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c i r a b a r b a q a Z e<br />
d u m i l i s<br />
a (m) b e b i<br />
gamomcemloba `universali~<br />
Tbilisi 2008
edaqtori<br />
rostom CxeiZe<br />
© c. barbaqaZe, 2008<br />
gamomcemloba `universali~, 2008<br />
Tbilisi, 0179, i. WavWavaZis gamz. 19, : 22 36 09, 8(99) 17 22 30<br />
E-mail: universal@internet.<strong>ge</strong><br />
ISBN 978-9941-12-084-8<br />
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w e r i l e b i<br />
werili SenTvis<br />
modi da Seni TvalebiT<br />
gadamiRe sulis kardiograma...<br />
da aha, Sen, Cemi anamnezi:<br />
xandaxan vgubdebi da ise saSiSi var,<br />
meSinia, ar mivatovo<br />
kalapoti,<br />
romelsac Cemi saxeli da gvari hqvia.<br />
modi da...<br />
am suls rame gau<strong>ge</strong> _<br />
mouwesri<strong>ge</strong> Tandayolili ariTmia,<br />
gaukvale gza,<br />
TiTqos pirveli Tovli movida da<br />
jer aravis gauvlia...<br />
da gamouwere sufTa haeri,<br />
romelic arsad iSoveba...<br />
gamomaRviZe Seni sizmrebidan<br />
da damabrune iq,<br />
sadac ar maxsovs,<br />
rom odesme viyavi...<br />
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Cven Soris arsebul sivrceebs rom<br />
sivrce emateba...<br />
Cemi leqsebi xdeba<br />
raRacnairi dune, okeanesaviT,<br />
da iseTi, romelsac sityvebiT davwer,<br />
magram sityvebiT ver aRvwer.<br />
striqonebi Cemi<br />
xelisgulis bedis xazebia<br />
da axla erT_erT maTganze vmogzaurob,<br />
rom Sen sadme gada<strong>ge</strong>yaro.<br />
ukve yvelaferi giTxari Cem Sesaxeb,<br />
rac vicodi da<br />
danarCeni minda, rom<br />
Sens TvalebSi amovikiTxo.<br />
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aliSis qveS datovebuli werili<br />
isev gaTenda...<br />
Camodi axla Cemi quTuToebidan da<br />
darCi Cems sizmrebSi...<br />
me ki wavedi gacveTil samyaroSi,<br />
romelsac cxovreba hqvia.<br />
baliSis qveS gitoveb werils:<br />
gTxov, damelodo, marcxena mxares,<br />
sadac davtove wamosvlisas ori kurcxali _<br />
mlaSe da Tbili...<br />
da mapatie, ver gagiyoleb,<br />
es qveyana undo da pirquSia,<br />
fergaleuli,<br />
meSinia, arsad gaixes da Tan ar Cagvitanos.<br />
ver gagimeteb...<br />
vixetialoT ase, cal_calke...<br />
erTmaneTis sizmrebSi davrCeT<br />
da sxva dros davelodoT...<br />
Tumc drom ki ara,<br />
udroobam mogvZebna, mgoni...…<br />
udroobasac Tavisi dro<br />
hqonia radgan,<br />
is sxva droc mova...<br />
manamade ki...<br />
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sityvebs fexi avadgmevinoT,<br />
suli CavudgaT...<br />
frTebi mivceT da<br />
Cven Soris sivrces amoavseben...<br />
mivdivar, magram<br />
dagatareb yvela ujrediT,<br />
yvela mzeriT da yvela nabijiT,<br />
ise giRimi,<br />
rogorc bavSvi Tavis an<strong>ge</strong>lozs...<br />
gTxov, damelodo,<br />
Cems sizmrebSi,<br />
Cemi baliSis marcxena mxares,<br />
sadac davtove wamosvlisas ori kurcxali _<br />
mlaSe da Tbili...<br />
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saaxalwlo Ria baraTi<br />
axalwlis Rames, o, sulo, Cemo,<br />
ra unda giTxra, marTla ar vici...<br />
ver gxedav, magram Sens arsebobas,<br />
rogorc saswauls, ise ganvicdi...<br />
vici, Tu aq xar, yvelgan iqnebi,<br />
ca da miwaa Seni sauflo,<br />
Sen sanTeli xar, ar Camiqrebi...<br />
arc me Cavqrebi, vidre vsaubrobT...<br />
axalwlis Rames ra saswauli...<br />
aravin icis, sivrces gaarRvevs...<br />
susti fifqi var, Sens xelisgulze<br />
male davdnebi... kari gaaRe!<br />
Seni mekvle var, SenTvis movcdebi:<br />
Tovlis fantelebs vaqcev iebad...<br />
axalwlis Rames yvela ocneba<br />
uklebliv yvelas epatieba...<br />
me mapatie, leqsSi eulad<br />
davrCi, ara var radgan namdvili,<br />
ver movari<strong>ge</strong> suli sxeulTan _<br />
ara yofila ase advili...<br />
Sen Cemi gza xar da misamarTi<br />
davkar<strong>ge</strong>, radgan aRar mWirdeba...<br />
Tovli movida... casa da miwas<br />
Soris manZili isev mcirdeba...<br />
Tendeba... minda zarebi rekdes<br />
sulSi... fers icvlis Cveni samyaro...<br />
Sen Cemi gza xar, me_Seni mekvle...<br />
da aRar vici, saiT gavkvalo...<br />
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fragmenti werilidan<br />
xom gadamkide es gazafxuli...<br />
da yvela wveTi cremlad miqcie,<br />
me aRar mogwer: _ saiT wavide,<br />
iqneb miTxra da iqneb mirCio...<br />
ho, bediswera Cemze da Senze<br />
ufro didi da ufro metia,<br />
ar mapatiebs daukiTxavad<br />
Cemi fiqridan SenSi xetials...<br />
atmis yvavilic Cemi sityvebiT<br />
ver iyvavilebs, ar aqvs ufleba,<br />
de, ise iyos, rogorc Sen ginda<br />
da samyarosTan davrCeT ubrebad...<br />
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aTasmeerTe werili<br />
me SenTana var... dabadebisas,<br />
miTxari, marto rogor dagtovo,<br />
me axlac varRvev albaT kanonebs,<br />
xom mapatieb, Cemo avtoro...<br />
ra vqna, Tu ase ar Camifiqre<br />
da ver momar<strong>ge</strong> Seni azrebi,<br />
Sengan wasvlasac gadavifiqreb,<br />
oRondac Sen nu gamibrazdebi.<br />
Torem wyaliviT es dRec wavida,<br />
mec am mdinares albaT wavyvebi,<br />
Sen ki damwere mere Tavidan,<br />
ginda miwode sul sxva saxeli...<br />
me moval SenTan, radgan siSores<br />
veRar daitevs bedis xazebi,<br />
aTas samduravs gamomigoneb,<br />
aTasmeerTed gamibrazdebi.<br />
................................................................<br />
nu miCumdebi, SemomeSvele...<br />
ise amawyve, rogorc damSale...<br />
anda, miTxari, rom... Se<strong>ge</strong>Sale<br />
da erTi `wkapiT~ uceb wamSale.<br />
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karis RriWoSi dasatovebeli<br />
werili<br />
viyavi da ar damxvdi...<br />
me ar minda uSeno Seni oTaxi,<br />
Tavisi qaosuri wesrigiT _<br />
yavis smisas dabadebuli da daubadebeli<br />
azrebiT,<br />
gadawyvetili da gadauwyveteli<br />
saqmeebiT,<br />
kedlebze kalendris furclebiT _<br />
da<strong>ge</strong>gmili wuTebiT da saaTebiT...<br />
dau<strong>ge</strong>gmavi wvimiT sarkmelze...<br />
gamoizo<strong>ge</strong><br />
Cemi moTmineba,<br />
vixilebi da movdivar...<br />
da<strong>ge</strong>Zeb<br />
magidis qveS, karadaSi,<br />
daxurul wignebSi,<br />
gamorTul kompiuterSi,<br />
kedelze gakrul peizaJebSi...<br />
da<strong>ge</strong>Zeb yavis Wiqis naleqSi,<br />
daulevel wyalSi,<br />
dauwerel leqsebSi...<br />
vixilebi da movdivar...<br />
p.s.<br />
ar unda gamefrTxilebine,<br />
rom movdiodi,<br />
damalva rom ar mo<strong>ge</strong>swro...<br />
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werili zRapridan<br />
qars auwyve fexi,<br />
wvimas auwyve fexi<br />
da damewie mecxre mTasTan<br />
da mecxre casTan, saidanac<br />
iwyeba zRapari CvenTvis _<br />
iyo da ara iyo ra...<br />
damiwere axali zRapari,<br />
romelic arcerT wignSi ar<br />
wamikiTxavs...<br />
damxate iseTi,<br />
rogoric Sen ginda,<br />
Semqmeni neknidan,<br />
romelic jer kidev Tixisaa<br />
da ar gaqvavebula...<br />
amomiRe meSvide Wiani kbili<br />
da Tagvebs gadaugde gamosaxravad...<br />
damiwere uavtoro zRapari<br />
da iyavi mTavari personaJi...<br />
sagnebis enaze melaparake...<br />
masvi cxra Wis wyali da<br />
siyvarulisgan SeSinebuls<br />
gamomiloce Savtariani daniT...<br />
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amoamTqnare Cemi naRveli,<br />
qars gaatane...<br />
mere<br />
gadaagde savarcxeli _<br />
tye gaCndeba,<br />
cecxli gaCndeba,<br />
Rvelfi gaCndeba...<br />
davibadebi SenSi<br />
ucvleli mzesaviT<br />
da cvalebadi mTvaresaviT...<br />
davimalebi SenSi da<br />
veravin momagnebs...<br />
damiwere axali zRapari<br />
da iyavi mTavari personaJi...<br />
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dakargulis werili<br />
ra Sors wavedi<br />
sakuTari Tavidan<br />
SenSi...<br />
vin ifiqrebda...<br />
erTxel mainc <strong>ge</strong>Tqva:<br />
SeCerdi...<br />
rom saSiSia Seni siRrme<br />
da rom ukan<br />
verasodes ver davbrundebi...<br />
ramdeni rame dagabrale,<br />
xedav?<br />
iyvire,<br />
rom sicruea yvelaferi<br />
da rasac vyvebi Senze da SenSi _<br />
erTi Ramis sizmari iyo...<br />
iyvire, <strong>ge</strong>smis?<br />
gamomaRviZe... gamomafxizle<br />
Seni Zilidan...<br />
miTxari: risTvis Semovexete,<br />
ra damkargvia,<br />
an ras daveZeb...<br />
xma amoiRe, rame miTxari<br />
da rasac metyvi,<br />
aRar daveZeb...<br />
ra Sors wavedi<br />
sakuTari Tavidan<br />
SenSi...<br />
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werili zRvidan<br />
dagmarcvlav talRebad _<br />
miqcevebad da moqcevebad...<br />
dagmarcvlav saaTebad, wuTebad, wamebad,<br />
weliwadis droebad...<br />
Cagacmev da gagxdi gazafxuls,<br />
zafxuls, Semodgomas, zamTars...<br />
gagaTavisufleb droisgan...<br />
davmarcvlav Sens saxels da<br />
or marcvals gavzrdi <strong>ge</strong>ometriuli<br />
progresiiT usasrulobamde...<br />
dagabinaveb striqonebSi,<br />
gadagwer da gagamravleb,<br />
Sens aslebs Camovuri<strong>ge</strong>b yvelas,<br />
vinc yalbi namdvilisagan ver gaarCia.<br />
dagmarcvlav krialosaniviT<br />
da yovel jerze<br />
locvasaviT gagimeoreb...<br />
gavxdebi Seni guliscemis<br />
tavtologia...<br />
mere...<br />
mogagroveb<br />
feradi kenWebiviT,<br />
uwylo sofelSi wvimis wyaliviT,<br />
dagagubeb okeanesaviT,<br />
Segqmni musikasaviT,<br />
dagwer leqsiviT,<br />
gadagaTeTreb da gadagwer<br />
uSecdomod<br />
CemSi da<br />
Cemgan...<br />
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qvis qveS datovebuli werili<br />
me saidumlo<br />
Semosasvli maqvs SenSi...<br />
SuaRamis Semdeg mogad<strong>ge</strong>bi da <strong>ge</strong>tyvi:<br />
`sezam, gaixsen!~... da gaixsnebi...<br />
Sen ar icodi, ori kari rom gqonda<br />
da arc ucxo stumars elodi...<br />
erTxelac sakuTar sulSi<br />
xetialisas gadameyare...<br />
me axlac maxsovs gakvirvebuli mzera<br />
da areuli nabijebi...<br />
arada, kars yovelTvis<br />
saguldagulod ketavdi,<br />
rom Seni sulis labirinTebi<br />
aravis daerRvia...<br />
kari axlac daketilia, magram...<br />
me saidumlo<br />
Semosasvlelidan<br />
Semovipare...<br />
`sezam, gaixsen!~ _<br />
vTqvi da Semovedi...<br />
axla aq var da aqedan <strong>ge</strong>laparakebi,<br />
am werilsac im qvis qveS vtoveb,<br />
Cvens welTaRricxvamde rom<br />
vxvdebodiT erTmaneTs...<br />
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vici, erTxelac rom am qvaze waiborZikeb<br />
da ipovni...<br />
ucxo anbaniT naweria, magram gai<strong>ge</strong>b...<br />
waval axla da kars gavixurav<br />
Cumad da uxmaurod,<br />
ar minda, dafrTxe.<br />
xval <strong>ge</strong>stumrebi,<br />
SuaRame roca gadava,<br />
dakete, kari...<br />
me maqvs<br />
Cemi<br />
saidumlo<br />
Semosasvleli<br />
SenSi...<br />
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werili araferze<br />
araferi gvaqvs Cven saerTo _<br />
arc warsuli, arc momavali...<br />
awmyo, miT ufro...<br />
ra gagaxseno?<br />
. . . . . . . . .<br />
gaxsovs,<br />
rodesac erTni viyaviT?<br />
gaxsovs,<br />
rodesac nekni viyavi<br />
da Sens sxeulSi<br />
mSvidad meZina...<br />
ver mogiyvebi am siyvaruls<br />
wvril_wvril ambebad,<br />
didi ambavi,<br />
Tuki xSirad gamiavdrdeba,<br />
TavSesafari xom vipovne<br />
SenSi da SenTan,<br />
isic meyofa,<br />
rom vusmino<br />
Sens gulis feTqvas...<br />
vcvalo cxovreba,<br />
vcvalo ritmi,<br />
vcvalo amindi...<br />
ra martivia...<br />
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siyvaruli arsad ar midis,<br />
sisxlSi Cameqca,<br />
ujredebSi siTbod damyveba...<br />
didi ambavi,<br />
Tuki xSirad gamiavdrdeba...<br />
TavSesafari xom vipovne<br />
SenTan da SenSi...<br />
da ar mikiTxavs,<br />
Seikedleb Slegsa da SeSlils?<br />
minda, rom miTxra _<br />
ras vyvebi da varak_varakob...<br />
anda, amdeni ra maqvs netav<br />
salaparako?<br />
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werili Seni oTaxidan<br />
Seni oTaxis kuTxeSi _<br />
obobas qselSi Cemi mzera gavabi<br />
da dagitove...<br />
nu etyvi damla<strong>ge</strong>bels,<br />
cocxiT Seexos...<br />
viqnebi Seni videoTvali,<br />
da daginaxav yvelgan,<br />
yovelTvis...<br />
ga<strong>ge</strong>blandebi fexebSi da waiborZikeb,<br />
Sens TiTebze avcekvdebi,<br />
klaviaturas roca gaandob<br />
mTeli dRis fiqrebs...<br />
agtkivdeba da<br />
tkivilgamayuCebel abad viqcevi,<br />
damsvi kovzze da momayole<br />
ori ylupi wyali,<br />
Sens tkivilebs iavnanas vumRereb<br />
da samudamod mivaZineb...<br />
Sublze momatebul naoWebs wagiSli<br />
da arasodes dagtoveb marto...<br />
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herbariumi<br />
imdeni <strong>ge</strong>Zaxe...<br />
varskvlavebi dacvivdnen cidan...<br />
qvebi ametyveldnen da<br />
sityvebi gameparnen furclebidan...<br />
ver gagagone...<br />
isev SevrCi oTaxs_cariels,<br />
uSenos,<br />
Tumca savses sagnebiT da<br />
axali peizaJebiT...<br />
Seni naTiTurebi wamovkrife<br />
gadaSlili wignebidan,<br />
Seni nabijebi avala<strong>ge</strong><br />
iatakidan...<br />
Seni naxSirorJangi<br />
movagrove Cems filtvebSi,<br />
Seni mzera Camovxseni<br />
kedlebs da sarkmels,<br />
saidanac veRarafers vxedav...<br />
Seni TiTebis anabeWdebi<br />
movpare klaviaturas...<br />
mogagrove...<br />
da mere maTTan erTad<br />
gamxmari yvaviliviT Cavekari<br />
herbariumSi _<br />
oTaxSi,<br />
romelsac u-Sen-o Sen-oba hqvia.<br />
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saSiSi TamaSi<br />
Sen wamarTvi rwmena<br />
da me gamovicnob,<br />
Seni ori gamowvdili xelidan<br />
romel muWSi moaqcie<br />
Cemi bedniereba...<br />
me wagarTmev imeds<br />
da Sen gamoicani,<br />
Cems romel amosunTqvas<br />
amovayoleb...<br />
Sen wamarTvi cremlebi<br />
da sando adgilas<br />
gadamimale...<br />
me wagarTmev tkivilebs<br />
da arCevanis gareSe dagtoveb...<br />
ar <strong>ge</strong>tyvi, gamoicani,<br />
romel xelSi maqvs...<br />
Sen wamarTvi Tmis sarWi<br />
da gaTenebamde maxvewnine _<br />
damibrune meTqi...<br />
me wagarTmev yvelafers,<br />
rac dagrCa da fexSiSvels<br />
dagtoveb dedamiwaze...<br />
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dagxurav varskvlavebian cas<br />
da <strong>ge</strong>tyvi:<br />
gamoicani, amden varskvlavSi<br />
romelia Seni varskvlavi?<br />
Sen wamarTvi sakuTari Tavi<br />
da, Tu ginda,<br />
nu damibruneb...<br />
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Tavxedis werili<br />
me Tavxedi var,<br />
aba, ra meTqmis...<br />
davemorCile yvela normas,<br />
kanons dad<strong>ge</strong>nils...<br />
mere movbrundi,<br />
umowyalod roca varRvevdi,<br />
erTi warbic ar Sevixare...<br />
gavreke mdinareebi kalapotebidan,<br />
daiRalnen<br />
erTsa da imave qva_RorRze siaruliT,<br />
muxlebi gadautyavdaT...<br />
TviTon ras moifiqrebdnen<br />
da<br />
movurRvie kalapoti...<br />
wavidnen axla,<br />
sxva gza naxon okeanemde.<br />
Tavxedi var...<br />
TeTrze TeTri vTqvi da Savze _ Savi...<br />
gavbede da Sua zamTarSi avyvavildi...<br />
avrie kalendari, cxovreba, amindi...<br />
yvela varskvlavi davisakuTre<br />
da dedamiwas vuTxari:<br />
ra patara xar, Cems siyvarulTan.<br />
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usisxlo werili<br />
mTeli Cemi xuT litramde sisxli<br />
Sens leqsebSi Cavtove.<br />
bolo wveTebiT gwer am werils...<br />
davcarieldi...<br />
ar gTxov, sisxli gadamisxi meTqi,<br />
ar minda, dagaklo arc erTi wveTi...<br />
ginda, wvimis wyali gadausxi<br />
gamomSral ZarRvebs...<br />
axalmosuli,<br />
gamoxdilia...<br />
me gamiwyaldeba sisxli,<br />
mere is sisxli guls gamiwyalebs,<br />
amiwyliandeba Tvalebi (rogorc yovelTvis)<br />
da gavxdebi umowyalo da wyalwaRebuli,<br />
da... enas veRar aviwylianeb<br />
SenTvis _<br />
vis raSi unda, usisxlo Dda wyalwyala leqsi...<br />
bolos mTlianad gavwyaldebi<br />
da ar vinatreb:<br />
netavi dedas gavwyalebodi mucladyofnisas<br />
da ar menaxe...<br />
ar minda, wyalwyala da uSeno yofna da<br />
wvimis wyaliviT avvorTqldebi,<br />
Senken wamosul Rrubels gamovyvebi<br />
da Sens Tavze gavwvimdebi<br />
bevrjer...<br />
guls gagiwyaleb Tbili wvimebiT...<br />
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suls gagiwyaleb...<br />
sul gagawyaleb,<br />
agaorTqleb,<br />
Rrubelze dagsvam<br />
da iqidan erTad vuyuroT _<br />
Tbili wvimebi rogor cekvaven da TamaSoben<br />
qalaqis Tavze daWerobanas...<br />
vuyuroT, rogor axasxasdeba<br />
filaqnebs Soris mwvane balaxi,<br />
romelsac erT dros fexiT vTelavdiT...<br />
an ra azri aqvs, ra formiT moval _<br />
wvima viqnebi, Tovli Tu nisli...<br />
Tuki yovelTvis Senken movdivar...<br />
didi ambavi, gamiTavda,<br />
aRar maqvs s i s x l i.<br />
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gabrazebuli werili<br />
teqstad gaqcie...<br />
gamogkete 33 aso_b<strong>ge</strong>raSi,<br />
axla kars vaReb da<br />
<strong>ge</strong>ubnebi _<br />
gaTavisufleb...<br />
mzis sxivebiviT<br />
aikrife am furclebidan _<br />
sul aso_aso, sul b<strong>ge</strong>ra_b<strong>ge</strong>ra,<br />
wertilebiT da mZimeebiT,<br />
kiTxvisniSnebiT...<br />
damitove TeTri furceli...<br />
wadi da darCi isev ucvleli,<br />
TiTqos iyavi okeane,<br />
kenWi <strong>ge</strong>sroles<br />
da araferi ar momxdara _<br />
yvela rgoli gaiSala<br />
wylis zedapirze...<br />
aikrife anidan da banidan<br />
da ganidan da... haedan...<br />
Tqmulidan da ufro metad<br />
arTqmulidan...<br />
da mapatie, rom verasodes<br />
gadagiTargmne, ras niSnavda<br />
mravalwertili...<br />
me gapatieb, rom Se<strong>ge</strong>Sale<br />
da rom verasdros ver gai<strong>ge</strong>,<br />
raze vyvebodi...<br />
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olo werili<br />
siCumis tyve var,<br />
werilebiT verafers Sevcvli,<br />
areulia...<br />
daekargaT sagnebs saxeli,<br />
daxuWe Tvali...<br />
natvrisTvali vipovne SenTvis,<br />
leqsebSi nuRar <strong>ge</strong>Sinia Tvalis gaxelis...<br />
aq var, momZebne,<br />
me aTamde gadavTvli vidre,<br />
am samyaroSi...<br />
uTavbolo xmauri mfaravs,<br />
gadamacale es garsi da areul fiqrebs<br />
Tu gamohyvebi, mipovni da<br />
naxav, rom sxva var...<br />
me vixilebi Sens TvalebSi<br />
da bavSvur TamaSs<br />
<strong>ge</strong>TamaSebi...<br />
advilia bedTan TamaSi?<br />
Sen ki daarqmev am striqonebs<br />
saSiSs da Tamams,<br />
da furceliviT ad<strong>ge</strong>bi da...<br />
sxvagan gadamSli...<br />
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g a m o (m) i c a n i<br />
gamo(m)icani<br />
Sen unda iyo,<br />
Tanac ar iyo,<br />
cxovrobde yofna-aryofnis zRvarze,<br />
unda ataro zRvebis dumili,<br />
talRebiTa da mariliT savse.<br />
Sen unda iyo...<br />
ho, erTi sityviT,<br />
unda cxovrobde, viTom ara xar,<br />
ra vqna, Tu mxolod ase SevZlebdi<br />
Seni sulis da xorcis danaxvas...<br />
unda darCe da unda waxvide...<br />
ver amoirCev vercerTs oridan...<br />
da axlodanac ise gxedavde,<br />
rogorc gxedavdi guSin Soridan.<br />
gamoicvala zamTris amindi,<br />
Cvenc uneburad gamovicvaleT...<br />
me Sen wina var_cis Tu miwisa,<br />
TviTon ar vici,<br />
gamo(m)icani.<br />
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guSin<br />
rac xval moxdeba _<br />
es iyo guSin...<br />
awmyo ki mxolod<br />
drois xidia,<br />
romelsac daaqvs<br />
sulidan sulSi<br />
sicocxlisa da tanjvis idea.<br />
var momavali,<br />
romelic iyo,<br />
guSindel dReSi<br />
romelic darCa...<br />
midis cxovreba _<br />
erTi xilulad,<br />
xolo meore _<br />
romelic ar Cans:<br />
dafarulia drois dinebiT,<br />
sul sxva sivrceSi<br />
borgavs da wvalobs,<br />
da elodeba, rodis ityvian _<br />
arsad waxvide,<br />
`SeCerdi, wamo!~<br />
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30<br />
radgan rac iyo,<br />
kvlav CvenTan mova...<br />
rac xval iqneba,<br />
ar aris Sori...<br />
iqneb Tqven miTxraT,<br />
romeli droa _<br />
guSindelsa da<br />
xvalindels Soris?
niJara<br />
dekembris qarma mTeli samyaro<br />
xelisgulebze gadagiSala...<br />
sxva yvelaferic _<br />
rac saidumlod<br />
gadaginaxa gulSi niJaram.<br />
ho, es niJara Cemi gulia,<br />
Sen rom kiTxulob<br />
axla uCumrad<br />
da nu ifiqreb, dakargulia<br />
dro, romelSiac cxovrob uCemod.<br />
vtoveb niJaras,<br />
es siyvarulic<br />
aSvebulia, rogorc ulayi,<br />
ise laRia da unapiro,<br />
qari daadgams albaT unagirs.<br />
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* * *<br />
zurgSeqceuli ideqi Cemgan _<br />
da mzera Seni _<br />
sakuTar TavSi gadamaluli,<br />
sul... sul... amaod cdilobda, rom<br />
ar SevemCnie...<br />
gana mzis sxivebs Seakavebs<br />
Rrublis nafleTi,<br />
an savse mTvare<br />
ZaRlis yefvas daemaleba?<br />
ratom garbixar,<br />
bedniereba roca axloa?<br />
ra... ra... gaSinebs...<br />
iqneb is, rom siyvarulma<br />
giTxra: aRar xar!<br />
Seni adgili man daikava<br />
da eg aris, rom<br />
mbrZanebeli<br />
ver aitane...<br />
zurgSeqceuli videqi Sengan,<br />
roca Tvalebi kisrismtvreviT<br />
Senken morbodnen...<br />
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* * *<br />
roca sulSi siyvaruli ayvirdeba<br />
da striqonebs bartyebiviT amoafrens,<br />
dekemberi ver damalavs gakvirvebas<br />
da TeTr fifqebs Sens sarkmelTan<br />
gamoafens.<br />
wveTic me var, xelisgulze gadamdnari,<br />
wuxandeli fifqi albaT Seicani,<br />
Tovli iyo siyvaruliT gadamTvrali,<br />
Seexe da wvimis wveTiT Seicvala.<br />
* * *<br />
sityvebi gameqcnen wignis furclebidan,<br />
TiTqos micvalebulebi wamodgnen<br />
saflavebidan da sakuTar sulebs<br />
SeuerTdnen...<br />
ar SeiZleba darCe ucvleli,<br />
roca mkvdari samares tovebs...<br />
dadevneba arc ki micdia,<br />
simarTle giTxraT,<br />
verc gavarkvie, saiT wavidnen...<br />
an ki, ratom unda meZebna<br />
romeliRac filosofosis<br />
romeliRac azri<br />
gaurkveveli mimarTulebiT gaqceuli...<br />
me Cemi mqonda mosaZebni _<br />
me Sen <strong>ge</strong>Zebdi...<br />
sityvebi gzidan Camomecalnen.<br />
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* * *<br />
es suli isev ferflidan aRdga,<br />
modi, aTasgvar ambavs giambob,<br />
SemoanaTe am gulSi, anda...<br />
Caqri da ase nuRar kiafob.<br />
magram naTeli ra naTelia,<br />
Tu SeuZlia zurgi gaqcios,<br />
gulSi Semova, ra saTqmelia,<br />
rom isev ferflad gadagaqcios.<br />
* * *<br />
ras metyvis Ramis niavi,<br />
ra saidumlos gamimxels,<br />
saidan modis, sad midis,<br />
vin gauxdia samizned...<br />
vis kalams Sefarebia,<br />
vis tkivils ityvis amaRam,<br />
sxvisa ar vici, niavqars<br />
Cems sunTqvas SenTan gavatan.<br />
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* * *<br />
arc me... aRarc Sen,<br />
da arc qalaqi,<br />
romelSic erT dros<br />
erTad vcxovrobdiT...<br />
Cven davikar<strong>ge</strong>T erTmaneTSi,<br />
xolo qalaqi,<br />
aRarc ki gvaxsovs, saiT wavida.<br />
is ki, ucnobi siyvaruli,<br />
me da Sen Soris,<br />
netav gamacno,<br />
vin aris, anda, ras gvemarTleba,<br />
sul Cvenze ratom uWiravs Tvali,<br />
xan agvzels ise, rogorc ayalos<br />
da xanac cecxliT gagvacalkevebs,<br />
rom gazafxuli gadaayaros<br />
Cveni sulebis Ria sarkmelebs.<br />
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galeqsili dialogi<br />
tariel WanturiasTan<br />
_rogor brZandebiT?<br />
_aba, ra giTxraT,<br />
ise var, rogorc axla miyurebT<br />
da imedi maqvs, pasuxs ar iTxovT,<br />
radgan kiTxvaa ritorikuli.<br />
rogor vbrZandebi?<br />
erTxelac marTla<br />
rom Cavufiqrde cxovrebas tials,<br />
ase mgonia, rom dedamiwa<br />
dauyovnebliv Sewyvetda trials.<br />
me Sevefare am ironias<br />
da Cems cxovrebas, awi darCenils,<br />
Torem dardma Tu Camiyolia,<br />
veRar miSvelis qveynis gamCenic.<br />
* * *<br />
gaiareT, Tqven-Tqveni gziT wadiT,<br />
qarebo, da nisli gaaboleT,<br />
me rom SenTvis siyvaruli mwadda,<br />
aprilsa da wvimebs gavayole.<br />
gavayole, raRa unda meqna,<br />
axla isev molodiniT xeli var,<br />
me rom SenTvis sityva unda meTqva,<br />
beRurebma amikenkes xelidan.<br />
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* * *<br />
aha, daRamda..<br />
didxans <strong>ge</strong>lodi,<br />
axla kargaven sazRvars sagnebi _<br />
xeebis totebs uerTdeba<br />
gamoRebuli Cemi fanjara,<br />
xolo beRura sulSi Semodis,<br />
romelic alvis xeze damjdara...<br />
me var sarkmeli gamoRebuli<br />
da yvelaferi CemSi xmaurobs _<br />
quCa, romelzec Sen gadadixar,<br />
saxli, romelSic unda Sexvide,<br />
Wiqa, romelic <strong>ge</strong>lodeboda,<br />
raTa piramde yaviT a<strong>ge</strong>vso...<br />
da yvelaferi axla CemSia _<br />
miedineba, rogorc mdinare...<br />
me ki vina var, ver gavarkvie _<br />
qalaqi, saxli, xeebi, quCa...<br />
iqneb gza,<br />
axla Sen rom miyavxar,<br />
anda es wigni, savse azrebiT,<br />
miyvarxar,<br />
Tumca isev daRamda<br />
da daekargaT sagnebs sazRvrebi.<br />
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* * *<br />
roca mivdivarT,<br />
arsad mivdivarT,<br />
gulis kuTxeSi miviyuJebiT,<br />
dabrunebamde, gaRimebamde,<br />
daiRlebian albaT quCebic,<br />
radganac gzebi am guls mibmia,<br />
Senamde mosvlas aioleben,<br />
ho, es quCebi Senze fiqria,<br />
roca gaivli, gagiyoleben...<br />
daikar<strong>ge</strong>ba dro da manZili,<br />
roca sulebi sazRvars gacdeba...<br />
Sen da<strong>ge</strong>Zeb da<br />
Senken movdivar,<br />
vidre fexTaqveS quCa gacvdeba.<br />
* * *<br />
ver dagadevne sityva vercerTi,<br />
veRarc fiqrebSi dagimartove,<br />
roca waxvedi, isev <strong>ge</strong>Zebdi<br />
gzajvaredinTan,<br />
sadac damtove...<br />
isev Camdgaran rigSi wamebi<br />
da mec yvela wams TeTrad vaTeneb,<br />
axlac aqa var... didi wvalebiT<br />
cidan wamosuls viTvli fantelebs.<br />
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* * *<br />
RmerTo, yvelaferi uxmod rogor xdeba,<br />
rogor gSordebi da gxvdebi,<br />
rogor miatova sulma samyofeli,<br />
rogor vcocxldebi da vkvdebi...<br />
rogor waiSala zRvari da sazRvari,<br />
me da Sen netav sad vsaxlobT,<br />
viswrafviT yovelTvis,<br />
rodesac Sorsa varT,<br />
gavrbivarT, roca varT axlos...<br />
aRar maqvs sxeuli,<br />
o, Tqven ver gai<strong>ge</strong>bT,<br />
am sulis sevdas da naRvels,<br />
sicocxlis, sikvdilis, cxovrebis kanonebs<br />
erTi xelis mosmiT varRvev.<br />
RmerTo, yvelaferi ise rogor xdeba,<br />
rom aRar mWirdeba sityva,<br />
me mesmis Tvalebis, xelebis, Rimilis,<br />
imis, rac arasdros giTqvams.<br />
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* * *<br />
Sen mekiTxebi, me rogora var,<br />
RvTis ZaliT, suli Tu isev midgas,<br />
verafers <strong>ge</strong>tyvi... roca CemTan xar,<br />
aRaraferi ar minda giTxra...<br />
arada, fiqris gorgals vaxvevdi,<br />
SenTvis saTqmeli sityvebis acmas,<br />
Cem win dgaxar da xmasac ver viReb,<br />
radgan sityvebi erTbaSad gacvda.<br />
Sen mekiTxebi, me rogora var,<br />
roca Sen gxedav, aba, ra miWirs...<br />
me Sen miyvarxar...<br />
TiTqos RmerTamde<br />
darCenilia erTi nabiji.<br />
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* * *<br />
ise mo<strong>ge</strong>nde,<br />
sul ar mikiTxavs,<br />
vin xar,<br />
anda aq<br />
ram mogiyvana...<br />
labirinTSi var,<br />
gza damekarga,<br />
modi,<br />
swor gzaze gamomiyvane.<br />
wvimis wveTi var,<br />
Sen damicavi,<br />
rogorc wveTs icavs<br />
nazi foToli...<br />
Torem aRar var,<br />
sul davicale...<br />
gareT wvims _<br />
sulSi sevdam moTova.<br />
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* * *<br />
ar SemarCine cremlebis feTqva,<br />
aRarc tkivili_erTi misxali...<br />
Sen ukve ici, rac unda meTqva _<br />
rac gavifiqre da ar giTxari.<br />
ra unda miyos Senma siSorem,<br />
rodesac suli ase axloa,<br />
Sen fiqrob... me ki_vawyob striqonebs...<br />
furceli Cveni samosaxloa.<br />
Seni xma mesmis sadRac... Soridan,<br />
an iqneb sulac... CemSi xmianob...<br />
Tovls rom velodi, Tovli movida,<br />
Tumca ki cota daigviana.<br />
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* * *<br />
vici, araferi ar Seicvleba _<br />
amova mze, gaTendeba...<br />
da adamianebi SeCveul saqmes<br />
gaagrZeleben...<br />
xelebi moZebnian SeCveul sadaveebs,<br />
sruliad meqanikurad daimorCileben...<br />
an ufro sworad,<br />
Cveva daimorCilebs adamians,<br />
romelsac hgonia, rom raRac SeuZlia _<br />
siyvaruli, siZulvili, aRfrTovaneba...<br />
viTom...<br />
vici, araferi ar Seicvleba!<br />
rom SemeZlos,<br />
cxovrebas davarqmevdi cud Cvevas..<br />
mec am adamianebSi var _<br />
areul-dareuli, gadazelil-gadmozelili...<br />
Cemi tkivili is aris,<br />
rom ar SemiZlia SevuerTde<br />
garesamyaros...<br />
da rogorc vercxliswyali,<br />
gatexili Termometridan gadmocvenili,<br />
amaod davsrialeb zedapirze _<br />
nawilebad daqucmacebuli...<br />
iqneb vinmem damabrunos budeSi, sadac<br />
erTi rame damevaleba _<br />
gavfarTovde da SevikumSo imis mixedviT,<br />
temperatura ras mikarnaxebs...<br />
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vici, araferi ar Seicvleba!<br />
da ESenc amaod maimedeb _<br />
rom xvalidan da samudamod<br />
yvelaferi kargad iqneba:<br />
mze amova, mTvarec amova _<br />
sxvadasxva dros, magram erT caze...<br />
vici, araferi ar Seicvleba!<br />
magram mainc...<br />
kars rom gamovxsni<br />
da frTxil mzeras mimovatareb<br />
(u)Sen(o) oTaxs...<br />
rad icvleba mTeli samyaro?!<br />
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teqstSi darCenilebs<br />
ver SevamCnie,<br />
dRe RameSi rogor gazavda...<br />
anda foTlebma<br />
xis totebi rodis datoves,<br />
es meramdened...<br />
cxovrebasTan isev davzavdi<br />
da sicocxlesac ise vixdi,<br />
rogorc batonebs...<br />
Sen ki, romelic<br />
teqstSi xar da sityvam dagaba,<br />
sul Seni javri<br />
rad damyveba yovel cismare,<br />
wignidan roca gamovedi,<br />
sityvis daraba<br />
gamovxseni da...<br />
Senc im gzebiT gamoipare!<br />
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* * *<br />
`unda Secvalo cxovreba Seni!~<br />
patrik ziuskindis essedan<br />
ho, sulerTia...<br />
vin xar da ra gwvavs...<br />
leqsi ramden xans <strong>ge</strong>maxsovreba...<br />
amieridan...<br />
axla da am wams<br />
unda Secvalo Seni cxovreba.<br />
unda aqcio warsuli awmyod,<br />
rom daibados suli meored,<br />
kacobriobis yvela tkivili<br />
Sens gulSi unda gaimeoro.<br />
da darCe ase _<br />
casa da miwas<br />
Soris gabmuli...<br />
sivrce gawvalebs...<br />
frena Se<strong>ge</strong>Zlo...<br />
erT mSvenier dRes<br />
adgnen da frTebi<br />
sul dagacales!<br />
feri icvale...<br />
da axla sxva xar,<br />
cxovrebas mainc<br />
verafers Sveli...<br />
ho, sulerTia _<br />
vin xar da sad xar _<br />
Secvale mxolod<br />
samyaro Seni.<br />
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Sen magier<br />
nu wuxxar,<br />
me rom vwuxdebi,<br />
ra saTqmelia, wuxili...<br />
wvima sarkmelsac uxdeba,<br />
Cumad movida wuxeli...<br />
xelSi varskvlavi miqreba _<br />
caze avanTeb milions,<br />
wvimas veZaxi, iqneba<br />
Rrubeli gamomilios.<br />
* * *<br />
ramdeni rame unda vipovnoT<br />
sakuTar TavSi...<br />
uwyis ufalma...<br />
rasac daveZebT dabadebidan,<br />
sulSi netav ras gadaufaravs...<br />
rodis davkar<strong>ge</strong>T is,<br />
rac gvawvalebs,<br />
kiTxvebma suli ratom aria?..<br />
gTxov, damexmaro,<br />
an gza maswavlo _<br />
rogor vipovno, Wia-maria?<br />
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* * *<br />
vcxovrobT sityvebSi...<br />
am sityvebiT<br />
gavkvaleT gzebi...<br />
dakargulebi<br />
Cven erTmaneTs<br />
sityvebSi vxvdebiT...<br />
vxedavT samyaros<br />
am teqstidan<br />
Tumca sxva TvaliT...<br />
mainc sityvaa<br />
axla Cveni<br />
TavSesafari...<br />
sruldeba dRe da,<br />
ra Tqma unda,<br />
Ramec wavida...<br />
xvalidan isev<br />
yvelaferi<br />
mova Tavidan...<br />
Cven ki...<br />
awmyoSi CaviZireT<br />
sityvis uflebiT...<br />
teqstSi vcocxlobT da<br />
cxovrebisgan vTavisufldebiT!<br />
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saSemodgomo ganwyobileba<br />
unda wamovkrifo<br />
sulis nawilebi,<br />
vidre es qarebi<br />
Rrublebs wamoSlian,<br />
vidre Tovli mova,<br />
vidre gawvimdeba...<br />
vidre Semodgoma<br />
mzisfer samosSia...<br />
mere mogiyvebi<br />
am dRes dawvrilebiT _<br />
raze icinoda<br />
mTvare davercxlili,<br />
foTlebs mivuyvebi...<br />
vidre gawvimdeba,<br />
unda wamovkrifo<br />
suli sarecxiviT.<br />
axla uSenobac<br />
Seni nawilia...<br />
ufro namdvili da<br />
ufro Soreuli...<br />
mainc uSenobiT<br />
daRlil_daclili var,<br />
quCas mivuyvebi<br />
wvimamoreuli...<br />
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* * *<br />
wvima mova...<br />
Tovli wava...<br />
xelisgulze dadneba...<br />
sulis yvela foriaqi<br />
sityviT ar iTargmneba...<br />
mravalwertils Cavabareb,<br />
nisli gadaafaros...<br />
yvelaferi gaamJRavnos...<br />
yvelaferi dafaros...<br />
radgan sityva sakuTari<br />
TaviT xSirad iRleba...<br />
sarkmeli rom iketeba,<br />
sadRac kari iReba...<br />
zogi sityva gamirbis da<br />
zogi _ Tvalsac maridebs,<br />
visac unda, leqsSi darCes,<br />
visac unda _ wavides!@<br />
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* * *<br />
Senamde marTla ar vicodi,<br />
sulebs rom fesvi ezrdeboda<br />
da axla mivxvdi _<br />
Seni mzera suls rom Seexo...<br />
TiTqos dairRva yvela simyare,<br />
mTeli samyaro iqca Rrublebad,<br />
mainc ar vici,<br />
am RrublebSi viT Caizarda<br />
siyvarulis fesvi ugrZesi...<br />
mivmsxdarvarT minis sarkmelebTan<br />
da yavis orTqli<br />
gareT zamTris nisleuls erTvis...<br />
Cven vgavarT axla<br />
erTmaneTidan gamoqceul<br />
sulis nawilebs _<br />
minis sarkmelis aqeT da iqiT...<br />
siTbo-sicivis uxilav zRvarze,<br />
fanjris minaze,<br />
cremlis wyeba aiburceba...<br />
gsurda, rogorme da<strong>ge</strong>naxe<br />
da ha, sarkmeli! –<br />
sevdis napralSi CaJonili<br />
Cemi cremlebi...<br />
rogorc fesvebi siyvarulis<br />
itotebian...<br />
sxeuli Cemi, uqmadqceuli,<br />
amaod cdilobs gaarRvios<br />
sivrce,<br />
romelSic siyvarulis<br />
wvima movida.<br />
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* * *<br />
albaT tkivilebs<br />
ver gadmowers Savi fanqari<br />
Seni sulidan... yvelaferi<br />
dumils darCeba,<br />
Tumca striqoni<br />
moizomavs riTmis maqmanebs,<br />
kalami mainc gaakeTebs<br />
Tavis arCevans...<br />
da gza, romelic<br />
sxivebiviT Sen win TamaSobs,<br />
yovelTvis midis...<br />
sxivebiviT cru da Tavneba...<br />
me gamogyvebi Sua teqstSi _<br />
sityvam damaxrCos,<br />
araferia,<br />
Tu dumiliT davifarebi...<br />
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* * *<br />
modis da midis gazafxuli,<br />
modis da midis...<br />
da arasodes gvekiTxeba _<br />
saiT wavides,<br />
Tvals ver Seaswreb,<br />
viwro quCiT gaipareba,<br />
tyemali roca<br />
droze adre daiyvavilebs...<br />
eha, Sesdeqi, gazafxulo,<br />
yuri maTxove,<br />
jer Seni wili yvaviloba<br />
Casavlelia,<br />
darCi da sulSi alublebi<br />
SemomaTove...<br />
da nuRar metyvi,<br />
yvavilebi ra saTqmelia...<br />
dagimaxsovreb<br />
ase frTxils da ase Jinians,<br />
ise <strong>ge</strong>lodi...<br />
ukve kari gamomixure...<br />
me Seni gzebi ver viswavle,<br />
hoda, sarkmelTan<br />
vzivar da roca iparebi,<br />
Cumad giyureb.<br />
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* * *<br />
TamrikosTvis<br />
wadi, gafrindi, TeTro Cito,<br />
Sens gzas ewie,<br />
didi ambavi, Tbil qveynisken<br />
ver gagacileb...<br />
da<strong>ge</strong>lodebi,<br />
gazafxulze isev mewvie<br />
da nazamTrali ucxo qveynis<br />
dards agacileb.<br />
da<strong>ge</strong>lodebi...<br />
sxva ra gza aqvs<br />
erTgul beRuras,<br />
da TeTr varskvlavebs<br />
gadaviTvli zamTris RameSi,<br />
gulSi rom iyav,<br />
netav kari Semomexura,<br />
gadafrenisas<br />
netav arsad aRar<br />
gameSvi...<br />
magram gafrenas, o, RmerTmani,<br />
rogor dagiSli,<br />
maS, frTebi risTvis giwyaloba<br />
dedabunebam,<br />
Zala ar meyo...<br />
da gulidan roca gagiSvi,<br />
erTi gza mainc dagitove<br />
dasabruneblad.<br />
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mere ra...<br />
mere-ra, Tu marTla daviRale,<br />
lodinis fiala gamovcale...<br />
Sen cdaSi varskvlavebic daviTvale,<br />
mTvare aTasjer gamovcvale...<br />
da mec daviSale nawilebad,<br />
ras gwerdi?<br />
iqneba momagono...<br />
suli am sityvebSi nawildeba,<br />
vaglax, rom vinmem momagrovos.<br />
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* * *<br />
Cemi gza xar,<br />
misamarTi...<br />
me ugzobas daviCemeb...<br />
lamaz zRapars momiyvebi?<br />
ra Tqma unda, dagijereb...<br />
jer ar vici,<br />
sad wamiyvan...<br />
romel kldeze gadamkideb...<br />
momari<strong>ge</strong>b wuTisofels,<br />
Tu... samyaros gadamkideb...<br />
me aRar var,<br />
am sxeulSi<br />
Senma sulma daibuda...<br />
guli borgavs da saTqmeli<br />
mec TevziviT damigubda...<br />
cota kidev madrove da...<br />
cota kidev damacade...<br />
vera xedav?<br />
es cxovreba<br />
Sens Rimilze<br />
gadavcvale.<br />
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* * *<br />
gTxov, gamacocxlo, siyvarulo,<br />
gardavicvale...<br />
da orwyalSua darCenili<br />
mkvdari Tevzi var...<br />
bevri miSales siyvaruli,<br />
ar daviSale!<br />
usiyvarulod samyarosTvis<br />
rogor memzira...<br />
me davikar<strong>ge</strong>,<br />
damaviwyda Seni anbani,<br />
ufalma uwyis,<br />
arasodes ar masvenebda...<br />
gadamafare<br />
gadaxdili ZilSi sabani,<br />
da dro momeci<br />
im anbanis gasaxseneblad.<br />
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* * *<br />
Cemi gawkeplili siyvaruli...<br />
ase dasasjelad Tu gindoda,<br />
<strong>ge</strong>Tqva...<br />
saxres mainc SegirCevdi...<br />
fexze rom veRar damdgariyo...<br />
sikvdilsac uceb SeviCvevdi...<br />
TiTqos iyo da ara iyo...<br />
damTavrebuliyo Sen_Cemoba...<br />
gamougzavneli baraTebiT...<br />
Senc es jalaToba SegrCeboda.<br />
ise.... viTomcda, araferi....<br />
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SenTvis<br />
dRes Seni dRea.... da amitomac<br />
me ver davrCebi SenTan ubari...<br />
Tumca ver Sedga Cveni Tanxmoba _<br />
verc _ dialogi, verc _ saubari...<br />
Cemi siCumis wamic damdgara,<br />
arafers Sevcvli...<br />
iyos, rac aris...<br />
me saSiSi var axla, radganac<br />
gadamdebi var, rogorc xanZari.<br />
ver mogibezre...<br />
Seni dumiliT<br />
isev movqar<strong>ge</strong> Cemi cxovreba,<br />
ver amogaSre da yvela sityva<br />
leqsebSi isev meviwroveba.<br />
Sen am sityvebsac,<br />
rogorc yovelTvis,<br />
ar daijereb, mtanjav eWvebiT...<br />
me ki ar vici, ratom da risTvis,<br />
magram verasdros gada<strong>ge</strong>Cvevi...<br />
dRes Seni dRea da furcels vavseb,<br />
anda, ubralod, SenTvis varakob...<br />
dRes Seni dRea da minda ase<br />
gaTenebamde <strong>ge</strong>laparako...<br />
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* * *<br />
miwaze var,<br />
Rrubels SemrCa mzera,<br />
RmerTma icis,<br />
sinaTlea sad ufro,<br />
kari gaxsen,<br />
gazafxulo, me var...<br />
gamicvale<br />
yvavilebis sauflo...<br />
atmis kvirtSi<br />
SeiyuJa suli,<br />
ocnebas ki<br />
cisfer kabas Cavacmev,<br />
gazafxulo,<br />
amisruleb survils?<br />
xelukuRma<br />
gadavagdeb savarcxels.<br />
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* * *<br />
Sen eZeb<br />
samyaros mizezs da xasiaTs...<br />
angrev da aSeneb...<br />
aawyob _ daSli...<br />
radganac cxovreba ise da asea _<br />
TiTqos svel qviSaze<br />
TamaSobs bavSvi...<br />
mere ra, Tu talRa<br />
Sens mzeebs gadaSlis,<br />
mere ra, Tuki zRva xmauriT wavida,<br />
samyaros gacveTils<br />
sxva gverdze gadaSli...<br />
axal mzes daxatav<br />
qviSaze Tavidan.<br />
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gamomaRviZe<br />
gamomaRviZe,<br />
Tuki CamTvlima,<br />
am fiqris gorebs roca gadavalT,<br />
gTxov, Semaxsene,<br />
sadac CavdivarT,<br />
da barem isic_vin var, sada var...<br />
gamomaRviZe...<br />
da vidre mZinavs,<br />
vidre suli da xorci mSviddeba...<br />
arsad waxvide,<br />
Torem uSenod<br />
dedamiwaze SemeSindeba...<br />
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* * *<br />
me daginaxe<br />
gadamaluli<br />
sakuTar Tavis miRma da iqiT...<br />
Sen xom eZebdi mudam damnaxvels _<br />
mzeriT da sityviT,<br />
azriT da fiqriT...<br />
nu <strong>ge</strong>Sinia,<br />
me ar gagamxel...<br />
mivendoT isev bedsa da iRbals...<br />
da davrCeT ase _<br />
gadamaluli,<br />
sakuTar Tavis iqiT da miRma...<br />
P. S.<br />
xedav, ramxela ambavs giambob _<br />
kaci ki ara, qvac gabruvdeba...<br />
xandaxan minda, magram zRapari<br />
ar ki ara da, ver dasruldeba...<br />
amindebs isev Secvlis amindi,<br />
mze yvela Rrubels gamomiqviTavs,<br />
is, vinc SenSia, arsad ar midis<br />
sikvdilamde da imis iqiTac...<br />
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* * *<br />
CaisunTqe dedamiwa<br />
da amosunTqvisas<br />
datove Cemi wili Jangbadi<br />
Sens filtvebSi,<br />
Cemi sisxli _ Sens ZarRvebSi...<br />
Cemi guli _ Sens gulSi,<br />
Cemi akaciebi _ Sens baRSi,<br />
Cemi enZelebi _ Sens buCqisZirebSi...<br />
maqcie neknad da Camsvi,<br />
saidanac amovvardi...<br />
CaisunTqe dedamiwa<br />
da amosunTqvisas<br />
gaigone, Cemi yru Zaxili:<br />
damtove, arsad movdivar.<br />
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melaparake<br />
melaparake...<br />
gadamiTargmne Seni dumili,<br />
melaparake...<br />
Torem CameZineba<br />
da gaCerdeba dedamiwa...<br />
melaparake,<br />
melaparake,<br />
melaparake...<br />
arada, maSin g a m a C u m e . . .<br />
xom damisaxldi kalmis wverze _<br />
morCi Cems Seqmnas da<br />
damasrule.<br />
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sxvagan nu meZeb...<br />
Seni guli Cemi samarxia...<br />
dammarxe...<br />
damfali...<br />
gadammale...<br />
ise, rom veravin momagnos,<br />
vinc gkiTxavs, saiT wavedi,<br />
ar miaswavlo...<br />
Seni dumiliT damabalzame,<br />
gadamafare Seni sityvebi,<br />
momapkure Seni Jangbadiani sisxli.<br />
mSvidad iyavi...<br />
ar SeimCnio...<br />
me SeniT ara...<br />
me SenSi vcxovrob,<br />
sxvagan nu meZeb...<br />
me Seni xma var...<br />
da veRarsad da<strong>ge</strong>kar<strong>ge</strong>bi...<br />
Seni saxe ki niRabia<br />
Cemi sulisTvis...<br />
Seni guli _ Cemi samarxi,<br />
Sen _ mesaflave... TeTri vardebiT...<br />
hoda, dammarxe<br />
uwarwerod da usaxelod...<br />
da me amaRam<br />
SenTan erTad davibadebi...<br />
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hiperbola<br />
Camovisveneb striqonebze,<br />
radganac mxolod<br />
aq SemiZlia mogixelTo,<br />
suliT Se<strong>ge</strong>xo...<br />
me vgrZnob Seni sunTqvis ariTmias,<br />
romelic Cems leqss<br />
riTmas daakargvinebs,<br />
gaaTavisuflebs artaxebisgan<br />
da etyvis:<br />
wadi, saiTac ginda...<br />
Seni teqstidan Cems teqstebSi<br />
kari gaiWra,<br />
sad wamsvleli var?<br />
modi, es sivrce erTad movawyoT:<br />
CamovarigoT metaforebi<br />
sarkmelebiviT...<br />
Sena xar Cemi hiperbola _<br />
me Segnebulad gagazviade,<br />
rom gamiWirdes mosvla Senamde.<br />
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68<br />
wonasworoba<br />
modi, es qalaqi<br />
Cveni simetriis RerZi iyos...<br />
ramden nabijsac Sen gadadgam,<br />
mec imdeni nabijiT<br />
dagSordebi...<br />
moxval da moval...<br />
waxval da waval...<br />
gavimeorebT Cven erTmaneTs<br />
iqiT da aqeT...<br />
RerZis garSemo<br />
CavWidoT xeli da…<br />
vitrialoT, vitrialoT, vitrialoT...<br />
vidre daviRlebiT,<br />
vidre daviclebiT,<br />
vidre davecemiT<br />
Tavbrudaxveulebi _<br />
ca da miwa erTmaneTs<br />
adgilebs gaucvlian,<br />
varskvlavebi fexqveS dagve<strong>ge</strong>bian...<br />
waiqcevi da waviqcevi...<br />
ad<strong>ge</strong>bi da avd<strong>ge</strong>bi...<br />
gagimeoreb,<br />
TiTqos sarkeSi iyurebi<br />
da Sens Tavs xedav _<br />
gamiRimeb da gagiRimeb...<br />
warbs Sekrav da warbs Sevkrav...<br />
modi, axla,<br />
xeli CamWide<br />
da vitrialoT...<br />
vitrialoT...<br />
vitrialoT...
horizonti<br />
me zRva davtove...<br />
horizonti, TvalebSi Caxatuli,<br />
Tan wamoviRe _<br />
Cemi sulis da sxeulis sazRvrad...<br />
Sen gadarebdi...<br />
ra icodi?<br />
ase Soreuls<br />
mxolod mzera Tu mogixelTebda,<br />
horizontiviT...<br />
Sen adeqi da Seni Tavi,<br />
Cemi TvalebiT danaxuli,<br />
CarCoSi Casvi<br />
da kedelze Camomikide...<br />
horizonti xar...<br />
me am sazRvars ver gadavcdebi<br />
da gimzer ase _<br />
yvelas TvaliT, Tanac _ farulad,<br />
horizonti xar...<br />
xan muqdebi, xanac _ bacdebi...<br />
Cems sulSi mxolod<br />
uCarCood gadamalulxar...<br />
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leqs-esenciebi<br />
leqsebi _ dumilis a(m)bebi<br />
CemTvis _ dumilis ambebi,<br />
SenTvis _ dumilis abebi.<br />
* * *<br />
erTxelac albaT<br />
Tavbrudamxvev<br />
wvimad viqcevi,<br />
moval SenTan da<br />
Sens sarkmelTan<br />
Camoviqcevi.<br />
* * *<br />
rogorc mzis sxivebs<br />
ver damalavs Rame wvalebiT...<br />
ase siyvaruls_Cemi Tvalebi.<br />
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* * *<br />
aha, Sen Cemi biografia _<br />
dabadebis weli, adgili,<br />
mniSvnelovani da umniSvnelo<br />
yvela TariRi...<br />
erTi Rimili<br />
gana ufro mets ar <strong>ge</strong>tyoda?!<br />
* * *<br />
ver agarideb mzeras,<br />
rogorc<br />
mzis sxivi ver aerideba<br />
dilis cvar-nams,<br />
mindorze CaSlils.<br />
* * *<br />
cremli, romelic<br />
gulSi dagrovda,<br />
sul striqon-striqon<br />
gamovapare<br />
leqsSi,<br />
romelSic<br />
Sen melodebi.<br />
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* * *<br />
nu afrindebi,<br />
gulo Cemo,<br />
damfrTxal CitiviT,<br />
nu afrindebi,<br />
me ar minda, marto darCena.<br />
is ki dasafren adgils eZebs<br />
da emzadeba...<br />
Sen danaxvaze<br />
ra qnas gulma,<br />
frTxials naCvevma.<br />
* * *<br />
dResac da<strong>ge</strong>Zeb,<br />
carieli Seni adgili<br />
ise miyurebs,<br />
rogorc Rame_umTvareo<br />
da dRe_umzeo,<br />
da ise vumzer<br />
sicarieles,<br />
rogorc Camtvreul<br />
sarkmels zamTarSi.<br />
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* * *<br />
leqss ki ara vwer,<br />
es_dro gamyavs<br />
mzis amosvlamde,<br />
mzis amosvlamde<br />
da Sen mosvlamde.<br />
* * *<br />
sad damekar<strong>ge</strong>,<br />
foTolcvenis sezoni dadga,<br />
Cems tkivilebTan<br />
foTlis dardi ra saTqmelia,<br />
wvims...<br />
cremliT savse dedamiwa<br />
gulze fexs madgams,<br />
dekembris sevda<br />
ase uRvTod gadamdebia.<br />
* * *<br />
Sen ver gai<strong>ge</strong>b<br />
Cems metaforebs,<br />
arc arvin aris<br />
amis amxsneli,<br />
vzivar, siyvaruls<br />
leqsiT vagroveb,<br />
mainc ara aqvs<br />
am suls saSveli.<br />
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* * *<br />
xis totebSi<br />
gablandulo qariSxalo,<br />
Sen ki daixsni<br />
Tavs tyveobidan...<br />
Tu ar dagnebdnen,<br />
im totebsac<br />
miamtvr-moamtvrev,<br />
Sen is miTxari,<br />
adamians ra eSveleba,<br />
siyvarulis qselebSi<br />
gabmuls...<br />
ra eSvelebaT _<br />
qariSxlebs dabmuls?<br />
* * *<br />
Sen rom ar iyo,<br />
daiRvreboda albaT zeca<br />
Tovlis ferebad...<br />
magram Cems kalams<br />
verasodes aamRerebda.<br />
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* * *<br />
es mze, quCa,<br />
es fifqebi...<br />
areuli qarSi gznebiT,<br />
yvelaferi miyvars,<br />
ramac<br />
gamikvala Senken gzebi.<br />
* * *<br />
dRes apirebs gaTovebas...<br />
Tovli mova,<br />
gavbruvdebiT...<br />
cotac... cotac... madrove da<br />
mec fifqiviT davbrundebi.<br />
* * *<br />
didTovlobaa...<br />
mgzavroba gadaido,<br />
cxovrebac gadaido<br />
SenTan<br />
Sexvedramde.<br />
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* * *<br />
minda mogwero,<br />
ra damaZinebs...<br />
Tovs...<br />
Sens sarkmelsac<br />
fifqi acviva,<br />
Seni Tvalebic<br />
acilebs fantels<br />
da sulze TeTri<br />
fifqi gacvia...<br />
sikvdil-sicocxlis<br />
sust mxrebze damtevs<br />
fifqo, Cems xelSi<br />
ra Segaciebs?<br />
* * *<br />
Cemi gulidan<br />
Sens gulamde _<br />
striqonTa xidze,<br />
vici, siyvaruls<br />
fexi arasdros ar daucdeba.<br />
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* * *<br />
verasdros giTxari _<br />
leqsSic rom mawvaleb,<br />
rom Sens molodinSi<br />
Ramdeba yvela dRe,<br />
Sengan maqvs, Zvirfaso,<br />
feradi saTvale,<br />
movdivar Senken da<br />
verasdros Senamde.<br />
* * *<br />
es dRec Casaxlda<br />
am striqonebSi<br />
da foTolcvenis<br />
kvali datova.<br />
* * *<br />
Tu mdinare xar,<br />
ise mainc unda adidde,<br />
rom napiri ar miatovo.<br />
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* * *<br />
leqsebi Cemi _<br />
sacecebia,<br />
Sens gulTan movlen,<br />
ar Secdebian.<br />
* * *<br />
roca didxans daveZebdi<br />
mag Rimils da mag Tvalebs...<br />
sizmrad gnaxe da sizmridan<br />
cxadSi gamogapare.<br />
* * *<br />
Sevekedle am samyaros,<br />
es samyaroc Sevikedle,<br />
xan_sarkmeli gamovxseni,<br />
xanac_ZvlebSi Sevikete.<br />
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* * *<br />
rostom CxeiZes<br />
me saTauri ver movuZebne<br />
verc sakuTar leqss<br />
da verc _ cxovrebas...<br />
madlobeli var,<br />
rom Semaxsene:<br />
sam wertilSi rom<br />
es samyaro<br />
ver Caeteva.<br />
* * *<br />
isev gawvimda,<br />
esRa aklda am zRvas,<br />
SfoTians,<br />
gareT wvims...<br />
Sin ki_viRac ukravs<br />
wynarad sulikos...<br />
zRva abarbacda,<br />
TiTqos es zRva<br />
marTla loTia,<br />
wvima aklda rom<br />
napiridan<br />
gadmosuliyo.<br />
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* * *<br />
galiaSi rom gamomwyvdeulxar,<br />
me ki giyureb...<br />
ar var ugulo...<br />
oRond maniSne<br />
da galiis kars<br />
me gamogixsni, Cemo bulbulo!<br />
ra vici,<br />
iqneb Tavisufleba<br />
arc moisurvo, Tuki vardi gaqvs,<br />
magram... vaiTu, Seni yvavili<br />
ver ipovne da...<br />
magis dardi maqvs.<br />
* * *<br />
nu mebutebi,<br />
xmasac ar viReb...<br />
Cans, uTqmelobiT<br />
mainc gawyine...<br />
erTaderTi xar,<br />
ra vqna, mTvareo,<br />
mzesTan verafriT<br />
ver dagawyvile.<br />
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* * *<br />
waukiTxavad daWknen leqsebi,<br />
rogorc gazafxulze<br />
yinvamiswrebuli kvirtebi...<br />
ver iyvaviles...<br />
ra udrood movida yinva...<br />
magram wels vnaxe,<br />
martis TveSi,<br />
fifqebis qveS moyvavile<br />
atmis xeebi.<br />
* * *<br />
Sena xar Cemi<br />
kudiani, TeTri varskvlavi,<br />
cas avyureb da<br />
arc ki vici,<br />
rodis ielveb...<br />
* * *<br />
me cocxali var,<br />
Senze fiqri roca mawvalebs<br />
da monatrebis Savi melniT<br />
striqons rom vabam.<br />
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* * *<br />
marcxena mklavqveS<br />
damaluli Senze sizmrebi<br />
gacocxldebian,<br />
cremlis burTi rom daecemaT.<br />
* * *<br />
me damekarga yvela biliki,<br />
rac ekalma da bardma damala...<br />
da davrCi marto... don-kixotiviT,<br />
mxolodRa sanCo-pansas amara.<br />
* * *<br />
gadaifiqra Tovlma mosvla...<br />
me ki maSin mewereboda,<br />
TeTri fifqebi<br />
Sens Rimils rom imeorebdnen...<br />
gadaifiqra Tovlma mosvla,<br />
me ki vzivar fifqdakarguli,<br />
fiqrdakarguli zecas avyureb...<br />
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* * *<br />
ver dagamSvideb<br />
gacveTili, undo sityvebiT,<br />
nu daijereb,<br />
rom cremlebi Seni xvedria,<br />
gaxede Tbiliss,<br />
am sarkmlidan es dedamiwa,<br />
TiTqos Rawvebze dadenili<br />
erTi cremlia.<br />
* * *<br />
Sens gulSi Cemi<br />
myudro budea _<br />
uxilavi da mSvidi...<br />
roca mSordebi,<br />
me var budidan<br />
gadmovardnili Citi.<br />
* * *<br />
mixos<br />
ver gaCerdebi,<br />
sul midixar,<br />
unda iwvode!<br />
Senc kargad ici,<br />
rom mwerali didi bavSvia...<br />
da amitomac, megobaro,<br />
me Sen giwode _<br />
kaci, romelic sul midis da<br />
isev gzaSia.<br />
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ganTiadi<br />
mze amovida<br />
da Rrublebis<br />
kaleidoskops<br />
sxivi abrunebs,<br />
saiTac unda.<br />
* * *<br />
saiT midis es mdinare,<br />
sul midis da ar iRleba...<br />
erTxelac rom moiwyinos,<br />
rom gaCerdes,<br />
ra iqneba?<br />
* * *<br />
es siyvaruli<br />
am furcelze<br />
ver davatie...<br />
gTxov, mapatio,<br />
rom verafers<br />
ver gapatieb...<br />
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* * *<br />
wamoedeba xis kenweros<br />
TeTri varskvlavi<br />
da dabneuli<br />
Sens TvalebSi<br />
moadens zRarTans.<br />
* * *<br />
Cemi ezos varskvlavebi<br />
Tavis droze amodian...<br />
Tu ezoSi ver mipovnes,<br />
sadaca var,<br />
gamorbian...<br />
* * *<br />
gaiwela dReebi,<br />
viT saReWi rezina...<br />
im gawelil rezinze<br />
mgonia, rom<br />
me vzivar...<br />
moiwyines dReebma<br />
erTmaneTis msgavsebiT,<br />
Cqara, SemomeSvele,<br />
sadacaa gavwydebi.<br />
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* * *<br />
ukve ramdeni dRea,<br />
gadauReblad wvims...<br />
arc ca iRleba, miwac<br />
ibans da ibans pirs...<br />
mesmis am cis da miwis,<br />
mec wvimebiviT mWirs...<br />
gadauReblad miyvars...<br />
mzera mrisxane zRvis...<br />
Camqrali asanTis Reris aRsareba<br />
sul erTi cecxlis wakidebad<br />
Rirda sicocxle.<br />
* * *<br />
siyvaruli _<br />
maSveli rgoli...<br />
xeli CasWide,<br />
yofaSi CaZirulo adamiano,<br />
iqneb rogorme amogiyvanos yofnaSi.<br />
* * *<br />
azrma,<br />
romelmac<br />
sityva uaryo...<br />
darCa uafrod...<br />
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* * *<br />
aimRvra dila<br />
da mzis sxivebi<br />
nisls Seeria...<br />
axla Sorsa xar...<br />
TvaliT ver gxedav,<br />
magram gulidan,<br />
rogorc sarkmlidan,<br />
ise moCanxar...<br />
* * *<br />
Tqven ver gai<strong>ge</strong>T<br />
siyvarulis urCi buneba,<br />
verc me gavi<strong>ge</strong> _<br />
Caqreba da uceb naTdeba...<br />
roca mgonia mimatova,<br />
maSin brundeba,<br />
me gamagdebs da<br />
Tavad CemSi<br />
mokalaTdeba.<br />
* * *<br />
ver wamovkrife<br />
TeTri Tovlidan<br />
beRurebis<br />
nafexurebi...<br />
Seni mzera<br />
am gulidan<br />
ver amovSale...<br />
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* * *<br />
ar vici, saiT gaviqce,<br />
siyvaruls rogor vuSvelo...<br />
Tu wvimebs mivce qalaqi _<br />
uferuli da uSeno...<br />
* * *<br />
Tvals roca axel,<br />
TeTro enZelav,<br />
netav pirvelad<br />
ras xedav xolme:<br />
miwas Tu zecas?!<br />
* * *<br />
miyvarxar,<br />
vidre Sens anarekls<br />
mzeriT vatareb...<br />
* * *<br />
minaze wveTma<br />
gza rom gaikvala _<br />
gulma gaixara...<br />
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* * *<br />
midis Rrubeli<br />
da midis wvimac...<br />
midis zamTari _<br />
fifqic miqreba...<br />
ho, ase iyo<br />
asi wlis winac,<br />
asi wlis merec<br />
ase iqneba!<br />
* * *<br />
midixar,<br />
viTom gzebi gakvale,<br />
nar_ekali ki<br />
mainc gamogrCa,<br />
cxovreba ar hgavs<br />
CiTis sakabes,<br />
moizomo da<br />
Targze gamoWra.<br />
* * *<br />
SenTan davrCebi,<br />
sanam mTvare<br />
mzes Sexvdebodes.<br />
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* * *<br />
momeciT xeli, enZelebo,<br />
miwidan amosvlaSi<br />
da<strong>ge</strong>xmaroT.<br />
* * *<br />
eSiniaT varskvlavebs<br />
Rame Tvalis gaxela...<br />
marTla ase Znelia,<br />
siyvarulis gamxela?<br />
dialogi wvimaSi<br />
wveTma wveTs uTxra:<br />
_ aba, damiWire!<br />
* * *<br />
netav, fexebo,<br />
Tqvenc iqiT midiodeT,<br />
saiTkenac guli miiwevs...<br />
* * *<br />
ise uceb movida wvima,<br />
TiTqos aqve,<br />
xeebs ukan iyo gadamaluli.<br />
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* * *<br />
sityvebo,<br />
gaixadeT samosi _<br />
afrindiT furclebidan...<br />
* * *<br />
cremldidobisas<br />
gamogriyavs<br />
suli napirze.<br />
* * *<br />
ise mSvidia es dedamiwa...<br />
wvima modis da wvimiT daTvrebi...<br />
vzivar kuTxeSi, minis sarkmelTan<br />
da sivrcesa vsvam yavis TanxlebiT.<br />
* * *<br />
xandaxan mdinaresac uxaria,<br />
miatovos kalapoti<br />
da yvavilebs gaeTamaSos.<br />
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* * *<br />
waxvedi, magram Cems saTqmels<br />
mTvare giambobs... gabedavs...<br />
Tu gaixseneb varskvlavebs,<br />
Tu caze mTvares axedav.<br />
* * *<br />
vixuWebi...<br />
_ damemale!<br />
vixilebi...<br />
_ gipovne!<br />
gulSi ise<br />
imalebi,<br />
niSans mudam<br />
mitoveb...<br />
moga<strong>ge</strong>ni,<br />
roca mTvare<br />
varskvlavebs gars<br />
uvlida,<br />
ver gipovni,<br />
Tuki erTxel<br />
marTla gaxval<br />
g u l i d a n.<br />
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* * *<br />
meramdened daewyo<br />
TeTr furcelze anbani,<br />
daviwye da verafriT<br />
davasrule ambavi<br />
erTi siyvarulisa...<br />
erTis siyvarulisa...<br />
* * *<br />
Cemi gulis gasaRebi _<br />
sityva miTxar gasa<strong>ge</strong>bi _<br />
siyvarulSi gasagnebi!<br />
* * *<br />
wamokrife TvalebiT<br />
es sityvebi_sakenki...<br />
miTxar,<br />
suli dapurda?<br />
* * *<br />
ra vqna, siyvarulo,<br />
oTaxis yvaviliviT<br />
ver mogiare,<br />
veluri vardi xar,<br />
udabnoSi amosuli,<br />
sakuTar Crdils Sefarebuli...<br />
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* * *<br />
Senc iseve grZnob zRvis dumils,<br />
anda, talRebis Sexebas,<br />
rogorc es sveli kenWebi,<br />
fexisgulebs rom exeba?<br />
* * *<br />
Camisaxldi sulSi...<br />
axla<br />
Tu gagiSveb,<br />
me davrCebi usulkaro.<br />
* * *<br />
o, ramdeni <strong>ge</strong>Zebe _<br />
xilulad Tu farulad...<br />
Turme aqve iyavi _<br />
gulSi gadamaluli.<br />
* * *<br />
isev SevzRude<br />
furclis sivrce,<br />
roca kalams<br />
mowyda melani...<br />
da striqonebad Camorigda<br />
dumilis tevrSi...<br />
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* * *<br />
es samyaro<br />
gadaSlili<br />
siyvarulis wignia _<br />
ucxo anbani aqvs,<br />
yvela ver kiTxulobs.<br />
* * *<br />
mze da mTvare<br />
xom mainc gvaqvs saziaro...<br />
dedamiwac...<br />
hoda, nu gavazviadebT<br />
Cvens siSores...<br />
* * *<br />
mzis sxivma wveTi<br />
fexze wamoayena...<br />
wveTi gafrinda...<br />
* * *<br />
damekarga zRvaSi kenWi_<br />
gulSi_Sen damekar<strong>ge</strong>.<br />
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dumili<br />
yvela sityvas<br />
tyveobidan<br />
vaTavisufleb...<br />
* * *<br />
ramxela warmod<strong>ge</strong>na mqonda<br />
am samyaroze...<br />
megona, milionobiT<br />
tomi ver daitevda...<br />
miliardobiT kadrSi<br />
ver moTavsdeboda...<br />
is ki mxolod<br />
Sens mzeraSi Caetia...<br />
* * *<br />
iseTi dRea,<br />
fifqi damaTovs...<br />
mindoda, Tova<br />
erTad gvenaxa...<br />
var samyaroSi<br />
umisamarTo...<br />
da yvelgana var,<br />
sadac Sena xar.<br />
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* * *<br />
ver SeveCvevi am samyaros...<br />
isev xelaxla<br />
davSli, avawyob...<br />
xels ar vaxleb zecis silurjes...<br />
gadavanacvleb dedamiwas<br />
sadac Sena xar...<br />
da mzes da mTvares<br />
Sen garSemo<br />
adgils mivuCen...<br />
* * *<br />
me gza var,<br />
Cemi mgzavri xar,<br />
marto arasdros darCebi,<br />
saiTac ginda, wagiyvan,<br />
naterfalebSi darCenil<br />
wvimis wveTebSi dagtoveb...<br />
da Sen Tu ara,<br />
wveTebs xom<br />
uTuod davimartoveb...<br />
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* * *<br />
ga<strong>ge</strong>butebi...<br />
Tovlis fifqi roca damaTovs...<br />
rac unda meTqva,<br />
dae, isev darCes uTqmeli...<br />
aRar maqvs Zala,<br />
aRarc SenTan aRar vkamaTob...<br />
Sen da sicocxles<br />
erTdroulad ga<strong>ge</strong>butebiT.<br />
* * *<br />
diliT sxivebze gavaSrob,<br />
cremliT dabanil iarebs,<br />
gulze damadga sicocxle...<br />
xeli mkar... gadamiaros!<br />
* * *<br />
me veZeb enas,<br />
romliTac miyvars,<br />
azrisken gzas rom<br />
uceb gaignebs.<br />
me Sen <strong>ge</strong>Zebdi...<br />
axla ki_sityvas,<br />
romelsac <strong>ge</strong>tyvi<br />
da Sen gai<strong>ge</strong>b.<br />
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* * *<br />
Senamde manZils<br />
vzomav adlebiT...<br />
sizmridan cxadSi<br />
SenTan gavCndebi,<br />
Sen win fifqiviT<br />
Semomadneba<br />
sityva xelSi da...<br />
marto davrCebiT.<br />
sarkeSi<br />
nu miyureb aseTi TvalebiT...<br />
sul mgonia, rom kanons varRvev _<br />
roca vwer leqsebs,<br />
romlebic aravisTan SemiTanxmebia...<br />
* * *<br />
Sen okeane xar,<br />
me _ ganZis maZiebeli...<br />
yoveldRe Cavdivar Sens fskerze,<br />
ganZi amomaqvs,<br />
striqonebad vTargmni da<br />
Sen gibruneb...<br />
Sen okeane xar,<br />
magram ar ici,<br />
Seni fskeri ra ganZs inaxavs...<br />
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100<br />
sarCevi<br />
w e r i l e b i<br />
werili SenTvis ........................................ 3<br />
baliSis qveS datovebuli werili ....... 5<br />
saaxalwlo Ria baraTi .......................... 7<br />
fragmenti werilidan ............................ 8<br />
aTasmeerTe werili ................................. 9<br />
karis RriWoSi dasatovebeli<br />
werili ........................................................ 10<br />
werili zRapridan .................................. 11<br />
dakargulis werili ................................ 13<br />
werili zRvidan ....................................... 14<br />
qvis qveS datovebuli werili ................ 15<br />
werili araferze ................................... 17<br />
werili Seni oTaxidan ........................... 19<br />
herbariumi ................................................. 20<br />
saSiSi TamaSi .............................................. 21<br />
Tavxedis werili ..................................... 23<br />
usisxlo werili ...................................... 24<br />
gabrazebuli werili .............................. 26<br />
bolo werili .......................................... 27<br />
g a m o (m) i c a n i<br />
gamo(m)icani ................................................ 28<br />
guSin.............................................................. 29<br />
niJara .......................................................... 31<br />
*** zurgSeqceuli ideqi Cemgan... ............ 32<br />
*** roca sulSi siyvaruli ayvirdeba... 33<br />
*** sityvebi gameqcnen wignis<br />
furclebidan... ......................................... 33<br />
*** es suli isev ferflidan aRdga... . 34<br />
*** ras metyvis Ramis niavi... ................... 34<br />
*** arc me... aRarc Sen... ........................... 35<br />
galeqsili dialogi tariel<br />
WanturiasTan ............................................. 36<br />
*** gaiareT, Tqven-Tqveni gziT<br />
wadiT... ........................................................ 36<br />
*** aha, daRamda... ...................................... 37<br />
*** roca mivdivarT... .............................. 38
*** ver dagadevne sityva vercerTi... ... 38<br />
*** RmerTo, yvelaferi uxmod<br />
rogor xdeba... ......................................... 39<br />
*** Sen mekiTxebi, me rogora var... ...... 40<br />
*** ise mo<strong>ge</strong>nde... ....................................... 41<br />
*** ar SemarCine cremlebis feTqva... .. 42<br />
*** vici, araferi ar Seicvleba... .......... 43<br />
teqstSi darCenilebs ............................... 45<br />
*** ho, sulerTia... ................................... 46<br />
Sen magier ................................................. 47<br />
*** ramdeni rame unda vipovnoT... ....... 47<br />
*** vcxovrobT sityvebSi... ..................... 48<br />
saSemodgomo ganwyobileba ................. 49<br />
*** wvima mova... ........................................... 50<br />
*** Senamde marTla ar vicodi... .......... 51<br />
*** albaT tkivilebs... ............................. 52<br />
*** modis da midis gazafxuli... .......... 53<br />
*** wadi, gafrindi, TeTro Cito... ..... 54<br />
mere ra... ..................................................... 55<br />
*** Cemi gza xar... ....................................... 56<br />
*** gTxov, gamacocxlo, siyvarulo... . 57<br />
*** Cemi gawkeplili siyvaruli... .......... 58<br />
SenTvis ...................................................... 59<br />
*** miwaze var... .......................................... 60<br />
*** Sen eZeb... ............................................... 61<br />
gamomaRviZe ................................................ 62<br />
*** me daginaxe... ......................................... 63<br />
xedav, ramxela ambavs giambob... ............ 63<br />
*** CaisunTqe dedamiwa... ......................... 64<br />
melaparake .................................................. 65<br />
sxvagan nu meZeb... ........................................ 66<br />
hiperbola ................................................. 67<br />
wonasworoba ............................................. 68<br />
horizonti ................................................ 69<br />
l e q s - e s e n c i e b i .............................. 70<br />
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