloT~ _ es ori striqoni<br />
"dilispirulidanaa", es leqsi, rogorc<br />
mTlianad krebuli, marTas eZRvneba.<br />
veWvob, Sens pataras didi wvlili miuZRvis<br />
axali krebulis SeqmnaSi. wignis<br />
saTauric TavisTavad sainteresoa,<br />
vfiqrob SemTxveviT ar dagirqmevia, ratom<br />
"fraqtalebi"<br />
_ marTa maisSi daibada da gamosacemad<br />
momzadebul wignsac mar-<br />
TasTvis dawerili ramdenime leqsi<br />
daemata. miZRvna TiTqmis bolo dReeb-<br />
Si gavakeTe. CavTvale rom marTa, roca<br />
gaizrdeba, ixalisebs am wigniT. Tan,<br />
adreve SerCeuli saTauric Tematuri<br />
gamodga. fraqtalebi rTuli geometriuli<br />
figurebia, romlebic sakuTar<br />
msgavss Tavis TavSi, sxva masStabiT<br />
imeorebs. am cnebas qaosis simetriaSi<br />
vxvdebiT. martiv TvalsaCinoebad<br />
gvimris foTols, fifqis waxnagebs<br />
da Rrublis struqturas asaxeleben<br />
xolme. CemTvis ideebi, Temebi,<br />
simboloebic erTmaneTis fraqtalebia.<br />
adamianebic fraqtalebs vgavarT,<br />
oRond droSi gagrZelebulebs.<br />
am logikiT – me da marTac erTmaneTis<br />
fraqtalebi varT.<br />
_ axla cota xniT warsulSi gadavinacvloT,<br />
ramdenime wlis winaT<br />
debiutanti iyavi, maxsovs Seni pirveli<br />
krebuli"foto-abebi", Targmanebi<br />
_ silvia plaTs vgulisxmob, eseebi.<br />
rTulia sakuTar Semoqmedebaze<br />
saubari, magram mainc, iqneb gviTxra,<br />
rogor ganviTarda Seni Semoqmedeba<br />
pirveli poeturi krebulidan<br />
"fraqtalebamde"<br />
_90-ianis mZime wlebi iyo da visac<br />
riTi SeeZlo, imiT cdilobda Tavis<br />
gadarCenas. Cemi pirveli wigni zustad<br />
10 wlis winaT dabeWda "meranma". maSin<br />
studenti viyavi, marto fizikur gadarCenas<br />
ar vgulisxmob. iseTi raRacis<br />
gamoZebnas vgulisxmob, rac<br />
urTules droSic gexmareba sakuTari<br />
idealebi Seinaxo da optimistad<br />
darCe. saerTod, bavSvobidan vwerdi<br />
da leqsebis gamoqveynebac adreve<br />
daviwye. amitom, literaturis miRma<br />
aseTi "saevakuacio adgili" arc miZebnia.<br />
plaTis yvelaze ufro depresiuli<br />
leqsebis Targmnac ki TerapiasaviT<br />
iyo – mosawyen problemebs zurgs<br />
rom Seaqcev da raRac bevrad ufro<br />
lamazSi, Tundac bevrad ufro<br />
SemzaravSi Seabijeb. axla mikvirs<br />
kidec aseT mZime leqsebs ratom virCevdi<br />
saTargmnelad. Tumca, paralelurad<br />
sxva avtorebsac vTargmnidi. nebismiers,<br />
vinc CemTvis lamazi da Wkviani<br />
Canda. Cemi leqsebi am periodSi naklebad<br />
dramatuli iyo. asakidan gamomdinare,<br />
vaprotestebdi yvelafers,<br />
magram iSviaTad viyavi sasowarkveTili.<br />
fraqtalebamde Cemi<br />
kidev ori krebuli gamoqveynda – gvelis<br />
weliwadi da mudmivi tatu. leqsebi<br />
formiT da ganwyobiT krebulebis<br />
SigniTac gansxvavdeba. Cemi patar-patara<br />
Tavgadasavlebi, mogzaurobebi,<br />
imedgacruebebi da axali Suqurebi<br />
fraqtalebamde movida da aq bolo<br />
sami wlis leqsebia Segrovili. radgan<br />
dRiurebi arasdros miweria, es krebulebi<br />
dRiuris rveulebsac gavs –<br />
TiToeuli leqsi konkretul droSi da<br />
ambavSi mabrunebs xolme. rogori zogadic<br />
ar unda Candes, nebismieri leqsi<br />
xom Zalian piradulia.<br />
_ rogorc ambob, silvia plaTis<br />
mZime leqsebis Targmna erTgvari<br />
Terapia iyoo. ram gadagawyvetina<br />
"zarxufis" Targmna<br />
_ ramdenime wlis Semdeg, berkli-<br />
Si yofnis dros movaxerxe, gamocema ki<br />
kidev ufro dagvianda da es Targmani<br />
qalTa uflebebze momuSave fondma<br />
"tasom" gamosca. "zarxufis" Targmnis<br />
ideac studentobis periodSi gamiCda.<br />
es aris plaTis avtobiografiuli romani,<br />
romlis gmiric, niWieri axalgazrda<br />
poeti, SemoqmedebiTi krizisis<br />
periodSia da sakuTar fsiqikur aSlilobas<br />
wlebis mere - gareSe piriviT<br />
akvirdeba. roca es romani aRmovaCine,<br />
TviTonac 19-20 wlis viyavi da plaTis<br />
prototipis mesmoda. zrdasruloba-<br />
Si Sebijeba Zalian xSirad xdeba imedgacruebebiT<br />
da silvias ambavic<br />
swored aseTi imedgacruebuli gogos<br />
ambavia, visac cxovreba zarxufiviT<br />
emxoba Tavze. plaTis prototipi, es-<br />
Teri, sigiJis zRvarzea, magram amave<br />
dros didi niWisa da TviTironiis wyalobiT<br />
axerxebs literaturul eqsperimentad<br />
aqcios sakuTari sigiJec<br />
ki. plaTi Zalian zust metaforebs da<br />
simboloebs poulobs da romanSic poetad<br />
rCeba. am romanis popularoba<br />
ZiriTadad avtoris tragikulma istoriam<br />
da feministebis mxridan yuradRebam<br />
ganapiroba, Tumca enis da mxatvruli<br />
saxeebis gamo imaze ufro<br />
mniSvnelovani wignia, vidre TviTon<br />
plaTi Tvlida. wignis Targmani SarSan<br />
daibeWda. farTo mkiTxvelisTvis cnobili<br />
arc gamxdara, radgan fondis<br />
prerogativaSi ar Sedis wignis reklamireba<br />
da misi komerciuli miznebisTvis<br />
gamoyeneba. SeiZleba es kargicaa,<br />
imitom rom plaTs Zalian specifiuri<br />
mkiTxveli sWirdeba. is aravis<br />
arafers umsubuqebs da Terapiad –<br />
pirdapiri gagebiT – ver gamodgeba.<br />
_ radgan bavSvobidan wer da<br />
aqveyneb leqsebs, iqneb gaixseno, vis<br />
akiTxebdi da vis rCevebs iTvaliswinebdi<br />
_ Tavidan vukiTxavdi bebias da papas<br />
– imdeni leqsi wamikiTxes, rom ar<br />
SemeZlo sakuTaris gamogoneba da maT-<br />
Tvis wakiTxva ar damewyo. rCevebis<br />
gaTvaliswineba arasdros miyvarda.<br />
mgonia, rom umravlesoba, vinc wers,<br />
sakmaod jiutia da SeuZlebelia, Tu<br />
TviTon ar "gazarda" Tavisi Tavi, vinmem<br />
aswavlos "kargi leqsis wera". es ar<br />
niSnavs, rom komentarebi Tavis saqmes<br />
ar akeTebs. magram akeTebs sruliad<br />
arapirdapir. axla mkiTxvelis povna<br />
Zalian gaiolda. literaturul presaSi<br />
publikaciac ki aRar aris saWiro.<br />
axal leqsebs pirdapir, mTel virtualur<br />
lit. sazogadoebas vakiTxeb.<br />
nawerebs literaturul portalebze<br />
vaTavseb xolme da xSirad, axloblebic<br />
swored iq pouloben. Zalian cocxali<br />
procesia – Tavisi gansxvavebuli<br />
gamoxmaurebebiTa da reaqciebiT.<br />
_ orive saleqso formas, verlibrsa<br />
da konvenciurs erTnairad<br />
flob, romlisken ufro "migiwevs<br />
guli~<br />
_ es mTlianad ganwyobazea damokidebuli.<br />
saleqso formebis floba<br />
ubralod, imaSi gexmareba, rom roca<br />
emocia da saTqmeli modis, bevri ar<br />
eZebo saWiro ritmi. anu, emocia gzas<br />
TviTon poulobs, agekviateba da Caiwer.<br />
karg verlibrs metaforebi da idea<br />
kidev ufro zusti da mkafio sWirdeba.<br />
Tu leqsi Tavidanve simReras gavs<br />
da riTmac bunebrivad moaqvs, leqsic<br />
"konvenciuri" gamodis. saerTod,<br />
formas TviTon weris procesi gansazRvravs.<br />
leqsi, pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT,<br />
Tavis Tavs wers.<br />
_ arsebobs SenTvis iseTi daxuruli<br />
Tema, razec arasodes dawer<br />
_ sakuTar Tavs naklebad vukrZalav<br />
rames. anu, Tu rameze ar vwer, an<br />
rames ar vakeTeb, ara imitom, rom amas<br />
sakuTar TavTan didi brZolis Sedegad<br />
mivaRwie, aramed imitom, rom<br />
CemTvis ase ufro bunebrivia. SeiZleba<br />
es sisustec iyos. albaT yovelTvis<br />
nebismier Temaze davwer, rac namdvilad<br />
Semawuxebs. erTaderTi, rac<br />
vici, isaa, rom "TiTidan gamowovili"<br />
emociebi arc leqss da arc avtors ar<br />
sWirdeba. miTumetes, rom poezia yvelaze<br />
naklebadaa is sfero, romelic<br />
Tundac materialurad uzrunvelyofs<br />
adamians da SeuZlebelia vinmem<br />
"axalturos", an uxaliso samuSaosaviT<br />
akeTos.<br />
_ ras fiqrob axal qarTul<br />
gamocemebze, romel wignebs gamoarCevdi<br />
Tavisi <strong>literaturuli</strong> mniSvnelobiT<br />
_ Zalian mixaria, rom saqarvelo-<br />
Si sagamomcemlo saqme neli nabijebiT,<br />
magram win midis. Tundac sul bolo<br />
xanebSi – ramdenime kargi krebulis<br />
gamocemis Sesaxeb gavige. Tan, avtorebi<br />
xSirad Cemi megobrebi arian da marto<br />
megobrobis gamo ar vambob, gemovnebiani<br />
literatorebic. maTgan<br />
irakli kakabaZis, eka qevaniSvilis da<br />
Temur Cxetianis wignebi sul boloa,<br />
romlebic gamoica. mgoni Zalian axalgazrda<br />
poeti, sandro lorTqifaniZec<br />
elodeba Tavis wigns. ar minda<br />
romelime gamocema gamomrCes. amaswinaT<br />
qalbatoni medea zaaliSvilis<br />
Targmnili ieitsis prezentaciaze<br />
movxvdi da am gamocemamac Zalian gamaxara.<br />
_ arsebobs Tu ara <strong>literaturuli</strong><br />
kritika wlebia es kiTxva ismis,<br />
.zogierTi Tvlis rom ar arsebobs,<br />
zogs miaCnia rom arsebobs,faqtia, es<br />
kiTxva meordeba dausruleblad.<br />
dameTanxmebi, mxolod qeba_didebas<br />
anda piriqiT lanZRvas, kritikas ver<br />
davarqmevT! amerikasa da evropaSi<br />
swavlobdi da kargad ici, rom prozaikosebi<br />
da poetebi TviTon weren recenziebsa<br />
da kritikul werilebs. aq<br />
es SedarebiT iSviaTia! rodesac vsaubrob<br />
kritikis deficitze, vgulisxmob<br />
im werilebis simwires, literaturul<br />
process rom unda asaxavdes<br />
da exmianebodes!<br />
_ poetobisgan gansxvavebiT kritikosobas<br />
sWirdeba Zalian Rrma<br />
filologiuri ganaTleba, brwyinvale<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> alRo da maqsimaluri<br />
SesaZlo obieqturoba. Tan, raRac<br />
dainteresebac unda iyos. Tu poets<br />
SeuZlia enTuziazmiT wera, kritikosis<br />
SemTxvevaSi es namdvili fufunebaa.<br />
kritikosoba bevrad ufro axlosaa<br />
profesiasTan, vidre poetoba da amitom,<br />
Sesabamis anazRaurebasac saWiroebs.<br />
me ar vTvli, rom maincdamainc<br />
mxolod avtorebma unda weron erTmaneTze.<br />
leqsis dekodireba poetis<br />
mxridan bevrad ufro uxerxuli procesia,<br />
vidre kritikosis, miTumetes,<br />
Tu leqsis sust mxareebzea laparaki.<br />
uxerxulia akritiko an aqo megobari,<br />
Tu raRac araCveulebriv, paradigmatul<br />
rRvevasTan ar gaqvs saqme. ramdenjerme<br />
mec davwere recenzia im avtorebze,<br />
romlebsac piradad ar vicnobdi<br />
da subieqturobisgan viyavi daculi.<br />
Cems wignzec daweres Cemma megobrebma,<br />
risTvisac didi madlobeli<br />
var. magram profesiuli <strong>literaturuli</strong><br />
kritika saqarTveloSi mgonia, rom<br />
jer kidev Camoyalibebis procesSia.<br />
amas wignis didi bazari, JurnalgazeTebis<br />
popularoba da meti mkiTxveli<br />
sWirdeba. sabWoTa periodSi kritikis<br />
mTavari yalibi ideologia iyo.<br />
dRes is arafrad varga. saWiroa axali<br />
sazomebi, axali daintereseba –<br />
Tundac komerciuli, romelic qveyanaSi<br />
profesiul kritikas gaaCens.<br />
_ aris iseTi ram, risi dawerac<br />
Zalian ginda, magram jer ar "gamogdis"<br />
_ axla meRimeba, magram studentobis<br />
wlebSi gulwrfelad mindoda<br />
axali Teoriis Seqmna socialur mowyobaze,<br />
romelSic adamianebi naklebad<br />
daitanjebian da am ucnaur adgilsac<br />
(samyaros vgulisxmob) ufro martivad<br />
gaarTmeven Tavs. aqamde arsebuli<br />
yvela msgavsi mcdeloba rom utopisturi<br />
aRmoCnda, viciT, magram me evoluciis<br />
mjera da Tu bunebriv kataklizmebs<br />
gadaurCa, albaT kacobrioba<br />
ukeTesobisken Seicvleba. msgavsi Teoriebic<br />
albaT bunebrivad daibadeba<br />
da ganxorcieldeba.<br />
_ Seni samsaxurebrivi saqmianoba<br />
ra kavSirSia literaturasTan da<br />
rogor "moipoveb" poeziisTvis<br />
dros<br />
_ sabednierod, bolo ori wlis<br />
manZilze samuSaoTi literaturasTan<br />
bevrad ufro axlos var, vidre manamde<br />
miwevda. amerikul akademiaSi literaturas<br />
vaswavli – Seqspiris, hamsunis,<br />
berjesis, dostoevskis, joisis,<br />
barnsis da sxva avtorebis SesaniSnav<br />
teqstebs vkiTxulobT da maTze "vWoraobT".<br />
poeziasac Cemi gemovnebiT<br />
varCev. moswavleebis umravlesoba motivirebuli<br />
da SemoqmedebiTia. amitom<br />
samsaxurze sawuwuno araferi maqvs.<br />
Cemi wina samsaxuri ganaTlebis sferoSi<br />
debulebebis SemuSavebas gulisxmobda.<br />
roca am or samsaxurs vadareb,<br />
zogjer mgonia, rom sityvebi klinikur<br />
ZilSi iyvnen da axla gacocxldnen.<br />
rogori paradoqsulic ar unda<br />
iyos, aq naklebs vwer. poezia xom Ziri-<br />
Tadad protesti da arasasurveli realobidan<br />
Tavis daZvrenaa.<br />
_ axlaxan adventisadmi miZRvnili<br />
mSvenieri leqsi wavikiTxe Sens<br />
gverdze _ feisbukSi. saSobao<br />
ardadegebi Tu gaqvs da Tu apireb<br />
dasvenebas!<br />
_ es sami wlis winandeli leqsia.<br />
osloSi davwere, 17 dekembers – saxli<br />
menatreboda da barbaroba Tavisi<br />
lobianebiT. wels ubralod,<br />
dResaswaulis mosalocad gamomadga.<br />
wels saxlic iyo, barbarobac da lobianebic.<br />
saSobao ardadegebic karzea<br />
momdgari da me da marTa laparaks<br />
albaT Tavidan viswavliT. Tqvenc Sobaaxal<br />
wels gilocavT.<br />
esaubra xaTuna alxaziSvili
16 <strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
reportaJi 14-27 ianvari 2011<br />
`am wignSi qarTvel poetTa axali<br />
Taobis leqsebia Sesuli. arcerTi maTgani<br />
ar aris ocdaaT welze metis... es<br />
aris wina Taobisgan sruliad gansxvavebuli<br />
gamocdilebis mqone Taoba:<br />
rac Cven axalgazrdobisas mxolod<br />
wignebSi (Zvel-Zvel wignebSi) wagvekiTxa,<br />
mas Tavs daatyda. es aris Taoba,<br />
romelsac siymawvileSive Sin miuvardnen<br />
omebi da kvlavac elis maT~...<br />
ase iwyeba gamomceloba `inteleqtis~<br />
100 leqsis seriiT gamocemuli axalgazrda<br />
poetebis krebulis Sesavali<br />
werili, romelic baton levan bregaZes<br />
ekuTvnis... CemTvis moulodneloba<br />
iyo, rom krebulSi Sesul ocdacametive<br />
avtors es tkivili gagvaer-<br />
Tianebda, magram ase moxda... `bavSvobawarTmeuli<br />
Taobis~ (rogorc batonma<br />
levanma gviwoda) am krebulSi<br />
iSviaTad Tu waawydebiT siyvarulis<br />
Temas an leqsebs ferad-ferad ocnebebze...<br />
da matarebelze Tu gaqvT<br />
leqsebio maSinve gaCnda es SekiTxva<br />
(ar maxsovs, pirvelad vin dainteresda),<br />
rodesac gamomcemlobas erTi<br />
Zalian saintereso idea daebada, Tavi<br />
moeyara krebulSi Sesuli avtorebisTvis<br />
da yvelani erTad proqtis – `asi<br />
leqsis qveyana~ – farglebSi, `<strong>literaturuli</strong><br />
eqspresiT~ baTumisken gaemgzavrebina.<br />
me ver gavixsene sakuTari<br />
leqsi matarebelze, sxvebmac uaris<br />
niSnad Tavi gaaqnies, magram TavSi maSinve<br />
giorgi zanguris erTi Zalian<br />
lamazi leqsis striqonebma gamielves<br />
Cvenive krebulidan (giorgi im dRes<br />
mizezTa gamo ver SemogvierTda):<br />
`dudun, dudun, dudun, dudun,<br />
duduniT,<br />
Sens fiqrebSi gavabole TuTuni.<br />
nugeS, nugeS, nugeS, nugeS, nugeSi,<br />
kvamli idga matareblis kupeSi...~<br />
Tumca kupe Semdeg iyo, ukana gzaze,<br />
manamde ki dRis matarebeli – Tbilisi-baTumis<br />
pirveli vagoni. avediT<br />
TerTmeti e. w. `bavSvobawarTmeuli~<br />
poeti, meTormete – giorgi SalamberiZe<br />
mogvianebiT quTaisSi SemogvierTda<br />
(danarCen ocdaerT avtors sxvadasxva<br />
sapatio mizezi aRmoaCnda<br />
wamousvlelobisTvis), aseve gamomcemloba<br />
`inteleqtis~ piarteqnologiebis<br />
saukeTeso da upiratesi warmmarTveli,<br />
`mxedarTmTavari~ marika<br />
bakuraZe (`mxedarTmTavris~ tituli,<br />
cota mogvianebiT, yvelam erTxmad mivaniWeT,<br />
am titulis gasamarTleblad<br />
yvela saWiro Tvisebis aRmoCenis gamo.<br />
Cvenma patara megobarma lazarem ki,<br />
romelic literator dedasTan erTad<br />
sagangebod am RonisZiebaze dasaswrebad<br />
dagvemgzavra, marika kidev ufro<br />
daawinaura Tavis warmosaxvaSi da<br />
drodadro rogorc direqtors, ise<br />
moikiTxavda xolme) da profesori<br />
Tamar, igive Tamarela woworia,<br />
romelic Zalian gaocebuli darCa,<br />
rodesac arsebuli Semadgenlobidan<br />
`poeziis mefed~, arc meti arc naklebi,<br />
Cvens eqspress damgzavrebuli<br />
`rusTavi 2~-is Jurnalisti daTo<br />
abramiSvili avirCieT, rac sabolood<br />
imiT gamarTlda, rom poetebs Soris<br />
dagvewyo `mefis~ Zebna SeiZleba warmoudgeneli<br />
daviT dasruldebuliyo.<br />
vagonSi avediT Tu ara, nukri bereTelma<br />
da paata Samugiam aucilebeli<br />
saWiroebis nivTebiviT wamoRebul<br />
koniakis boTlebs maSinve Tavi<br />
moxades. albaT saxlidan gamosvlamde<br />
rom warmoidgines, mTeli gza matareblis<br />
SemTxveviTi mgzavrebisTvis<br />
Tavisi leqsebi unda ekiTxaT, kidev<br />
ufro darwmundnen am `saWiro nivTis~<br />
gansakuTrebul mniSvnelobaSi. mar-<br />
Tlac sulac ar aRmoCnda advili dilis<br />
8 saaTze sadgurSi mosuli mgzavrebi,<br />
romelTa umravlesoba, darwmunebuli<br />
var, xangrZlivi mgzavrobis<br />
dros gemriel gamoZinebas gegmavda,<br />
iZulebuli gagexada, uari eTqvaT TavianT<br />
gegmebze. Tumca vagonis sxvadasxva<br />
mxares CarTulma telekamerebma<br />
erTgvarad Cvens sasargeblod imo-<br />
gvanca jobava<br />
`asi leqsis qveyana~<br />
dauviwyari dReebis Taroze Semodebuli 24 saaTi<br />
qmeda da mgzavrebi iZulebis wesiT gamoafxizla,<br />
Tumca iyvnen iseTebic,<br />
romlebmac arc Cveni poetoba Caagdes<br />
ramed da arc telekamerebi, mSvidad<br />
waifares Tbili qurTukebi da Cveni<br />
leqsebis kiTxvis fonze gemrielad<br />
wauZines. guli ar gvtkenia, isedac<br />
mzad viyaviT imisTvis, rom warmoudgenelia<br />
matareblis SemTxveviTi mgzavrebis<br />
sruli Semadgenloba poezias<br />
mowyurebuli adamianebiT iyos dakompleqtebuli.<br />
erTi-ori adamianis<br />
dainteresebuli saxis danaxva da amaze<br />
cota meti adamianis taSi ukve gamarjveba<br />
iyo.<br />
amis paralelurad gaiSala sufra,<br />
ris gareSec albaT warmoudgenelic<br />
ki iqneboda Tormeti poetis erTad<br />
mgzavroba da, marTalia, samovari da<br />
cxeli Cai ar gvqonia, magram arc didi<br />
gaCerebebis dros Semomatebuli<br />
produqtebiT gamdidrebuli sufris<br />
irgvliv aRmoCnda urigo literaturaze<br />
da zogadad xelovnebaze<br />
saubari. Tumca xelovneba ar yofila<br />
erTaderTi sakamaTo sakiTxi. am diskusiebis<br />
ucvleli monawileebi giorgi<br />
kekeliZe, irakli kakabaZe, paata<br />
Samugia da Tamarela woworia iyvnen.<br />
danarCenebi ki drogamoSvebiT ukana<br />
savarZlebze gadainacvlebdnen da<br />
zogi ganmartoebas da zogi ufro viwro<br />
wreSi diskusiebs amjobinebda. SigadaSig<br />
Tbilisidan gvikavSirdebodnen<br />
Cveni krebulis Semdgenlebi zviad<br />
kvaracxelia da maia kudava da<br />
dawvrilebiT gvekiTxebodnen mgzavrobis<br />
detalebs. gio arabuls fanjridan<br />
hqonda Tavi gayofili da Sei-<br />
Zleba liandagebis xmaurSi Tavisi axali<br />
leqsisTvis metaforebsac ki<br />
arCevda, sandro lorTqifaniZem ki<br />
yursasmenebi gaikeTa da droebiT,<br />
CvenTvis ucnobi musikis mosmena amjobina<br />
kamaTSi Cabmas. musikac xom erTgvari<br />
STagonebis wyaroa.<br />
es droebiTi daqsaqsuloba maleve<br />
aRkveTa `mxedarTmTavarma~ marikam,<br />
romelmac iseTi winadadeba wamoayena,<br />
mis tituls iqve miemata `mtanjvelis~<br />
da `mwvalebelis~ titulebi. dasxediT<br />
erTad da aqve, am wuTas saerTo leqsi<br />
dawereTo. didxans vaprotesteT, ase<br />
`SekveTiT~ leqsis dawera vis gaugiao,<br />
magram mxedarTmTavari risi mxedarmTavari<br />
iqneboda, yvela Tavis nebas ar<br />
davemorCilebineT da uSedego<br />
gabrZolebis Semdeg pirveli nabiji<br />
giorgi kekeliZem gadadga, romelmac<br />
iseTi ara giorgi kekeliZiseuli fraza<br />
dawera, rom mTeli leqsi aseve warimarTa<br />
da bolos, roca Cveni<br />
eqspromti xmamaRla wavikiTxeT,<br />
Zalian SegvSurda nukri bereTelis<br />
simtkicis, romelic bolomde Tavis<br />
sityvaze darCa da kategoriuli uari<br />
Tqva Cveni leqsi sakuTari fraziTac<br />
gaemdidrebina. maSin nino sadRobelaSvilis<br />
aseve matarebelSi dawerili<br />
iumoristuli leqsi erTgvar gamarTlebad<br />
gveqca yvelas:<br />
`radgan Tqmula, Zneliao<br />
Tan leqsi, Tan ancoba,<br />
leqss uxdeba,<br />
rogorc am gzas,<br />
Sinagani gavrcoba~.<br />
albaT ninosTvisac moulodnelobaa,<br />
rom misi am leqsis erTaderTi egzemplari<br />
Cemi saweri magidis erT-erT<br />
ujraSi Zalian saTuTad inaxeba.<br />
Semdeg zRvac gamoCnda da ba-<br />
Tumisken mgzavrobac ufro male,<br />
ufro mxiarulad, ufro aqtiurad da<br />
naklebi daRlilobiT dasrulda, vidre<br />
es Cveulebriv xdeba xolme. CasvlisTanave<br />
yvelani `100 leqsis~ wignebis<br />
SekvrebiT davixunZleT da ase gavemarTeT<br />
`<strong>literaturuli</strong> kafisken~,<br />
sadac ukve tradiciuli poeziis saRamo<br />
da baTumel mkiTxvelTan Sexvedra<br />
gveloda.<br />
manamde erTi saaTi gvqonda dro da<br />
mcire waxemsebis Semdeg maSinve zRvis<br />
sanapiros mivaSureT, monatrebul<br />
talRebs yvela Cven-Cvens enaze gavesaubreT,<br />
CvenTvis gamorCeuli kenWebi<br />
gadavugdeT da Cven-Cveni survilebi<br />
gavayoleT. Semdeg marikas satelefono<br />
zaric gaisma da yvelani aCqarebuli<br />
nabijiT isev `<strong>literaturuli</strong><br />
kafisken~ gaveSureT.<br />
saRamom kargad Caiara, baTumelma<br />
poetebma bela qeburiam da vaxtang<br />
Rlontma, Cvenma baTumelma axalgazrda<br />
poetma da arapoetma megobrebma<br />
da mravlad Sekrebilma poeziis<br />
moyvarulebma gvimaspinZles. Sekrebili<br />
msmenelis winaSe Cveni wardgena<br />
qalbatonma Tamarelam ikisra.<br />
saRamos Semdeg dagvrCa ramdenime<br />
Zalian Zvirfasi saaTi monatrebul<br />
baTumel megobrebTan erTad gasatareblad<br />
da monatrebul zRvasTan<br />
kidev erTxel gamosalaparakeblad.<br />
gza Tbilisisken da zemoT ukve naxsenebi<br />
kupe aranakleb mxiaruli aRmoCnda.<br />
mizezi kidev ufro STambeWdavi<br />
iyo: moaxloebuli 12 saaTi da<br />
nino nadiraZis dabadebis dRe. salome<br />
beniZe Zalian gonebamaxvili aRmoCnda,<br />
rodesac mgzavrobis win SemTxveviT<br />
SeZenili keqsi dabadebis dRis<br />
tortad SemogvTavaza, Semdeg ki, didi<br />
fiqris Semdeg uimedo mdgomareobaSi<br />
Cavardnilebs, ufro metad gonebamaxvilma<br />
gio arabulma keqsSi sanTlebis<br />
nacvlad asanTis Rerebis CarWoba SemogvTavaza<br />
da aseTi originaluri<br />
tortiT aRtacebulebi, gabrwyinebuli<br />
saxiT SevediT 12 saaTze ninos kupe-<br />
Si. erTad Sekrebis da xmauris mizezi<br />
isev mogveca. magram daRlilobam<br />
Tavisi gaitana da poetebis nawilma<br />
nel-nela TavianT kupeebSi gadainacvala.<br />
Tumca me, nino nadiraZe, nino<br />
nekeriSvili, gio arabuli, nukri bereTeli,<br />
sandro lorTqifaniZe da<br />
salome beniZe kvlavac marikas didi<br />
ZalisxmeviT kidev didxans visxediT<br />
kupeSi da `100 leqsis~ krebulSi Sesul<br />
Tu arSesul sayvarel leqsebs xmamaRla<br />
vkiTxulobdiT. SigadaSig ki gamosafxizleblad<br />
vTamaSobdiT yvelafers,<br />
rac ki bavSvobaSi sayvareli<br />
gasarTobi gvqonia, TumcaRa `omobana~<br />
da zeviT aweuli ceriT da win gamoSverili<br />
saCvenebeli TiTiT erTmaneTis<br />
kvalSi devna aravis mosvlia<br />
azrad.<br />
diliT wamoSlili mgzavrebis mezobeli<br />
kupeebidan gagonilma ramdenime<br />
ukmayofilo frazam gvamcno, rom xmauriani<br />
poetebis gverdiT Zili arc Tu<br />
ise sasiamovno yofila. amazec, ra Tqma<br />
unda, gulianad gagvecina.<br />
baqanze davdgi Tu ara fexi, maSinve<br />
mivxvdi, rom ganvlili 24 saaTic im<br />
sxva 24 saaTebis Taroze Semovde,<br />
romelic arc ise bevri gvaqvs xolme<br />
maragSi da romelic ase aRemateba bevr<br />
uarafro kvirasa Tu Tves. da rodesac<br />
sadguris win dekembris dilis susxiT<br />
Seciebulebi davemSvidobeT erTmaneTs<br />
da yvela Cveni gziT wavediT, isev<br />
giorgi zanguris leqsis striqonebma<br />
gamielva TavSi:<br />
`radgan, radgan, radgan, radgan,<br />
radganac,<br />
Sors waxvedi Cemganac da maTganac.<br />
Cqari, Cqari, Cqari, Cqari, Cqaria<br />
am sulswrafi vagonebis aria~.<br />
Jurnalma „qarTulma mwerlobam" sami wlis iubile 25 dekembers<br />
literaturis muzeumSi aRniSna. saRamoze avtorebsa da mkiTxvelebs 2010 wlis<br />
ganmavlobaSi gamocemuli Tormetive nomeri warudgines. iqve Caeyara safuZveli<br />
axal tradiciasac – yovelwliur dajildoebas.<br />
saRamo Jurnalis redaqtorma levan bregaZem da redaqtoris moadgilem zviad<br />
kvaracxeliam gaxsnes. maT TavianT gamosvlebSi Jurnalis mier bolo erTi wlis<br />
ganmavlobaSi gaweuli Sroma Seajames da Sekrebil sazogadoebas axali rubrikebi<br />
da sxva siaxleebi gaacnes. RonisZieba dajildoebis ceremonialiT dasrulda.<br />
`qarTuli mwerlobis~ saredaqcio jgufisgan Semdgarma Jiurim 2010 wlis<br />
ganmavlobaSi Jurnalis furclebze dabeWdil avtorebs Soris gamarjvebulebi<br />
xuT nominaciaSi gamoavlina: wlis saukeTeso poeturi publikacia – giorgi<br />
zanguri, saukeTeso prozauli publikacia – irakli lomouri (moTxrobisTvis<br />
`SokorTvelos borjRaladi~), saukeTeso Targmani – nana gogolaSvili (fridrih<br />
diurenmatis piesis – `gviani Semodgomis saRamos~ TargmanisTvis), saukeTeso<br />
eseistika/dokumenturi proza – nestan fifia (<strong>literaturuli</strong> werilebisTvis<br />
oTar CxeiZis Semoqmedebaze), saukeTeso debiuti – Tamar Toloraia<br />
(novelisTvis `kapela~). gamarjvebulebi saredaqcio jgufis wevrebma<br />
gamoavlines da daajildoves Jurnal „qarTuli mwerlobis" sapatio sigelebiTa<br />
da specialuri prizebiT, romlebic „Telianma velma", kompania „bilainma", „isi<br />
parim", TumaniSvilis Teatrma, „literaturulma kafem" da wignis maRaziebma<br />
– laternam", „biblusma" da `inteleqtma~ daaweses. RonisZiebaze misul<br />
sazogadoebas ki saSualeba hqonda Jurnal „qarTuli mwerlobis" 2010 wlis<br />
Tormetive nomeri mniSvnelovani fasdaklebiT SeeZina.<br />
Jurnali „qarTuli mwerloba" 2011 wlidan yoveli Tvis dasawyisSi gamova da<br />
mkiTxvels kvlavac uamrav siaxles da kidev ufro mravalferovan da saintereso<br />
masalebs pirdeba.<br />
<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
gamodis saqarTvelos kulturisa da ZeglTa<br />
dacvisa saministros finansuri mxardaWeriT<br />
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